Welcome to day three of the spiritual cleanse. Did you enjoy the lesson yesterday and the exercises on finding your emotional compass? What these exercises do is make you aware of your emotional state and what you are putting out there on the planet what you releasing in the way of energy and understand universal laws what you put out comes back. And I mentioned before we become oblivious or unaware or disconnected from what we are, who we really are what we're really doing. And then you had your right the people in your life. Now this shows you your weak areas.
It shows you what these people teach you. They have a message for you to strengthen a certain area in your life. So I hope it was, you know, revealing for you, and it was educating you and enlightening you to more about you and to get yourself off this game. I keep telling my students I say, Okay, what I'm trying to do for you is there's a game going on. And those that get caught up in the drama, those that get into, they're in the middle of the game, they're fighting, they're protesting, they're doing all sorts of things, and they're giving away their energy. They're giving away their expansion and they're giving away their ascension process.
So you need to be pulling yourself back to the sidelines and watching the game and then at some point, you're able to elevate and then look at the game from above so that you are you are detached and you are focusing on elevating your energy because that's the whole game. Let's distract you as much as you can. So you don't offend. So okay, so day three is again looking at who you are and looking at your childhood. And so, on your PDF it talks about how you can actually take on energies from your mother, your environment, you from the from the day you are conceived, you are an energetic being and you are taking on the environment around you. And I talk a lot about how it's the most powerful time in anyone's life to program because that's the blueprint, there is no filter.
On a child, there is no filter processes, there's no rationalization. You just see it as is it just whatever is your life experience becomes the blueprint becomes how life is it becomes who you are, and you aren't able to see it from a objective point of view. So that's where you create all your belief systems. And that is why you Watch people, and they're very comfortable in, let's say polygamy, for instance, those that are brought up in polygamy who want that in adulthood, generally, whatever, if you whatever environment you're brought up in a sidewalk, why people go back to the same area they lived in, even may not be great area. I mean, I'm generalizing, but we, our comfort zone is our childhood until we get out of our comfort zone if it's not a good childhood. So that's why you've got to take a look at your upbringing and look at the energy that's been inserted in you.
Now when I was a child, I was in hospital I had a car accident I end up in hospital and I was lying in bed I was I was grade one about six years of age. So that was that was this has got an interesting story to it because first of all, tell you what happened in hospital some there and then this is weed guy. Read To me, he felt weird. And he's just reading this book, which I don't even know what he was saying, but I just remember being silent and he would just read and then go. And but when I and and it was weird and so years later when I started to do this healing process and removing all sorts of things from my body, it came up that when I was in hospital because, you know, we came out there when I was in hospital that age, I picked up an entity, and I never forgot the way it made me feel and and I was in tears.
It was like this release. This thing was on me for all those years. And I felt it when I look back, it felt weird and felt uncomfortable, but I was a child back then, but it been just in my energy field. There's been many things in my energy field and the more entities have removed, the lighter I have felt, but that was one specific incident that I can recall. So all these places we go we pick up stuff and Ciao Children pick them up easily because they're very vulnerable. And they don't have filtering processes.
They don't have boundaries. They don't know how to have boundaries. And so for my patent in my childhood, and there's a lot of things I want you to see it not just from what gets done to you, but situations for instance. So for when our six everything went wrong for me from sexual abuse, to like, I remember my birthday party was just really, I was really sad. I remember that. I remember other physical abuse that time that my dad beat the hell out of me, because I dumped in my sister's bed, and I've written about that in my book premium love girl.
And that was like, just the worst thing ever. It was just horrific, being beaten for being scared and anyway, so and then there was okay, so there's the car accident, and there was a few other things that were going on around about us right then I fell over At school, I was cleaning the desks. And I fell and my teeth hit the desk. And I remember in a serious pain and then I remember I went to the dentist, it was emergency PR remember my teacher laughing at me. She my mom came to see me how these tissues in my mouth and then she just laughed at me Was she laughs just I don't know. Anyway, but there's all these weird things.
So it was making eight six really bad. And so I have a pattern which I am releasing that I get in adulthood is Can this get any worse? Could this be any worse? Now when I look back, that is the pattern that it gets set up. So we fail to look at these sort of patterns. So that's why I've got to not say to myself, could this be any worse?
The other thing is I've realized this is the only later in life so I'm trying to speed you up and fast track you decades, is my dad was a real estate agent. So anything to do with real estate sets up crazy stuff. I will, I will set up scenarios all the planet will be in will always be at the worst time that either buy or sell or anything to his real estate. It's always looks like if Could I have this bad luck for me. And that has been a really big one for me and so in there's a there's a feeling you have about you feel like you're losing everything. So all this stems from childhood and once you understand it, you see the patterns cropping up, then you need to transcend them.
Because childhood is where these entities occur with all negativity. And I'll repeat this again. But I'll I love releaser and I and I love looking at her stuff and she talks about well, the ones are easy targeted other people that have a weak spiritual and energetic development weak moral character mind And the way to strengthen one way to protect yourself, which is I love to read this from Lisa and i and i love this because then it just reinforces exactly what I say. Let's have a look spiritually strong and internally developed and how pure and energetically balanced this spiritual light body has been built in. So to communicate, the higher God source is strong, balanced and clear or a neutral field is the ultimate strong balanced and clear or or neutral energy field is the ultimate protection from Dark Forces and attacks. So we are attacked and especially since you you know are like in your, you're sort of leading the way you're the Pioneer pioneers in in showing the planet how to elevate so you are targeted more than than most and bless you for continuing you know, your journey to to evolve yourself.
So, you know, I look at my role and my role is to educate and show how to reverse what's been done to because I'm really I love it, I love, I love to help people reverse and I love to see people elevate and lead and be strong and be aligned. Okay, so that's why we've got to go look at the childhood and this one is on your childhood. And you'll start to see, you know, all your belief systems, you watch your mom, go help everybody and do everything, you will see yourself doing the modeling that you've got to wake up and start looking at or a guy will see. Maybe, you know, his dad go to work and dismiss the family and make work the priority, what whatever and they will continue doing that until they wake up and go, Hey, I don't want that. When I'm generalizing.
It's not always the case. And some people just decide I'm never ever going to do that. And then they go the opposite direction they overdo it the other way. So if you're not noted in childhood, sometimes some women or fathers go the other way and over nurture and over give to make sure that their children never feel like they did. In fact, they're really trying to heal themselves and actually do themselves a disservice and their children deserve as sometimes it's all going to be nicely balanced. Hey, so anyway, you're going to find so exercise three is about finding your weakness.
So, on page four, you're going to write down under health relationships, career finances, spiritual growth and self worth, your main weaknesses and stresses around health. So you might say, well, I struggle from back pain, I struggle from diabetes, whatever it is, or or energy, you write that down, and then you write it 10 is great. So let's say you have very low energy might be a three out of 10. If you say energy Where your problem originates in childhood? So let's take a look. So you to see if you can identify where that comes from.
Why you have low energy, what in your childhood was depleting your energy? So you're going to be the detective and say, oh, okay, well, my energy was depleted. When, you know, I was stuck in school, and I also know loud to be creative, or I watched, fighting going on and I was suppressed. I felt suppressed in this way. So that suppressing your energy, you're going to have to work out. And what happens is then, if so let's say you either let's go for a fight in your childhood that parents fought and you felt suppressed or you felt frightened and you stayed small.
So then you play small in adulthood, then you find yourself making sure that if there's chaos going around you go and drink. Well, if you see yourself doing that, your action to improve your weaknesses too, to say I choose to stand strong, I choose to, you know, be open, I choose to, you know, show myself you've got to see all these paths relay is when in relationships let's say that you're an over giver you'll make weaknesses or stress well let's say you don't feel valued okay? You do a rating and where does this originate in childhood so you what you say well my mother did that. My mother did that and I let's say she over gave and I over give. So now you will say I will choose not to over give I will do an equation before I ever give I'll make sure that I have energy to give before I give what I don't have.
Career. So what's your main weakness? Well, let's say you chose a career that you you were told to choose or that was more respectable what people thought was okay. So how great Your career. So how happy are you end up writing on that? And so where does that originated in childhood met where you judge?
What did your parents keep saying, you got to do the right thing what what other people think. And your action to improve that is to release yourself from caring what other people think, decide to trust your own guidance and intuition. And be aware of what you're saying, when you're saying yourself, oh, what will they think there's nothing more imprisoning in a mind than to worry about what other people think really mean? You need to know that you're a great person you need to once you start to know yourself, and you understand yourself, you forgive yourself, and you grow yourself. You'd be proud of yourself. And when you treat other people well and you like and respectfully and honestly, when you're honest, you like yourself, right?
You need to do good. You're here to evolve yourself. You've got to be proud of yourself. So I want you to go through that and look at all those areas that stem from childhood. So you have an awareness and a little plan that when they pop up, and we're going to be working through a lot of techniques during the next week, two weeks. So these need to be revealed.
So you're understanding yourself, we're going to put it all together towards the end of the week, all of this information. Okay, so then you can you can write down once you go through this, I'd love you to share one of your items, but you might say, Oh, well, you know, you do finances and share and go well, I learned that my parents always struggled and they always said we couldn't afford things. And I, you know, my financial situation is because I'm always saying that I'm always thinking that I've always got that mindset that there's never enough and my action will be to be aware of what I say to myself and to choose to say I'm an infinite We live in an infinite world where there's abundance And be very productive about them. Okay, so share, share something that you've learned. That's a new thing that you've learned in doing this exercise something you've learned about yourself, because power is in knowledge and even Lisa, Renee says that when you're ignorant, you, you lose as the power is in the knowledge that's why it's been retained has been secret has been withheld.
And now there's no excuse, hey, yeah, I'm gonna reveal everything I know, to help you transform, transcend, and be free. All right, so I look forward to seeing you soon. Thank you