Welcome to day five of your spiritual cleanse. How did you go yesterday yesterday was a protocol to start releasing karma and your false karma and real karma. This day five is going deeper into karma and using the energy of karma to free yourself, build it for healing and release any negative karma which attracts negative entities. Now I'm going to explain it to you like this. Let's say you have a negative pattern of, say sacrificing yourself, you keep giving yourself to somebody else, you keep making yourself available, and they treat you badly they take advantage of you. So, and let's say then you continue this cycle you might do with other people.

It's that same person, but you keep recycling your pet Well, the triple six steel implant, which is makes your soul recycle come back to Earth. And there are other implants that do that there's other entities that will cause you to recycle and come back to the planet. Well that you might get your healing, which is what we'll be doing and you'll be releasing yourself from these entities and things that go on you. However, you've got to understand that if you keep recycling your negative patterns, this implant or entity will stay on you. You won't get yourself rid of the negative entities. So it's it's a match.

That's why you need to evolve yourself because there is a purpose to all your negativity which we're going to talk about today. So it's like the reflection, you continue your negative patterns, then you but then recycling coming back to the planet you know is what will stay on It's just a match. So you need to you need to change for yourself to free yourself of all the implants. That's why we speeding it up. So this one today is about understanding karma and building that to free yourself. So I'm talking about negative karma and the post says, We are one we are connected you are my reflection.

So I'm choosing to see so that I may be free. So for instance, you might go well, I'm with a negative person, but i'm not i'm they're unkind but I'm not unkind I'm too kind. Well, the pattern for you will be no you're not kind to yourself. You've got bad comments yourself because you are placing yourself as a priority. And you will have sacrifice vows and entities and in crucifixion implants and all these type of things in your energy field that block you from from you know Going forward and go now our most important I, my energy needs to come first because my energy is reflecting my life. Well, then negativity and if it gets really bad is actually going to be the best thing for you because it builds perhaps anger, it builds, you know, a crisis in your life so that you have to take action.

But if you keep staying angry towards that person, then that's bad karma. Especially if it's for prolonged periods, it's okay to be angry. Get it, but turn the anger into your power. convert that by saying, oh, okay, why have I got this? Oh, well, my patent needs to be, I need to value myself more I need to move on. Or I need to set boundaries or I need to communicate something, you are failing yourself.

So that will turn into bad karma if you don't convert the anger into something good. So that's why we're looking at karma because people can put bad karma on you. But there's the message and this is what I'm this is what this exercise is really going deep. Now if you look back of all the times you've been angry, hurt or disappointed or whatever, there is a message is the universe pushing you to do something? Is it pushing you to change inside, it's always it's usually a combination of all of them. And, but if I've seen this time and time again, and I've talked a little bit about this, if you stay angry, you're not getting the message.

Or if you stay blaming or you stay in victim and that's why we're going to do some looking at the karma that's been accumulated. Because once you release the common the which negative karma, then it's easier to release the entities. And, you know, you're going to reflect on all your negative situations and you'll see Oh, that was the best lesson ever. That's what People will say like, getting sick can be the best thing ever, because then they realize what's important or when they lose everything. Everything gets taken from you them, which might look like it's a bad situation and it can be like a curse on them or something on them. But it's because they don't change, is it because there's too sacrificial is that because they're following another person that's telling them how life should be instead of following their instincts.

There's this this wake up period, and the pain only is when we really change. So you need also the look of the car you put on other people. Anyway, so some I've written a post on the top, a article in your PDF, the seven top negative emotions to avoid from others. And what you might be putting out there so competition, jealousy. So when you compete with somebody else, and you go, Oh, I want to be better. I want to Yeah, just be better I want to take from them, then that's instead of wishing them well, they are competitive, jealous energy will push and push the energy down for the other person.

But in fact, it's actually destroying them. So we aren't here to compete. It's not survival of the fittest. And that's false. Because if we won, why would I compete? And you've got to be mindful that you don't compete with others, and they're not competing with you.

I've noticed when people and I've mentioned this people around me that are competitive or jealous, then it that energy goes on me and then I get blocked and things don't work. And, you know, it just it's like, they blocked my progress because they don't want me to progress because they want more. They want to be better. They want what I've got or something like that. So that's why you need to be mindful of who's around you and don't tolerate jealous people or competitive people. If they're competing with you, I mean, yes, they do.

We need to compete with ourselves, we need to say to ourselves, I need to be better, not better than someone else or not like someone else controlling it and manipulation. Well, sometimes we're controlling, sometimes we go, I have a bit of an agenda. So you know, you, you guess we manipulate to get our way. So at least we have to wake up to that I've seen plenty of people that are asleep in their manipulations, and they don't see themselves and people try and manipulate you. Well, you've got as if people manipulating you, you need to wake up and go, I need to wake up because otherwise I'll keep getting manipulate people manipulating me and I will keep getting because that's because you don't go with your instincts and you don't stand in who you are. And then that attracts entities that suck you dry and take from you because you don't shift, blame and guilt when when you blame someone else or you feel guilty, then that's a low vibrational energy and then again, you attract that in your life and the entities love feeding off those sort of things.

Disrespect and ungrateful. Yeah, if people aren't grateful, then I go or they don't value me and therefore my value drops. And I see it and I attract people or situations that show I have less value. And am I ungrateful to others? Am I disrespectful to others? So you need to look at this whole exchange process judgmental?

Well, judgmental, if you are judging other people. So when you walk on the street or anytime you look at a comment or anything you say, comment in Facebook group or whatever. Are you judging that in a way that is negative towards them instead of going or why am I seeing that comment? What is what is that That I have pulled that comment towards me. Why did I Why is it in my sphere? This is this is the level of energy that we often fail to do.

So I noticed when people comment, you'll see a level of you can look at your level of awakeness on how you're focusing energy and where you've decided what you've decided to repeat, so judgmental is futile if you're judging stuff, which is, um, you need to make an assessment and judge it but take the onus back on you, then you're free. I created that, Oh, look at that. That person is saying that that's a message for me, what is my message? What do I have to do? It's a message in some form or another. So and it takes a while to stop being reactive is I've had I had these patterns, and they had these patterns that I attract and, and it gets frustrating for me and I'm not and I realized Then just because it is I need to change.

Because if I go and keep my cycle of of getting annoyed by things, then I continue to create that. And even even though it might look like oh, someone's just, you know, gone and looks like they're working against you like you would go, what are you doing? I still my creation. And I'm at that level now where I'm saying, I need reminders. So that's why I have my affirmations in the morning which we will talk about the end of the course worrying fear. Now, if you worry for somebody else.

And you say I'm so worried for them, I feel for them. I see for myself, bad karma. Not good. Do not worry. I'm not saying you don't care, don't feel empathy. But when you worry, you go throw stuff on you.

That's when someone says I'm worried for you and I go Please don't do that. Don't ever ever ever worry for me. Because then I go create a situation for them to worry for. They're no no be happy for me and That's why I so I don't play victim. I don't need people and I have been a victim. So I understand that process of going, Oh, woe is me, look what happened to me, and isn't this bad.

And I've gone through that whole journey. And I've just realized that when I play that role, and where I do feel sorry for myself, and I feel sorry for others is not good enough. I feel sorry for others. I know, I feel sorry for myself. So when someone play buys into other people's victim stories, and they worry for them, they're doing the same to themselves. So watch what you are sending out because that's how you feel about yourself.

Universal that's just how that works. And anger and hate Of course, that's a terrible, terrible emotion, anger and hate. And yes, we can have a felt that in our lives because of the trauma that's been done to you know, things that people do, but at some point, we need to supersede that and at some point, and the sooner the better, because that's a bad karma and that hate and that anger. needs to be converted into your change. So the all those things you need to take a look at and we will be analyzing your past to free yourself because it stays in your energy field if it's not neutralized and the top eight constructive emotional states are having unconditional love acceptance, not judgment, gratitude, appreciation, competence and trust and support. So they're your top emotions that will free you.

So we're gonna look at take a look at your history and as I have had I have things will come up and if it comes up, I'm trying to progress myself. I'll have a situation that's come up in the past that makes me feel bad. And I go I wish you know that's not a good situation. So I in my mind I say I clear it. I asked for forgiveness. I say the hope Oh, no, I'm sorry.

Please forgive me. I love you. Thank you. It's it's a story. That story is about Dr. Lin, who was a psychologist. And he used to work.

He was asked to work in a criminal, mental institution. And he didn't visit the patients because they were pretty crazy and really mad. But he would just grab their file, and on the file, he would say, I'm sorry, please look and look at what they've done. And he takes responsibility for what they had done, because he said, Well, here it is. It's in my consciousness. I'm sorry, please forgive me.

I love you. Thank you Please raise this memory from my consciousness. So I heard that story 20 years ago, or 15? I don't know. 20 years ago, maybe I heard that story. And I didn't get it.

I mean, I'd go and solicit it. Wow, that's so amazing. But I didn't click in my mindset, but now a really really, really quick so How much is that really quick for you? So when you go anything and everything is all of your creation, and he just even the client, that's why I say when you have a client, if you're a practitioner, or you have customer service, someone serving you, it's all your creation, and you need to reflect Why have I created that and shift and understand it and shift your emotional state, you will have entities if you've got a lot of negativity, which you did that test will be entities in you. And that's what emotion and energy does, it attracts it and and you can be born with these things. So we're going to be doing healings on it but it's going to be you have to be a good conduit for it.

And if and if you keep working on yourself, you're easily shifted the taking off entities and curses is super easy. And I have yes super easy. I put myself in a state where I'm done. detoxing I've done affirmations have done hyperpolarize you know, sorry, forgiveness. I've done reading books. I've done, you know, meditations, like fasting, detoxing, like you name it.

I've added that period of time where I was at my wit's end when I had a love spell on me. I just couldn't live, I couldn't live and so I was pushed to do every single thing with my energy field to free myself from the hell I fell in. And once I realized it was a spell I had to say was I released the spell and it was gone. That was just a couple of words, because I put myself in such a pure organic state that anything could flow in and out of my energy field. And I remember being very fragile during that time getting myself in that state. And that's how this works.

It's like once you get yourself super connected to source because we're cleaning out But the cleaner even you need to take responsibility again. It's why we just don't do a healing. That's why I ask people where they're at before they have a healing with me because if I want their lives to change, they need to be having done some work or at least have a be a good soul. That's really a good soul. So karmic clearing, so there's some habits you can build that I've written about, and I've talked about, you've got your hobo Pono in building good karma. It says, I'm sorry, please forgive me.

And then we've got a situation that you are going to fill out a table in exercise five, you're going to write down a situation that you currently have or past situations that have been negative, that haven't been resolved resolved means that I've asked forgiveness of energetic released it, it doesn't show up, I feel free of it. You're gonna write down say for instance, you got ready really mad at your ex and you are like swearing or whatever or bad energy for years and years and years. And you didn't transform yourself and you haven't had didn't create peace with it and release them from all that bad energy on them. So right that situation down, write down what occurred and then you're going to say I'm really sorry. And then you're going to ask for forgiveness for Yeah, what you did extra steps for forgiveness. That means write a letter or just meditate on it.

So, and yeah, so you're going to do what you can you don't have to send the letter you can just write it. You can disrupt the apology letter, and then and you got to forgive yourself. So okay, you know, Henry, sir, I forgive you too. You've you've asked for forgiveness from them. You're deserving of forgiveness. And you were trained to be like this.

So forgive yourself and move forward, free yourself. This is not your fault and you've got to free yourself. Women particularly love all love. Well, they do they did. They weren't guilty. So guilt is an easy, guilt is easy for women to do.

And men. Quite the opposite. So men need to you know, really find responsibility and and see more empathy and be more empathic i'm not i'm just generalizing ganado Mina like that. Then I've also got some release statements that you can verbalize, you can just verbalize and sit there and not have them present but you can just verbalize it by saying for instance, let's say I wanted to do something with my ex, because, you know, maybe I felt too angry and I didn't move out when I should have moved out. I could say I'm very sorry that I felt angry towards you ex husband. When the message was me to find my my worth, to find my value to go find my independence and trust the universe and free myself stuff from you trustworthy university, I can do this somewhere.

So insert the reason or the understanding. I carried anger, resentment, if that's what you did or whatever emotions, what native emotions you carry, or jealousy or whatever it was you you put in there, which I realized universe was pushing me to change. I'm sorry that I continue for so long and ask forgiveness. I want to reserve any impact this has had on you. I also apologize to myself, Marisa, for not caring enough about my soul and energy. I apologize that I didn't make myself a priority.

I forgive myself as I understand why I felt so stuck and disempowered and I've all or whatever emotion I felt devalued or I felt so guilty or felt shame. Or I felt I'm not worthy. Whatever it is, you've got to say put it in, but I'm grateful that I have been pushed. To be more and know my worth. I use this page. To turn it into my power, or at least myself from the past to make choices that empower respect myself, I say this in gratitude and love and choose to take responsibility for my actions from this point forward, I am free to take a deep breath.

Okay, so that is some statements that you're going to say so go to clear out your past. And I've had my past come up with to me, and I've talked about the thing that's come up in previous in videos coming up, where I may have given someone got really mad at someone that was my Bishop in the Mormon church. And I'm not sure if I'm trying to remember which course I talked about this in. But the when I was in the Mormon Church, it was really bad at the end. And it was so bad that I was really mad that it was so unfair, and the bishop was so one sided and he was biased to these really awful people. But the universe was actually telling me that Move get out of that church, but the feeling of being so mad and so hurt changed my energy about how I felt about the Mormon church because I was committed to follow that church restaurant my life because I had spiritual experiences to tell me that was the true church.

So then the universe had to give me a really really awful situation but and and then I'm trained to go well no, this is just your growth but I was stuck in it in the sacrifice martyr like a feeling and so the universe made a really bad made the bishop you know, biased against us. And then I gave him the the lie like it might have I didn't know it's given me a lot but I put him off with bad energy. And that showed up years and years later, it came back to my mind and I felt serious pain and I go, Oh, my God, I gotta reverse that curse I put on him because then I realized later I'd actually kind of put evil eye on him. And the universe had released that from your energy because That's bad karma for you. And the bishop served amazing purpose for me to be free of that mormon church.

It was no longer serving me It served for a purpose to get me spiritually lining stop killing myself. But then it served this time I needed to move on and I needed such a bad experience to say wake up. Now I understand when something bad shows up, I start looking at it immediately instead of sitting in it. We often particularly women like to sit in the boiling pot for too long you stay in there, I've watched my ex he goes I'm jumping out of this really quickly. He would jump out because he's not used to staying in the boiling pot. That's just he's got more self worth.

Okay, so right so here's that's a lot of great food for thought. I want you to read through the PDF and then write down all the situations what occurred and ask their forgiveness in any way you want to do it, it whether you talk to them personally or not up to you and x To search for forgiveness, meditate on whatever and do self forgiveness and fill that out and let us know how you feel, what sort of releases you are getting from. This is the most powerful kind of shifting you can get for them to be a beautiful conduit for source energy. And then you can speak words and things you can speak and you will receive. Things will just release from you. All right blessings and love and I'll speak soon