We're gonna go through and you're gonna tell us about your amazing space. little nervous about this at first, okay? Why? Because I thought, Oh man. I felt like thirsty was messy, and I just wasn't really keeping up. But you know what, like, this is the way like, this gets messy and it gets tough.

And it's your storage space. This isn't where you invite your guests in to hang out and entertain, right. And I mean, your space is beautiful. So it's okay to have a space where you can put things sometimes to not deal with them right away, right? So don't feel bad. Now.

Think about the whole thing now. But still that's a very good point too. But anyway, so But no, no, no. Okay, so I actually just yesterday only because I got through some things that were sitting in here charity shop and put to my been putting my winter stuff in here. Yeah, so now that was the summer clothes now it's full of winter clothes. Yeah.

And I've been parting with few things I'm parting with this. No, not my mom's coat yet but yes, it's pretty much the same way. We did from the beginning. If you want to go in there, it's I had my winter coat up on the wall here. Yeah, with Maroon stuff, but this wall here. And because the winter coat gone, I've had that there and I'm like, No, I don't need that there.

It's just too much. So I managed to put it in here. And so now it's opened my space up again. And like this is where you put your wet things when you go through as you're walking. Marylyn multiple times a day. Multiple so you need an easy out yes to a few of the things right?

Yeah. So the stuff that I was going out with the remaining here that I'm on all the time with, but I've started to get better that now all my winter shoe and summer shoes now, there are some stuff sitting in here but I've been getting better at putting it back some things back into that closet or in my room where I have stuff hanging up for shoes. Great. And what's in here is sometimes maybe staying like this. Eventually I'll get around to doing this folding it back up, right but yeah, also stuff in here just is here because this is where to find recycling. This is where the stuff that is extra for my documents stuff can be in here.

And of course this is my cart for when I go out so it's all the stuff for going in and out all the time. And to tidy this space up if you wanted to put things away. Do you think it would take you a long time? No, it doesn't because I quit grab this runs but I grabbed this This for the floors and it's back in here right away. And this is great too for putting Rowan's towels in here, just thick and dry off in there. So it's just enough space now that I it's not bogged down with a lot of stuff.

I'm still walking in here to be able to reach things. And I can still put some things out here. Yeah, when I need it. And most of that is like seasonal thing. Yeah, right. Yeah.

This is your work that you got to hold on to. Yeah, you don't look at and yeah, and this may eventually go yet but I don't know this is for the stuff on the porch now that instead of keeping me out on the porch in the wintertime, I will but it's in here for now. So there's a couple extra things in here for winter. But it's easy enough to pull this up now and it's not like going through 5 million things and then all of a sudden get into Oh no, I don't have to clean anything out anymore. And and you're glad that you have the space. You're lucky to have a storage room yet you can store things right and you don't have to worry about it.

Yes. Great, I'm loving. Have you changed anything in this space? Not? Not really just, um, I still got a couple things I have parted with but um, everything's pretty much the same from what you saw that we put in there. And no, it's pretty much the same.

Awesome. really hasn't changed much. anything cool? Nothing cool Christmas. Yeah, how about your bathroom? Okay, so have you had to change anything?

No, um, I haven't with any of this stuff. Although I added some little lakes up here don't have a battery for it so it's not up. It's like little ledges on the Hot hallway. My Marilyn Monroe collection up there. But no, I took some stuff off here because this is a bit of adjusting but Is it easy? Yeah, yeah.

Yeah, it is. And I'm glad you don't have it a lot of maps and things like I got Oh, forgot to show you the map there that I got because of the salt and everything coming in. It's a great night. I've got so much salt on there and stuff on there. That's, that should be clean, but it just dries up. And it's great.

Yeah, awesome. This I just added some things in the backstage as my own little command thing here with the payload, some stuff and that works in here. Yeah, it's a little extra thing that I put in there that you guys hadn't. And I still have the clips on the maps on the back of them thinking that one of those might be changed to put it just on the wall. And so the one here, okay, and this I'm thinking of changing because this always falls off. Yeah, but this is my own sort of class or something that maybe two hooks instead.

But everything else is fine, just the way it was and this year, still pretty much the same. Except I do have a whole thing that I want to put in there so everything gets off off here and off there but I haven't been able to put it together and I added this on here so that because I found with both of them on one this you want to remove everything so I only have to get rid of this and put anyone on yes and it was just a thing that smell and then you can keep the wet shower curtain separate class without going through a shower. So the both of them shut all the time in there but no, pretty much everything has stayed the same them and still like having a little thing here for putting towels on and stuff. Yeah. And so when we look I guess so that's it.

Yeah yeah, beautiful thing. Yeah. Great for just cleaning rows have been here with pumpkin one a short one that I haven't they're not that big back in the closet here. No, it looks great. So tell us about it because before it didn't have the extra shelves, so we added extra shelves tell us about how it's working out so far works really great. I know there's a couple there haven't really even used it or because they don't undo them.

So well. You just invite me over every time you have laundry. But the way you fold them there, I want to keep it that way until I actually do it. And then I'll start using those but I have a set of two or three that I'm using all the time on this site. Yeah. But you know, over the years, they start getting rowdy looking the same right.

So I wanted to have some extra Yeah, but I've changed around the towels a little bit new stuff, this has kind of kept rearranging into Yeah, so this is working. Now for towels or tea towels and bedding things. Yep. And whittled down some of my stuff that these down here and hear things a lot of things like I I can't fit in there but don't want in there because of this little stuff. Yeah, but extra things that I've bought for when I'm ready to use it. Yeah.

Awesome. And before they're too crazy still boxes stuff by itself. Okay, so how about laundry? Is laundry still working out? Okay. Yeah, perfect there.

Yeah, yeah, it's so easy to get up. And I can see everything. And yeah, I like keeping things that I don't really need some. I don't mean. Oh, I love it. So it's nice to have a linen closet.

So what am I going to go on this one? Yeah, sure. So I think this is pretty much the way it was to, I can't see much different I might have put the picture up there instead not a little bit different. And I still want to do something different with that, but for now everything's pretty much the same I'm still got as a worker working out finding that everything kind of fits it's easy to put away at laundry time now I'm still kind of doing the way you were doing it here I just made a couple different pile house for some things for the summer now and still there's things near that were for the winter but you know some cooler days you still need the things in here but I'm we're looking at a different season so when we were in there the first time it was winter and now we've got our summer and like every good Canadian you're kind of doing that switchover so removing the winter to get rid of and free up some of the hanger.

Yeah, and then you can bring out your summer stuff. Was it hard to do that? No, no, because I didn't have a lot of other stuff and like I said some things that were both seasons and I saw it and I still have a big thing laundry yet to do those things still need to go in there. But some things I've decided don't really need to be in a hangar. Okay, there. We make the problem up here.

Yeah. They crimp kinda and I put another one of these in here have a couple pairs of shoes that didn't fit up there but the sewing is still in the same spot with just a few extra. It's nice to know how many of the bags I have again and this is just my pillow that I haven't been using for a bit of using a different one for the time being that that is being used. Awesome. So so that's good there and then still my little your jewelry section. That's where my jewelry sauce is all working at all right?

Yep, between that and on the walls. It's perfect. Awesome. Yeah. And you were saying that you've really enjoyed having this kind of space in case the window you forget to close the curtain maybe come in with a little bit less than normal. But you you like this protection.

Love this because there's window it's like enough to window. Look at the brightness coming in here. I'm finding for the summertime though with the air conditioning at night. I will pull this back though for the irrigation Come in here through the night smart. And then I pull this open. Awesome.

I try to remember to do my bed every day. But today's a good day. This is this is part of the the, the secondary space, right? Yes. This was more of the bad. This is more of the change room.

Yes. Where you get ready. This is where I do my Muslim like you said yeah, exactly right here and you can choose from whichever jewelry you'd like. Yeah, right was you're probably seeing the videos. You probably seen the videos where I have them hanging up here and a hanger and Samantha went, well let me just put it on the wall. So here we go.

It's awesome. It's still there. And it's still working the way anyway. Yeah, yeah. I don't think I've made that but one new pair of earrings or something. Yeah.

And there's still some more and this is like really sad too. It's kind of a it's art. Yes, sir. So there's still gonna be probably some things I'll put up eventually because I know he And this is Oh, this is how's your cart working? I read the whole thing I yeah. And that's what I was doing my cards.

I brought this out to the kitchen table, the dining room table. Yeah. And it's perfect. Everything's in here. And it worked out in one spot. I have this and I have a piece of old kitchen cupboard caught out from my very first house I had many many years ago.

And I use that on the on the dining table to work with this space. Plus the extra and I just have to collect this put it back. Perfect. Voila. And I move this here. stool over in front of the mirror.

Sorry, just I don't know, opens up with vacuuming. This is where a lot of stuff vacuum a lot like right away. Yeah, because you have the nice hardwood floors and Merlin's got fur all over him. It is nice to not have those things in the way. Right so it makes cleaning faster. Yeah, yeah.

And yeah, before which is still great here and then not just my closet with my other stuff for well it's working out really well this was this was a challenge right yeah this because of the laundry system we didn't know how that was really gonna work and how have you found it? And I don't I got rid of a lot of shoes when you guys were doing it so this is all I need. And I had a sound like three of these things Yeah, and I only have the one and this kind of covers up some of it for the time I can do this and you don't see all this stuff in my laundry is right there. And then the things that taught they're not really items that you access all the time. You know, that's the little notes that you guys put on tape but yeah, how are you finding keeping those things good everything okay, this is sometimes a bit like it's a bit of a challenge, but you know what it happens and then why So while I go to the lecture a time, and I'm just gonna make it look a little more at the end of the day, it's just you looking at it, right?

So that's us that have to feel comfortable. In an ideal world, we could all hold our clothes like in a h&m store, but at the end of the day, you know, my closet doesn't look like that. Right? But it generally stays pretty good. I've never been able to I've never had that happen before. So I got just enough things and that's mostly that's still a lot of stuff even for like for all seasons.

Yeah, but some things sweaters or jacket, things that are in here sometimes I might put out there if I'm wearing that for the week. It'll see out the other culture coat closet. Yeah, so I do go. Why don't we see the bedroom so this is the sanctuary here. This is what I just I love with the being the window and the stuff that we put up. I haven't put anything else up that since I since you've been here.

Yeah, it's pretty much similar. Have a little fan there. Now sometimes at night. It's still a little bit warm here. Yeah, I could be shooting the curtains that would help but sometimes it's like, too late sometimes. Yeah, yeah.

So So you find even sleeping is still a challenge. But you said to me off camera that it is still enjoyable to come and just allow. Yeah, here. Yeah, you're doing lavender oil. You and Merlin are hanging out and it just feels peaceful. You said Yeah.

And he can't get up from us. I put him up there. And you're not going up there because you're not supposed to know this time but every time I come in here and let's go see thanks for going to bed. Yeah, so he wants up. Are you happy? Anyways?

Baby talk. Okay, so and then the bed underneath. I have a few things under there. I know I have my toolbox. I'm a vacuum cleaner. And I have my generator there and an extra suitcase under there.

That's anything in here that you feel is missing or that you could change? Nope. I'm just thinking about Put some things up on that wall eventually like art or something. Yeah, but I really don't need anything else I'm could be something else out there to like another little shop or something but I don't think too much about it right now partly I don't have the money but partly I haven't thought of anything. So leave a big don't push it. Shall we go to the code posit and then this is my other coat.

And this is working out to anybody who hasn't seen this series. You are a fashionista like you know how to match outfits together, but you love the accessory. So when you're wearing something, it's important to you to you know, have the hat have the purse have the shoes because it feels good. It makes me feel good. It's not so much. Actually Marilyn Monroe is the one that I know anyways.

I just um I have to have a certain things on to feel good about myself, that's just the way I am. And I will change two or three times a day one because I'm hot. And I come back in and I'm sweating. I don't want to put that back on when I'm getting here. So I change. But I, I have to have and when I go to, maybe it's partly because I don't quote a lot, as well, or things.

But I'll have a mound of clothes there before I find the right thing. And then when I come home, by the next morning, I will put everything away. Mm hmm. But at least I've got space to put it there. And I'm like, it doesn't stay that way. Whereas in the past that would probably say there because like my father, but I have a place for everything here.

And somehow it's just stay over there because of the ones I use a lot for going out. Yeah, but some hats are here. And I still even have a few winter things up there because it works. Yeah. And I have the space. Yeah.

And then on the very top shelf. Those are things that we don't use all the time, right? No and I've accessed one of them a couple of times, but That's a good place for it anyways yep and and I'm gonna I'm gonna come near you so that we can catch this with the shoes however the shoes keeping up like are you finding that there's enough space for is it working having that extra show? I oh yeah that I needed that shelf and I wasn't sure if I was going to be able to put all my shoes in there but I don't have I have the one in the bedroom now that this is all the shoes I have. Can't see buying anything else. Yeah, I may get some one pair because they're just really not worth that much.

Sure. But I was wondering at one point recently in the other closet to maybe put a little another shelf to put some more little shoes on but No, I'm fine there because I can fit these ones in here. Okay, and some of the boots can still stay there but a couple of the winter boots are put away. Yeah, and these are the ones that I wear most the time. I mean, you're probably going to go through and evaluate what you have and a year from now because you if you wear your shoes, you're wearing the mode and maybe they get wrecked or Things are falling apart or they don't fit the same. Yep.

And so you can put them all together, have a look and say, how many pairs of boots do I have? How many sandals do I have? And when we do that exercise, like what we did in the room, you look at it and you're like, Yeah, I don't wear those. What are these doing? I'm doing that. Yeah.

With a lot of things. And that's why, like, okay, one day was like, going through some clothes. And I was like, Oh my god, I put three things in the closet down there and effect it's going to tear down the next thing I know, I had a bunch of things to take. Yeah, awesome. You know, and I'm stopping by not waiting to give it to somebody that I know. Right?

What I used to do, and that's what I did for the longest time with the jewelry and I went Forget it. By the time you get around to telling someone or them getting over a year. Like you guys said to me, when are you going to get rid of this stuff? Yeah, I was optimistic. A little overzealous, optimistic. I knew it wouldn't get to it.

So there may have been things that I let go that maybe I didn't think about I couldn't use it. But you know, it's not like No, that stuff would have been sitting here, those boxes would have been sitting in that storage area. So I'm so glad that you guys took all that stuff. It was It was great. So well and you're and you're giving yourself permission to do less work. If you stop by and put stuff in a charity as opposed to try and find someone who might be the exact owner.

Yes, for some items. That's really that's really great. Like maybe a family heirloom or something. Yeah, but for something that's maybe more temporary, like you guys have opened up my thinking so much expanded that it's not overwhelming. It's, I might think about it, but it took time to think about it for too subtle to say that. That makes sense.

Awesome. And I appreciate the compliment. Thank you for saying that. It's us but I actually think for anybody who's watching this who doesn't live in our city and can't work with us. I think it's the process that gave you that kind of clarity. Yeah, right that like bottom line going through.

Yeah. Yeah. Bottom line was like you need that you need the direction and the tools to, you know, hear about and be suggested, suggested to you and the encouragement that you guys give. But yeah, in the end, it comes to me when you guys leave and shut that door. Am I do I want to go by what you said? Mainly not, but some things do sit there and I remember something visually or just remember you saying something and it's like, that's working for me and I can't believe it.

Mm hmm. I wish that would have worked for me years ago. That's awesome. I still got a bit stuck with I'm not always here. We're all going to get stuck. But you know what?

It's happening now. And it feels good. Awesome. Yeah, that's important. Feeling good is what's important right now. I guess I am getting a bit excited.

Yeah, I'm saying when I'm explaining everything, I feel really excited and that's a good thing to be able to do those Judy. Do this. You eight months later, like you just below when you came to the documentary and you showed up with your friend and you just you always are beautiful, but you are different. Your energy is different. You are happier if I can say that if I'm allowed to think that no, yes, I'm feeling confident around being around people that are wanting to be more simplistic and have clarity. Hey, can you clap, please?

So let's jump into the Yeah. Okay, here we go. Yeah. Tell us about the space before. Oh, a little bit. How are you feeling in here?

Do you remember? I think I was feeling like not sure where everything But I had like food over here and a lot of like bowls and and big appliances and stuff here all over the place some food in here. I was pretty good with the drawers and a couple of these but it was like, What did I really want to put here on the cover? What did I Really? Where did I really want to put stuff to get that so yeah. And I know the stuff and So how have you found it now?

Really? It's been eight months you've been eating living? Have you felt perfect? I'm not buying more than I actually need. I'd see what I need. And I can write that down.

Or just because I know where it is. And I love someone going Oh yeah. Because I'm a visual person to that. I can see that. Awesome. Mike you said that's where that's my store first before I go home.

Yes shopping. Oh yeah, I remember you saying that. Cool. I'm trying to use up things here before it go. And so if that's making a difference to my grocery bill, I think, Well, yeah, because, um, maybe don't want what I did put in there, but I'm gonna eat that first before because I'm running out of money. Yeah.

Awesome. We have by the second episode, I think we had already first one we had over here and that works so much better out there. Yeah, I think I don't get to those couple of things. Yeah. I mean, we added some of your personal pieces. The registers mean a lot to you.

Yes, it brings back a lot of memories. Now, somebody might look at this kitchen and say, hey, there's Perry, I think, but we're real people. And we don't need to tidy and stage before we need to shoot a video around because for real, we are. Yes. Yeah, exactly. Yeah.

Do you want to show inside of the cover to be changed anything? Right behind you. but not much. It's pretty basically the same. Yeah. Because this was all like The baking stuff and the pasta here and this is a little turn tray for some of the things up there.

A couple of bottles in case they need for some kind of spices or something. But we have this like, maybe tweaked a little bit yet, but I just bought some of this stuff. So yeah, it's harder with greens and things. Yeah, always in heavier packages. There's always a lot of it right? Yeah, and I still have something back there.

But that's if I get more spaghetti. That's the thing for that. So okay. Works, you know, and here's all the cans and stuff. Yeah, some snacks and cookie things or whatever. Yeah.

The more canned stuff and the spices are holding this area. Mm hmm. Which that's great all in. That's what you've shown me and this was all the breakfast stuff. Yeah. And my coffee it's perfect spot here.

Because I can just grab this and operate onto the counter. Um, the only thing I'm the only thing I'm missing here for that was my bread, my bread The red box. I wish I had a place for that because it has a lot of my stuff in for my breakfast and bread. Right? But it works for now over there. Okay, and then again for oils and stuff here, turn around and just my extra bottles for vitamins and my medication.

And the few recipe books I kept. Yeah, get rid of smart because I haven't been used them but you never know. So. So things are working and you're It's been eight months. So clearly things are going all right. Yeah, yeah.

Perfect. What about that below? below? Pretty much the same thing. Yeah. So this is kind of where you can go and get your pots and pans.

Anything that's a little bit extra. You've got room to grow a little bit. And frustrations in this one. Nope. The only place thing was like for my apron, but you know, so it's perfect there and I guess I moved a bit of things around where the clubs were and stuff but a couple of snack things. Stop eating No one you should never stop eating snacks.

Well no the the sugar stuff because of my younger one diabetes, it's that's my only real big concern about meals and eating. But otherwise, hey, I need my snacks. So yeah, and yeah, on a new pan get rid of a couple pans because they need it on sale and then house dish dishes and things like that like you got your little tools I see a command hook and so yeah, how's that going? Yeah, you guys have put this up for me and it still works great there and we put this up no expert but I love this thing and I didn't want to put nails in so I use the command hooks and it was good to get these up off your watch class and I actually have a stainless steel thing for here which I'll use I've have a lot of stuff and I am actually putting water in the thing.

But and for a single person you don't always finish up your dishes for up to eat. So yeah, I don't always have stuff in there but who cares? Yeah, but this works really Well, this was actually something I felt at the dollar store, you just actually put this you can put this in your sink. Okay? And if you only have a few dishes and you just wash them up and they can sit in the sink because it's not about Yeah, the bottom of it has drainage but this works good for just the silverware when I'm washing them one thing to time for me to get at something but this works great here it almost kind of you don't really realize that's a district. Yeah.

And I had one of these on here so I could do the cutting this option was in the dining room anyways, but yeah, so this all works fine here and I still have room to work with. That's great. Yeah. And then my cupboard sweet chick took all the the Tupperware, put all the Tupperware stuff in here and other I added maybe a couple of extra things that I use. Really good like everything fits up here nicely. The falling out.

Yeah. This is all I really need. Sometimes I might get a couple extra things, but I know what I want it for. Yeah. And then the rest of the there's only a couple big Tupperware things that they're actually brought one of them down because I was using more. Yeah, that's still pretty much the same.

Yeah. And this one here is pretty much the same, except these are just a little bit less use things, right? Yeah. Because that's their Reality of Things. You've got some serving dishes, but those aren't the everyday stuff, right? No.

Yeah. Nice. So and then. The last was this that was pretty much the same to your plates and copper. Yeah, it's just enough. Actually, this was the extra plates that I had I took down from up there and just another minute.

Yes, they fit in there too. So it's all done and then the bottom cover which Amelie, you put an extra shelf in there for me two extra shelves actually. You can see that now, but this was the same thing. A steel shelf that I'll use from time to time, but he put another shelf back there. I think it was or was it up here. And so it's everything I can see when I come in here.

And I've added maybe a couple more things, but I've kept stuff pretty much the same where I have my bags down here that I need for the garbage. I bought that from the dollar store, which because of being under there, I didn't want the smell. So this put something in there and it shuts so you don't have the smell coming out. Cool. stuff so pretty much the same. So it's been perfect.

Well, I've had to add anything or take anything out. It's just working good. Feeling good eating well. Yep, yeah. Awesome. How about the living room for living room?

So last and final space. And we kind of worked at this at the beginning of the move things around the episode. Tell me about your your shelf unit in that house. Thoughts still working out pretty much the same. And yeah, now I'm realizing I haven't really used the ghetto blaster much. But you know what?

If one of them some things that I have now if I do have extra if something breaks down, I have that like if that stops working I have that about whatever. Yeah, so that's what my reasoning behind some things extra things I might have. Yeah, there might fight. Yeah. Yeah. And well, I'm sure if you ever felt like I really need the space for something.

And if I still haven't used it in two or three years, and this one's doing great. Yeah. Sorry. It's springtime everyone. So how are you finding the rest of the living room like I see that you've got your TV on your computer setup? You've been doing the weekly coaching with Emilio and the paperwork hasn't been an issue.

The light feels really good in this room. You've got your patio set up for summertime. Yeah. How do you feel in your I think we're great. I did have to tweak it a little bit in a sense of I've moved this back a little bit and this is my space where I sit with Merlin because he likes to sit up with me Yeah. And all I ever said the computer while I'm doing the coaching or like in the wintertime I was using my skylight there for like therapy.

I still need to do a few things around that to get rid of stuff and organize it better. But a lot of times I'm sitting here with the extra cord that Amelie put on there for me to watch online because I don't have cable I watch my shows on their streaming and things. Yeah, yeah. So it's perfect. It's just enough stuff that it's not a ton of things to have to dust. Yeah.

This I left his kennel there because I'm still doing some trainings and training and displaying kind of thing. So he goes in there but he goes in there by himself sometimes so kids are on the bed as well as the kind of people over there now and and I use that To put stuff with like an empty Oh, great, so it looks good and my birdcage I've always had that door open anyway. So I like that there and nefer there for the air conditioner and stuff here for the, for the farm or for all my work and that sort of thing, but it works good. Give up the space. I love it. Yeah, feels like home.

It feels like home. And it's it's like, I feel like I've been nothing here for a long time. Not just a little reader for here, but this is. This is awesome. It feels like you do it. Yes.

It's everything. So if you could just reflect we just did a whole tour of the space. It's been eight months since we did the mini series videos that everybody can watch. What would you tell to someone who's watching this video now. If you're not happy with the way your space is or the way you're How you feel where you live and you feel like you always want to get to something and fix something and move this around. You need help to do something you might not need an organizer.

But if you are really feeling like stress and maybe even depression not feeling like going out and doing things. It could be because of your mental health being affected by your living arrangements and what you have what you have in your space, how much stuff you have. Because once I got rid of a lot of stuff, I know where everything is. I know there's not moving boxes somewhere I have gone through that like, I'm sure everyone feels a better drawer. There's got to do that with if they've got a cupboard. I think got boxes sitting downstairs in the basement of a house or something else but you know an organizer is is the way to go.

You guys have been fantastic with just making suggestions, giving ideas, letting go at my own pace. Like, if you don't feel like doing something that day, take time to think about it. And I was glad that I had that time to think about it and, and know that you can always call if you give me something to tweak something or need something else in here, just stop with this. I don't know what to do with this. But getting someone to help you organize, declutter and help you with those decisions, because they're big decisions to make. They're not easy to make to get rid of a lot of stuff that you have, but you know what, I got rid of a lot of stuff that I just gave away.

But you know what? I don't, I couldn't tell you what I gave away. So for a few things, and that hallway was full one time and you've been here several times. I can't believe I had it in here. You know, so it's been A blessing to have you guys and I was ready for to I have to say that to you. I didn't say that in my review that I've over the years in the last probably five years for sure.

I've gotten a lot more clarity from everything that I've been doing and pushing forward person going one day at a time to keep going because it's been a struggle. Over 18 years ago, I wasn't sure if I was going to be around because of stuff from my past. Sort of overwhelming me to a point where I almost didn't make it to getting that second chance at life and finally taking the time to do things that I needed to do. And this is where I'm six years old, I'm still you know, I have my days. Where am I doubting at five But most days now or I'm waiting for that even more feeling more excited about doing stuff but but I am and I can't believe that we didn't say the book paper I still need to get to some pictures not but I have a few things that I do know when I walk up there now but if I'm around for a few more years I will be putting getting someone to help me with the pictures too because I have a lot of pictures go through that one.

That's the only big thing that I have something that I have to sit down with probably take a few days to go through and sort through any help with that. Yeah, but that's the only thing. Life would be boring if we didn't have projects. True and I've been learning it you know, this is life. Because I didn't have 34 my through half of my adult life I've been it's been a blur before and didn't know where I was at or what to do what I wanted to do. And coming out of that fog has taken Long time, even when I did get circuit better, and I started volunteering and stuff and doing things, but all of a sudden myself back into a real role A few years ago, but I made it through that.

And I think that second it was like those seconds. Life. Yeah, I've connected for the clarity kept coming. More and more and looking in hindsight every year has been more clarity and getting to this point. Well, I'm really honored that you could share with us and share with everybody who watches because your story is real. It's authentic, and it's very inspiring.

So thank you for sharing that hope it helps people in some way. All right. That's it. Video is better than instantly Yeah, he's like only two hours of holding it. No big deal. No big deal.

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