If life was measured by percentages, I'd want to live 100% of it. I want to remember my days. The truth is, I don't remember half of my days. I used to play a memory game where I try to remember what I was wearing that day. I tell myself not to look down. I often struggle to remember.
It's not so much that my recollection was lacking. It was my inability to be present in the first place. So just as I'm unable to keep 100% of my attention on my breath when I'm meditating, I also struggled to be 100%. present in my daily activities. I'm trying to be more mindful. And that's the whole point I think.
But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things will be added to you. Matthew, chapter six, verse 33.