Let's look at chapter five, restore your vitality by removing the connections that siphon your energy. So if we think about source energy which think about the universe, it's all energy. Everything begins with energy. before it turns into the physical, it's hard to imagine you're not taught that when you think about it. Thoughts begin before a creation of something in the physical, your thoughts inside your body for long enough, if they're negative will actually create a negative physical condition. Now I'm going to give you a little example of how I know this through seeing it's through experiencing it through my clients through students.

Every concept I teach, I know without a shadow of a doubt, and it's logical, everything is quite logical based on size. And I've experienced it all myself. I'll tell you one little example that I'll never forget. And I didn't know it was happening at the time many years ago, when I was called quantum healing before frenzy killing was created. I was at an expo. And this woman was walking up to me, I remember that kind of moment.

I remember she was American, and I remember feeling I don't like you. And I just, I just took a step back. I just remember going, I don't feel good and I stepped back. But it was busy. And I was distracted by life. I was distracted by this whole Expo thing.

So I wasn't as aligned as I should have been best took a step back. And as I stood back, I felt something and to me through my stomach And then of course you go on the expo goes on and conda fruit era was at that Expo. So I was distracted I was reading these negative life patterns. And I believe I remember his pet was judgment. Like I got a pet of judgment that makes you feel and he didn't I find that people that are public personalities don't give away anything publicly. Not that that was quite that was that was a private one but I noticed that they held back they don't want anyone to know too much about them.

So he was sort of like whether it was true or not, I don't know but I've done people in on stages and stuff that are have got a public personality, and they hold the cards close to them and enlighten us I looking like I'm not reading very well. Later I find out that I hit the mark like I was smack on anyone that's Oh my god. Did you hit that on the nail? But anyway, I remember he's was judgment but let's not sidetrack so let's get back. So I was kind of distracted but it wasn't and it was nine months or 10 months or so many months later. I started I was diagnosed with fibroids around the uterus.

So I had these fibroids and then I ended up deciding I got I need a hysterectomy. And I had to wait some time and so I started to look into why did I create them and it can be from a toxic liver. So I was doing lots of detoxing in the interim. And then when it came to have the operation I remembered we're driving there early in the morning. You go to the hospital early and you sit in the waiting room but just before we were parking, we went through some lights flashed the are no we just got a ticket. Always no those tickets you know those surprises got this isn't going well this slacking flow.

And then we get to the hospital and then we were late so they call your name out and I don't know if my names already called out something you have to wait to all these people are called Before I find out whether my name was called out the beginning, and I should have already gone in and there's lacking flow here so then I do get called out then I'm, this is a public hospital they put in in this room and you have to wait and you like urinate for so long, you know, you don't eat the day before and all this in so forth. And then I hear in a room adjacent. I want to get out of here. I want to get out of you this crazy person I want to get out of here. I like what's going on and like chaotic. Like, subway to four o'clock, the doctor comes to see me.

Then he says, you won't know yourself after this. And I'm going I would not myself was I not me? This is someone else being me. So all these kind of little signs, little things, of course that I sort of think I don't I would have. I was thinking. So it was I think that's kind of interesting.

I was when I was quantum healing. So I was still Back in that thinking mode, it kind of reminds me how I was still always a detective, before frenzy killing. Anyway, so then we had the operation and I said to myself, because I'm really good at creating, I'll have zero pain. Oh, come out, no painkillers, this will be cool. Just come out all good. And I come out of the operation and I'm here in the room, and then they wake you up.

You know, they wake you up and you want to don't want to wake up but they wake you up. And then it was a male doctor sort of woke me up and then he starts talking about the party. He had very loudly and was totally, you know, didn't he was ignoring me didn't care about me. He was doing his own thing. And I come out in serious pain. I'm going and I could barely speak and and then he kind of like looks at me to go What?

And I go, pain like I couldn't even say the words because I come speak. And he goes, you're supposed to press your little thing here, it's your morphine and you're supposed to press it your own more thing. And I didn't even have the energy to press this more thing. So, and then finally I started to come through then I think I got to press it. I think I comprehended what he was trying to tell me and I'm like, Oh, God, you know, if I was actually you know, fully awake. Yeah, I'd give you what format but you can't write you vulnerable, you can't even speak.

So you have to let this go. So you know your will to the room. And then I go, the kids running around screaming in the room, and family, and I'm in this sharing that room and I'm like, can you like I feel like I've got a migraine. And I'm like, this isn't going how I wanted it. Then. It comes to seven o'clock.

It was seven o'clock. My pain stops the whole family move and the kid moves. I have The place to myself. Pieces restored my husband at the time. He's also hot, highly sensitive. He said to me later, you guys, Oh, yes.

So we'd back at the house, it was scratching in the world, the lights flickering on and off, I had to leave the house and it's seven o'clock and I came back it was all normal. And I go, that was an entity that had grown that was a, an physically non physical piece of energy had entered me had become something physical. And it was like it was alive, had disgusting, but I don't and I was only hindsight when I look back and I go, that's how this our planets full of unseen energies and things grow. And they can start from thought forms and so forth. Now the reason why entered me was probably because a lot of heavy metal toxicity, I had negativity around me. So it was a match.

I hadn't become my energy hadn't become strong because people ask how do you protect yourself? So biggest, you know, the question I get asked him is how do you protect yourself? And I say it's the same in the spiritual world is the same in the physical world. I'm not saying myself white light and all this I don't do that. It's like, here in the physical world. I'm protected because I'm physical physically strong.

I keep myself fit. I work out. I well. So I'm physically strong. I do lots of detoxing. I'm emotionally strong.

Why cuz I got awesome people around me. I love them. They love me back. We love each other. So much. Emotionally, I'm strong.

And spiritually, I'm connected and I use the laws. So therefore my auric field and I require respect I give respect are required. So my auric field is strong, so therefore, it's translated the same spiritually so entities we're going, Oh my god, I love busting through that I'm gonna get someone else's like, you know, give me love to give and like, be open and not looking at that stuff. I'm gonna go attack somebody else, so jump on them. Like she's too hard. She's got she's got the boundaries.

She's physically spurts emotionally too strong. I'm not wasting my energy busting through I'm gonna go somewhere else. Yes. Yes. Yes. And you say I'm not having pain.

Yes. And all that stuff happened? Yes. Would it be because you were So vulnerable at the time as in that that you did end up in pain and there was this guy no the whole thing was that the message was as an entity here and it was mad and it was taken over and it was it was like I had to look back and go what why? It was yeah it was fun but it was about the entity be mad wasn't about because you're vulnerable you know? No, no, have you kind of normal no no it was the entity yeah the pain was it was it was so if I wouldn't be really looking at it's what's the message is always carry with me Yeah.

So here it is everything gone wrong plus pain. So it's this entity like I I don't you know I'm you know when you got a disconnect negative cords and you get these from people and stuff and they play up this entity was playing up. So it would have been that. Yes. That issue company American woman. Yes.

Yes. Bring it to you entities. Yes. Yes. She had the same issue she wouldn't. She Well, I don't know what she had in her but I didn't like her energy just, I hadn't even spoken to her.

I just remember walking back as she walked towards me. And then she spoke and I just really walk backwards. Yeah, so she would have been people have entities all over them. And some Arab I say some are a beehive of entities. Some people, that's why I look back. I'm like, you just got them all around you.

And I hope that I don't attract them. See, I'm a creator, though. If I've got them. I go, why have I got that? It's not that you're this. I go, Why bike, I'm the creator.

So I'm not going to judge it. I judge me. That's how I'm always looking at it. And so that's my power. It's not you. It's me.

Sorry, to hide your topic. Yeah, we did it without surgery. I don't know. I just knew I had to have that. I just go, you know what I got to get this out of me this I just felt I had to have the operation or not going to go do this energy thing. And I just knew.

It's just what I felt. And I felt so much better. After all, that was great. That's what I felt I had to do. And I always go with my feelings and it was what I needed. I just think it got too big.

I think it actually surgically physically had to be removed. I didn't know I also didn't have the belief that it could have been done energetically. I just felt that I see if you get rid of the entity before it turns into a physical you do it like that. Yeah, this had been in me for too long at that point. It grown and I was very toxic, you know, from chemicals and heavy metals. So I was a good breeding ground.

Although I'd done detoxing prior, I was still not I had some toxicity in my body. So this is this is what we're looking at. You are the CO creator, in what's around you. And you need to become what you want to attract. You can't say, I want good energy, if you're not going in, and you can't require all of this if you don't actually respect yourself, this is what's gonna push you, you know, all of you that have said, You know, I gotta put up with them. I've got to speak to them.

I can't, you know, I can't be mean to them. You think it's being mean? If you say, you know, you talked about, we had conversation yesterday about, you know, the husband that threatened suicide, and all these things. If you don't require respect in your energy field, you will continue to take all of that. Until it you become I can't do this anymore until the universe hits you with the bus. You know, you know, that's when you get knocked down.

You get knocked down really badly to you have to contemplate, and then you go I'm not doing that again, this is hit me too hard. So why not do it before you get to that point? Then you don't end up like some of those people say no one can help me. I'm 63 and I'm this age, and then you keep it's so ingrained in you and no one can help you. No, they say no can help me. Learn learn it.

And people forget to take that step that their energy field needs to needs to be protected. It needs to be respected, because you're going to take it and that's I've got very uncomfortable in forensic healing because I deal with a lot of women with a lot of issues. And I get uncut. I've got to get uncomfortable because and say, You know what? I've got to set boundaries up and I'm sorry. Got it, like, many of you out, take you off.

I'll talk to someone or I'll just take them off. I'll do it. Because they're affecting me and they're unaware. And it's uncomfortable. Because they're not that aware that I've had to do it as in black people, and they may have been a forensic killer. And I I'm happy to give people a chance, I'm happy to say okay then Risa.

Why have I been blocked? Why am I what you know, what can I do? Instead of saying, blaming, oh, they blame when they asked me that then I know that they can be worked with but someone does it. Someone wants to whinge about me saying you know what, I'm going to have to like put this barrier here and whinge about it. That means I don't get they don't get the concept. That means they don't get that I'm the creator of mercy.

That That means that they don't believe in me as well. They don't believe they want to. They don't believe in the system that I believe that I'm reading this right? They don't trust me. It's a conversation go, Okay, let me just pants up. Let me just look, let me look at this.

Let's have a conversation and see what I've done. Forensic healing is about, I know this isn't forensic healing, but forensic healing, you see an essence about the creator and it's all contained in your energy field and we find it so when our friends tequila fails to do that, and this is the same concept here to say I'm the creator, how do I other go in? They're missing the point. The point is, I'm the creator and when you're the Creator, you've got all the power so I've got very uncomfortable go I don't want to do but I'm going to do it so I've got comfortable being uncomfortable. And you know what, it gets easier and easier and and I attract better people so that if I do it, they wish me blessings on love anyway. Got one as I've just said, Do you know what?

I've said to you, I've had, I've had a private conversation with you, I've taken my time out to speak to you. And I've said, These people are toxic. And I found out that you as a forensic killer, instructor to be still connected to these people when you know, they're attacking me, I cannot have you in the group and I cannot have you connected to me. You are connected to people that attacked me. Sorry. You chose that.

And I will say that because you're my weak link, their weak link. If you've got people and that's when people that sit in the middle, and they're your friend and they're someone else's friend and nice people don't like you. It's like for me, I have to say, You know what? I don't do that. I don't sit on the fence. I don't mind if people don't like me, but that sort of takes us and I don't want you anywhere near me.

You blocked me from doing my mission. I'm not going to But I'm actually not gonna let you need my energy, you can go do what you want to do. And people are still on the fence don't protect me and Dana protect themselves. So their energy field will be full of toxicity because they're not protecting themselves. And then they put me at risk. I'm in the energy business.

So I need to do this, because it will affect me beyond what you could believe. So, I get used to being uncomfortable. Now it's easy, because I've done this for years. And now people know where I stand. I know how to operate. I go, we got the good apples.

We're here to support. I'm here to help. I know you got your stuff and I'm here to help you. Be mindful of your energy. That's all. Because we're dealing with energy.

When you access universal in this room, you're accessing the source energy, you're also accessing everyone else's energy. So you want to be mindful of what's going in you because I'm getting you connected. I want you to be connected with you're connected, you're gonna pick up all the energy and you want the good energy. So you've got to start cleaning out the negative. So this is about we've got a bit serious here. It's a it's about getting back in My, my.

So the moral of the story is you want energy you want connection to source energy. The more energy you have, the more you can create. The less energy you have, the less power you have energy is power. Good energy is power. So you barely have enough energy in your life to get the things you want done. Correct.

I've never met anyone that says unless they're, you know, hyperactive and a DD kind of similar, you know, dysfunctional way. I've never met anyone that said, I have all this spare energy and time that I can literally give out. freely to even strangers. I have abundant energy, it's just come back, I just want to give it out freely. I've never met anyone. And if they are like that they end up will be tired.

Because it has to be first of all an energetic exchange. If you keep giving out your energy freely, and it's just not about not free, filled up, you'll be empty at some point. So this exercise today is about looking at where your energy is going. One because you're liking it too and if it's going we're not respected then that's what you're saying to the universe. I deserve distress. You know, I don't want to be respected because I'm making these choices.

I don't care about managing because I'm putting on shit. I don't care cuz I'll let them get away with that. Thank you. I'll let my kids you know, you know, the disrespect me you bid or whatever. You know, I just put it on because I love them because I love them. And guess what you enable bad behavior.

And you become an enabler. I learned this. I learned how this works by staying in bad relationships, and I looked at my ex husband. So I've had two so you don't know which one I did sign something. I'm not allowed to say anything negative. But anyway, I'm not saying any names.

I there was a lot of boys in the family anyway. And the mother, I like the mother. And the mother would say, Oh, my poor boys, my poor boys, my boys, my boys and bitch about the wives. Oh, my boys. My boys are so good. The wives are the problem.

And I'm thinking looking at this num guy would make sense. That's why my But at the time, never took responsibility because the mother trained him that it's everyone else's fault. Yet the daughter didn't feel that way. You know, it's a different relationship. So this is this kind of bit of this consciousness of inequality. And so he was always right and I was always to blame that's how the and then I said to her I said, Look, can you stop talking about these stock talking about because one day because I knew I was going to leave him one day you'll talk about me like that.

And I was actually the favorite she's Oh no, I would never do that. I said in front of everyone I say don't talk about them. I don't know. I mean, I would tell her I said this is your fault. Especially after we split I go this is your fault. Because you keep telling saying to your boys, everyone else is to blame and not them.

And she's open a lot more can you do a go stop enabling them and it doesn't serve and now they they're in issues because they never looked That's always been trying to keep looking at and that is a big issue. And so I sort of saw how it doesn't help people enabling them. It doesn't help at all enabling bad behavior in, in the people around you. Now, if you get bad behavior, that doesn't mean that you have you, you need to speak your truth. I need to say, because I've had people go go speak my truth, and I've got to stand up and I've got to tell them how it is that you missed the point. You got to look at it.

How come you're having to speak your truth? How come What are you fighting, stop fighting as well, you're still the Creator. You know, I watch when people I know that you want to express yourself. But you got to stop the fight. If you're in for a fight, you'll get you're looking for war. All of this, every part of you has a universal law and it's when you break it down.

Who here thinks they got to speak their truth all the time? Has anyone ever seen? Yeah. So then you're in for a fight, then you'll find people that will want to oppose you, if you go when I had my kids, my kids always used to say to me, you're the meanest mom in the whole wide world and I get thank you because that's what I want to be. And then both of my kids grow up both at 19 buy houses that also now be here as well as one leaves in Queensland, really? And then today another love you for that was yet the meanest mom in the house.

That's what they said. Yeah, if I knew I knew you must have good self worth. Yeah, took me a long time to get there. I need a deed Really? Yeah. And I started my healing journey when I was 17 because I had no self worth really i'd built me by the time I was like, so then you you just stayed strong.

And now look at them a house that this is a house that how old 19 both of them both of them have houses have had got that responsibility and got that they must be proud of themselves. Yeah, they didn't like me in the beginning. Yeah. I told them I told them that a budget told them what muscle is going to build a half, two years ago but I thought what a catch land at 19 what a catch. Oh, there's be some there be some girls around you know i think that's amazing and and all the single man so it's tough. Yeah.

And happy to hear that. So but and then but that has now given you that self you know that confidence in yourself. And if you can do that with your kids, you won't care about what anyone else says. It's not going to affect you and you probably weren't attracted either. But can I just ask one more thing though, I just want to say for them to say you're the meanest Mom, you would have changed at that point because you obviously didn't bring them up. Because if you if they're turning around and are calling you I mean Mom, you must have changed your tactics on them.

Nadion so what I did was every Sunday morning I put the vacuum outside their bedroom, I'll stand it but then it would be normal for them. Why wasn't normal? You see for them to call it a minutes, Mom, there's a change in tactic. Because if someone called me the main Is it because you were to train them get Don't be disrespectful? And then they would have learned that Oh, no, I don't, you know, back to my mom, because then I actually get my pocket money taken off me Oh, there's a change in boundaries. So I wouldn't let them go and run a map with all the kids in the street that had no software.

Right. So I would say no, because we have respecting this, right, and you're not gonna do that. You mean you don't let me go anywhere. Midnight, when you're ready, you've got choices, you can do whatever you want, right? If I failed, right, I was gonna read from the extreme it was going to be the worst mother in the world. And I was gonna prove them wrong.

That, you know, I wasn't gonna be. Yeah, I would. Yeah, it's kind of interesting. And there was, you know, it's kind of interesting, because, I mean, that's good. But the fact that they call you the meanest Mom, I would be taken that a step further. I'd be going you know, just me personally.

Wouldn't because that's hard for you for them to be saying that and you know Do you ever get anybody like questioning you today about? Absolutely no, no. Anybody else questioning I know. Everyone says no has to be. Remember you say that. That could be it.

You also let you know that someone would come. I bet it but I'd be looking at someone going well, you're so mean. I know the kids even though you're well yeah, I'd be looking I'd be I'd be person looking at that. That that's great. And now it all turned out good. So let's look at this list.

Look at this. Chapter five, restore your vitality. So people are like food, just as you can eat great organic food. Like who's ever eating a really organic meal and it's like fresh and grown in the ground and I hear like, oh, it tastes real. Ah, you know Fresh juice, a juice, you know it's fresh and organic taste. Now have you ever eaten anything that's full of aspartame, sugar?

And you go That's disgusting. And, yeah, well, people are the same. Often people are a mixture of stuff. This is why we have to reverse because you look at when your kids grow up, they look at the TV and they're taught to love hamburgers and McDonald's that's what they taught and then they're taught law is a good no this kind of thing. So we've got to do this reversal. That's gonna drain your energy when you're most organic.

Then, you know, you're most connected, and you get the most power because you're connected to source. So there's just a limit check it did this experiment called the peace intention. experiment is where these people meditated. with intention for pace in Sri Lanka, and they did it on a regular basis and then the crime rate dropped on this incredible I think 78% crime rate job dropped 74% reduction merely on meditating and not even being there that pair that powers incredible. There's one more person, the Dr. land from the who created the hyper Pono and never say it right but I'm just going to call it the hope thing. Yeah.

Yeah, and the devil pays. So, hey, was this psychiatrist or something like that therapist in a institution where those criminally kind of insane people and he didn't even meet them. It was dysfunctional. It was a bad environment. And he was there to treat them. But he just grabbed this file would pick up their file.

And he would read it and look at it, and his little office. And he would say, I'm the current co creator of this, because he's right in my energy field. I'm sorry, please forgive you. Give me I love you, thank you, and please raise this from my consciousness. Please raise what they've done for me. And that's what he would do.

And then they finally started to change. And then they became peaceful, and the whole clinic closed down or that whole Ward closed down, because it made this huge change. Would you please read this book? Yes, but can you repeat what you said the religion did the file. This is awesome. Can you Repeating that what he said, No.

How does the file of the creamy now related to this? How come he said I'm the creator. He says I'm the creator, because everything is his creation, everything. So no matter where he goes, everything is in his energy field. He takes responsibility for it. Okay, great, Christine.

Thank you. And that's the power. I heard this story many years ago and I didn't, I didn't go in. Someone told me and I said, Can you believe it? That is so amazing that he has that power to change that place by not even being with them by just looking at their fall and saying, I'm sorry, please give me a lovely, thank you. Please erase this from my consciousness.

He took responsibility. I go, that is the ultimate universal law. I am the creator. I am responsible. I'm responsible for that wind out there. I'm responsible For a car accident I will it's like in like I'm co creating as part of my energy and so he was and so he has that power you have that power that Ranger has a power to stop an elephant if you're neglecting and not giving yourself credit for the amount of power that you have in your creations as I said the credit also that you are creating she did this she said that well you're creating and unfortunately you don't know what you're co creating because you don't know what's in here you'd never looked you didn't have a look because it's too scary because it's terrible.

So much abuse and I get it I so get it. You gotta have a look inside and against other pick it out now, but I can tell you what's inside by you describing your life. Tell me like and I'll tell you what's inside here easy. Just tell me a lie. And I'll tell you what's in here. Finding what's inherent or a head or a movement is also tricky.

You know, it's all hidden bits. They're all kind of all sorts of things in here. As you know, it's amazing inside there. And the more peaceful you get these it is to then to see the pieces that need to come out. We're all leaving bits of our energy everywhere. We're all leaving an imprint.

Now I've got here through what I've written about. I've written that the two most dangerous emotions anger, plus jealousy, your two most so anyone that's jealous and sometimes in Not even aware sometimes they're not conscious of what they're saying. Usually people with a lot of solo self worth can be jealous when they thinking I want what they've got I feel inadequate I don't want them to be too successful because that makes me more success they had the worse I feel. I want you to tell me what jealousy does you tell me universal law? What would jealousy do can some with it? Alright, let's get more specific on hell yes.

So how is the case you? you get you get more of that, that you are not that you're not so that you don't have. So if I if I think that you're very successful and I don't like that about you? Yes, I'm going to be more of a failure. Yes, just gonna stop me from being becoming success. Yes.

What will it do to my life? Thought someone's jealous of me and I've got them close to me What will it do to my life? What? It won't stop my success because their energy, especially if it's got a lot of emotion when someone's got a lot of emotion and if there's soup so they're super dysfunctional then they're directing it at me. And I'm like, Here I am porous. I call myself porous which means energy in energy out whatever is going around, you know, going in me, I will block me and I've had it, I've watched it.

I bring someone to close to me, and then they're jealous of me. I start to get blocked. That's not the only reason why I get blocked but that is one big white pieces saying, I don't want you I want what you've got. So I feel uncomfortable and feel Get too successful are going really fast. So I want you to stay down. I want to push you down, because then I'll feel good.

And I feel happier when you're so going on. When it's all going wrong for you. I feel really good. Don't you feel good? Yeah, that's. So I'm going to kind of come around.

Sorry. Wait, wait a second. Yes. If you're in your flow, and you've got yourself word, yes. And you know what you want? Yes.

How would their emotions wouldn't your drink be above it? Well, the thing is, it's good question, Deborah. So she's saying that if I'm really strongly my power, how could they affect me? That's a great question. And this is why you've got to look at it every angle. Okay.

So I'm going to tell you two things. One, is first of all, why have I created that? I've created it. So they're part of my question. I have to go back in second. I'm poor So it will affect me, the more aligned I am, the more I can get in.

So I look at it like that. I am I've co created it. So I have to look. So it's not so much that will kind of block it. Because I can't go around. There's so much negativity and so much terrible stuff on the planet.

I can't go around going, I can either block all this. No, no, no, I'm co creating this world. So I'll go off track. If that's coming up, I've got to do something and change. It's just a sign for me. The universe is talking to me.

And secondly, because I'm poor, so I just got to make sure that I've got to get the right energy, I've got to be the right energy. I've got to clean out I've got to do something. So it's just my side so I don't look at it like that. I'm creating it. That way I don't have to walk around blocking everything or thinking that just kind of like a Get this armor on and I've got it like, I want to be a co creator, I've got I've got the power. So that's how I look at it.

And that's what I'm saying to myself. It's not so much it can affect me because unfortunately, I'm really sensitive so it will nothing affects me more and worse it gets worse than watching suffering, especially on the animals. Nothing affects me more, and I will block it because I go down in a hole and I go what my mission is to help stop it. So I got it just looking at myself getting more empowered. Yes, Michelle. So you can love it.

You feel it straightaway. Yes. Then you go do your work on yourself. Yes. And remove it and then block them or do you block I'll just go white I created what do I have to do? How come it's in my energy field?

Why am I if it's what what? What is my message so it's it's not always one thing? Because you don't go down the street. I normally say either They go and they someone, sometimes I get tricked something and I go is because like, I had someone from my past showing up. Is it someone from my past? It's too close to me.

That's maybe jealous. What is it all mean? And that is where you become the detective? What am I being told in all of this? And that's why I put all my cards on the table. And I think and I think and I think and I do a lot of thinking, and then I act.

So I can't give any direct answer, but I can tell you that jealousy isn't good for you. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Oh, yeah.

You're right. You're so right. That's a great question. That's what I do when I see suffering of an animal Is my heart My mission? Why want this planet to be different planet? I grab my cat and I hug him.

And I send energy to him. And I say love and I say that's for the animals. So you are now and I do something. Put my hand over the picture, I send the energy because I know when I'm down and I'm and that's because that's has told me apart before and I am not. I am not a leader. I am not a creator.

I am not the suffering goes in, and I'm not co creating. So I that's why I have this cat that I look at him and he smiles. 24 seven. He just I talked to him. You guys have met him. I say he's a mama's boy.

And he says I love you because just he has different nails. That's I love you. bosses me around, he tells me when he should be fed. And he's like a, you know, a rag doll. And so here's what I look at. I look at him 24 units around me and I go, and I look at him, I feel so much love for the animals.

So I'm co creating through him instead of looking all this misery and I know it happens, it's not like I'm ignoring it. And I go, Well, my mission is co creating a better world for them and I can't find it. Like, you know, I can't go, I can't go give money enough. I don't even know if those organizations which ones are real, where I can't, the only way I can do it is here. And I do it by getting you to take out your suffering. I get you to stop enabling bad behavior.

I get a change consciousness one person at a time. Me first. So that's how I handle it. Cuz it's the dearest to my heart. Well, that's why I do what I do. That's always what I wanted to do.

I always want to help the animals, and then I end up here. And then I go, I'm help I'm not doing a band aid here, I'm going deeper. The deepest way to help them is by We are the people that taking care of them. So I change us, and then that will change. Yeah. And when we're all connected, we would never want to harm a person or animal.

So I believe animals are like what kids are. Yeah, give me tools now. Yeah. Yeah, yeah. You take the suffering out of you. First.

That's where you start you. And then and I'm always telling someone if they want to heal, they're in a child and they've got children. I said, look at your child, and give them a hug for you. hug you and love you. And always and then talk to you talk to them as you would want to tell you your little child. I love you.

You're precious. But imagine it's you. So that will help heal your inner child. Right? Yes. Yes.

Can you turn, turn into positive or turn into a positive is saying turn to positive. So I'm going to send you through the negative question. All right. So here's another one. These are great questions. And I'll tell you this.

Sometimes it's controversial. But it makes sense. This, this is how I do it. Forensic analysts would no I do it this way. And I've after thinking about it for a while. This is what I do.

So my energy is limited and someone sent me bad energy. I will block them, I will not send back any energy, I will put the wall up. And I will disconnect from them. And I will say the same thing. How can I create them, and I'm not going to feed you. I'm not going to give away energy.

Deplete my energy by blocking someone's negativity, I'm gonna say my energy for people who love and respect me and build it. But if I'm trying to block and put out fires on depleted of energy, because it takes energy to do that, and it's almost like an in I enabled them. So I say why would I give away my energy? Why would I dislike saying what I won't but I feel the more by sending maybe love or something. So now it's a block. Why do I create it and block, make sense of it?

And I will save my energy on like it's an energy equation. I said the universe I'm happy to give away my energy to people that are mean to me. They go, no worries, plenty of those people out there out there we can bring to you. They want to this plenty of siphon people that siphon your energy and want to take your energy or give you more. So that's that's what would happen if I started to connect to that. And I'm not a neighbor, I don't reward bad behavior.

Yes. I'm working in industry where I'm dealing with the public. Yes. And I struggle with this. Yes, that comes from childhood envy. Yes, please.

Yes. So when I can see people being mean, and yes, people throughout the day, and I've sort of like look at them and I should like, you know, wish them love anyway. Yes. Now I'm listening to you. I'm sort of thinking. I'm actually giving away a lot of myself every day.

Yes, you are doing that. Because Are you taught at the end the day? Yeah. Well, hello. There we go. This is great.

Cuz I'm sort of thinking I mean, if I'm going to I don't like a hold hold up mean to you. Yeah, you'll be limited because you're going that's okay. I can I can. I'm thinking I'm doing the wrong thing by I don't necessarily judge them. No judgments. Now I know that that's, that's good.

Yeah. Yeah, I'm giving away your public API. And I see so many things. Stand back witness at all. Yeah. But then also, like, even the good, you know, nothing wrong with being nice.

But the thing is, I'm not being nice. You, you're not being nice to you. I will choose the energy I give out. I'm selective. I'm selective, who am I going to give my energy to I give it to people, I'll give it to you. You've turned up.

You have come and invested in me, I give it in my seven day like I will. I will. It's an energy exchange. You've paid money. That's it. You've said I'm happy.

But when it's but even then, if they don't Respect me and even though they do that I won't like I get to a point. Yep, you've come, I'm happy to give. But if it's if they're still going to turn up and not want to give me bad energy, it's deal's off. deal's off. So you're, obviously have to deal with them. So you need to say I choose to create people that are going to respect my energy.

I'm not here to give out the energy freely. So I want to attract people that will respect my energy. And then you give it more where it's good. And you pull back where it's bad. So then you tell the universe, I'm putting energy, a lot more of this good vibe. And I'm not going to place energy on that.

You're directing your life, where energy goes, energy flows, energy creates with we're growing little, you know, trees and little plants wherever we put the energy. When you think of what you're doing with the energy, what it's growing. So, we so therefore you've got to see where all your energy is going and getting what you're creating by this exercise this exercise on where it says if you've got a list situations, this this 10 situations, people, situations or people that deplete your energy and 10 situations, or people that give you energy. So this is going to identify as like, let me take, it's like at the end of the year you do your tax, where do my energy go out? You know, wherever, wherever I spent my money, how much money came in. You're going to take stock Your life where the energy is going.

We're doing accounting here. I want you now to fill out that exercise of those 10 things and situations and then we will do a little activity to disconnect from them.