I'm going to show you now, what I see a lot of and everyone is at various levels of this, maybe it's there, maybe it's here. Now I probably can't see that pretty well just make it I'll read it out. I get messages all the time I get people emailing saying they need help, etc, etc. They fill out forms and it gets also emailed to us. And I read this message. And this is people not doing the work and people not reading enough books or not discovering how the universe works because you're not being taught.

But this is how ends up looking like. She says because I've got a poem and I'll read my title. poem. You've seen my book, you know what? I was born innocent, pure and free. And then my father took that away from me, as he inflicted abuse with anger and hate.

You grabbed the belt. It was my fate. I was in a battlefield. I was in a war. He beat me. he molested me.

He was the law. After one day of horror, I shut myself down. I put on a happy face and became a clown. I said, this is not happening. I pretended it was fine. I was frozen in pain.

I was frozen in time. I said, life had no meaning it was wasting away. I was living in fear and living in vain. As I peeled off the layers or remembered the pain. I dropped to my knees, begging God to end it again. It was in those darkest moments that I connected to source.

I found my gift. I found my force. Now I am home, I can help others heal. I finally know what it means to be real. So that's my poem that I wrote that Thank you. And people comment.

And this person says, You, you can never, never heal. I'm 63 years and still trying. And somebody who responded, a good energy healer can remove the trauma from the energy in one treatment. And she says, Stacy Stacy said that then she says Stacy garbage, so she responded to a garbage and then I like this woman. This woman said it more succinctly than I probably would have. I'm glad she said she's on my team.

You do you either do or not. There is a difference. If you want to heal you will. What is the secondary gain? You get by hanging onto that thing. Question mark.

Trying is dabbling at healing. Make a choice to heal and do it. Get help from a healer or life coach or psychologist or a multiple of methods, people or resources. Do it 100% drop the bullshit excuses. Do it for you. You are worth it.

You know what? Good on you Stephanie. I like you The bullshit excuses. So no, you can't reshoot what she said. It's so well, she has so much truth. And then she was saying you were worth it, you can do it.

That's why I liked it because she's saying she gave her more, but also gave you the truth. And then I was just reading was it this morning or something like that? This message and, and so she has now put that publicly on a page because that's the public. So what she's done, that's why I'm mindful of our friends and killing group. Whatever you write, you multiply, you multiply it from all the amazing women, the powerful healers that are in that group, a lot of healers, so a lot of connected people and then you grow it. So you get a mind that you're growing.

And that's what I say to people I go, I'm happy to hear what's going on. But don't give me too much of the stuff is just going to go in Me and I will just create for you because I'm connected to source really well. And I will then take what you've said and I will go create it for my life. When you read something you are creating it, it's going in you because you starting to feel so because behind those, all those words have emotion when you connect to the actual vibration of it because you can read stuff, and you can kind of get a feel behind the words. So it's the vibration of what's gone into those words. And then I got this one.

She says see how old She's 50 to 64. So down the track for you young is, and she's 63. So this woman is maybe 55, maybe even 60. So she spent her whole life thinking like this. Other than most you right here. I feel rejected, therefore I become aloof and reject others.

I don't feel a connection with people at all. I don't actually like people. I prefer my own company. I say I'm independent. I don't like to share my stuff with others. So she's lived her life.

And when you start being disconnected from others, you disconnect from source it's through others. That source is and I get that feeling I get it. But at some point, you need to go I need to change. I need to read a book or something. thing I need to search. She's just playing that program.

And I would say she's been abused. It's fairly evident. So it's not that I don't understand I'm sure you understand as well because you understand that journey is to get out of hell. So it's so what you are saying you got to watch what you're going over and over because we you are you are saying something over and over. And then it's we got to be aware got to wake up and go, I'm taking myself out of my life and I'm going to look in. I'm going to look in.

So yesterday we did. Andrea, Sandra, Jonah, come up and have a chat and tell us what you did yesterday remind us because my mind's a little blank come up here. So wait, what did we work on yesterday for you? So for me, I came up here and I talked about the fact that my life represents non risk Are you the party woman? The one where you held the young no friends community lack of fucky attitude Yeah, I get that. But yet no we didn't you held that get togethers.

Oh yes. Yes you get the free the free get togethers. Yeah What's your number? Your house? Yeah Britain you supply that you supply the food and the drink right? Yeah free meal free food.

Oh yeah remember and then it was fuck you So coming back that that is the disconnection from source so I disconnect myself and say I will fuck you it's you know that you so when you say to people yesterday Are you hearing me? Yes, I heard you but I heard you loud and clear at 545 this morning. What I heard was, I think the biggest monumental block and I'm getting emotional which is good because I know that I'm connected No one appreciates you. And it was that weird appreciation that resonated so deeply for me, because that's been since the age of three. When I sat on my mom's bed, it was bipolar and depression. And I felt like it was my responsibility to cheer up to keep her occupied and to stop her from crying.

That became module. And the way that's impacted my life is that I overwork. I do everything for everybody else, to get that sense of appreciation to understand my own value. appreciation. I want people to appreciate me for my value, my gifts, my uniqueness. And what I represent, in every form of my life has just shown up my work, my business, my relationships.

There's no appreciation, because I've never felt that for myself. So what I did this morning was play some music that I love, and I stood in the mirror and said, I appreciate you. And I repeated that over and over again because I'm fucking awesome. You're welcome. That's so great. I love those epiphanies.

Oh show up any time in your life. Usually when someone says and I you just I can hear you saying Come on You can do it Get your shit together Come on fucking but yeah, you know like, I'm like charging forward I always feel like I want to charge forward and say come on we can do this it's kind of one of my past lives just so you know, I want a charge forward for freedom. We can do this we can have it and this is why I want to go back to exercise 11 where you we did what your obstacle was. Because until like Angry Got that? Well it seems tiny or big, but changes that by breaking She looks in the mirror and go, I am I love myself, and I'm worthy. And I appreciate me.

She gives it feels herself up, because looking for outside is saying she doesn't have it in the jar. So we got to get her in doing that inside. And then you go on. Oh God, God, I appreciate you, Andrew. You're amazing. It's a vibrational match.

It's the game changer. And it's not the quick fix because it's actually the journey. And that's why when people you know, do say forensic healing or workshops with me. I had a day when I was have clients in a couple months ago, I had one day where I had clients from my past rock up. Yeah, 10 years ago, clients that I saw 10 years ago, and now I'm three or four times the amount that they paid back then Then I haven't seen them since. And I already knew this was not going to be a good day.

No, I might go, oh my god, no. And my buddy already knew. And I'm like they come in. And one of one of them got on a bus or train from Sydney to see me. And she had pain, physical pain for one hour. And I'm like, Well, up next, I'm going to Sydney later or I'm like, what, what are you doing?

Why are you thinking I can just solve you one hour and you hop on another bus or train and then in that discomfort in that, you know, 10 hour 12 I don't know how many hours it is. undo everything. What are you doing? Why don't you preparing and when I come to Sydney, but I had this day, and then and one client got really mad. She was nice to my friend. face and she brought her kids because I'd also seen her kids.

And then I was different. You sound different. On average, really, I could see because when she came to me last time, I couldn't help her daughter. And I think about things why can't help people. And so I gave it to her in a nice I said, You know what? Not not gave it to I told the truth.

And then she bought a kids, one boy didn't want even see me. Like, I can't do this. He doesn't even he doesn't believe in what I do. How can I help the boy who's now like, you know, 10 years older. So not good. And I Anyway, she didn't like me.

She emailed me later telling me so. And I was thinking you've done nothing. You can't just turn up. And then I thought, why am I attracting that? This is how the universe talks to you. Why did I have my past showing up and they haven't moved?

And guess what the answer was? What do you think an answer would be? If I've got a day of clients and this is what I'm always doing. I've got a day of clients. Well give me some. Put your hand up now See if you can identify what that message the universe is telling me that you need to go back to your own past and review it coming back.

Yes. Something that you're reading along with. Yes. Yes. Just to redress. Yes.

Something from my past. Good. Yes. We're getting more asked get some more detail. All right. Let's see how you going.

What do you reckon? Going over all ground? I'm going over ground. Okay. Yes, this is getting getting good. Probably to listen better and you should have actually cancelled because you felt it?

That something wasn't gonna be okay. Yeah. And it's not necessarily that it is something from the past, but I think sometimes it's just when you have that energy, yes. You don't need to go back to the past. Yes, you could just go for But you should have made me just Yes, I made up an excuse Be yourself. Good.

I'm liking these answers. You're doing really well, setting the boundaries and the boundaries. Setting my boundaries. All right. Anyone else before I tell you? Yes.

Well, we got a question in advance and ask the question before you said yes. Right. Okay. Yes, you actually need to run courses to help people with that journey. Right? Yeah, this is this course.

Yeah. Is that cool? Yeah, that definitely. So right. Let's say there's lots of messages in one little situation. So this was my message.

You are correct. So my message was because I do I have a motto I'm super clear, the universe knows exactly what I want. And I say I only want the people I can help clear, and I'll tell send people away. I said can't can't. What would you advise if I already know With that, I'll just say, look, go go away and sort this out. And then if you think I can help you come back or address these things, my message was, there was somebody still in my past from 16 years at that point or 1716 that I haven't disconnected from my being disconnecting.

Talk about my ex. And I'm like, I hadn't woken up. I actually had an implant that like there was like this program running because I got Oh my God, they are. They're my past. He is my past and I've really got a movie man. I've just got to really cut that off.

Because I've been bringing him back. Responsibility feeling a bit sorry for him. I mean, it was just super toxic energy that I go, You know what? And I and then actually, when I disconnected which is a process we're going to do today actually got this thing here in my head for three days, this and then it went up again. It was like, it's like I felt like I was programmed or something. As bizarre as that sounds, I am bizarre in some ways, or, but I felt like I'd removed an implant.

And I think I must have said, I'll stay with you. And I will do that because you are part of my journey in this life, because I would have kicked him to the curb in the first year I wanted to, but there was something inside me that just stayed in that because it wasn't a marriage, I want to I didn't like the marriage at all. I was in it for all those years, not even wanting to be in it. And normally, I would be running my normal patent, but I'm done. Goodbye. And I wouldn't have resolved my issues in it by staying in it.

So it was that's what I go, oh my god. I have someone from my past. I need to remove and there it is. And the good thing about it was I'm so annoyed about it. That it made me dig for I'm not annoyed. I don't dig.

Do I? Promise it may really happy I'm not thinking just you know, list, listened lala land. When it's not I'm thinking so that is often your pain will push you and that is why how help barriers are going to get for you to change your pain. And when I was 25 years of age when I was in Italy in Florence, I was dating Vincenzo Italian fruit guy. You know, he was nice. He was a really nice guy.

And he said to me, said you don't care about your needs. And he said you're very narrow minded. He was a sweet guy wasn't mean to me. He just said that about this observation. He was more connected and I wasn't. And I go, oh, and why.

And so then when I met the missionaries, and they told me the story about Joseph Smith receiving these gold plates from these beings up in whatever in this Grove, his words came to my mind. I go, and they go to believe that and I go, Oh, yeah, maybe. And next minute, I'm joining the church. And this story, right? Of course, it was meant to be. But it's all like truth.

And then it actually opened me up when I go. I don't know because your abuse and all of that makes you shut down and narrowminded. everything that's happened to you, makes you disconnect and be a certain way. And controlling, you become controlling, you become controlling because your childhood was so out of control. So dysfunctional, so chaotic. That you create habits to control everything so that you try and keep yourself safe.

So you never have to endure that again. And you go, gotta have it got to make sure the places like you know, sorted for me like I'm in a good position, I've got to make sure my friends are safe. I've got to make sure my home is safe. I've got to like, make sure that this doesn't happen. And you try and always try to keep it in a place that you feel safe because of your childhood. And then you miss messages you miss the learning.

There's so many things that what cause causes dysfunction. And then if you get an A piffy Tiffany like Andrea, and you keep and now she's had this epiphany. She'll get more and more and more. her whole life will change. Just as lovely Mary, I love that story. That was actually really beautiful.

You came up with it didn't It was great. I was going What a great story. This is this transformation. No, it was no No, no, no, that's a great plug for friends are killing. It was a great marketing strategy. Yeah, organic.

No but that that was the Tiffany's. She looks at herself and she says, I'm gonna change I'm gonna do a different dance. So you just get used to change that's why and I'm you get rid of your you face your fears you move past them you do Chris the Ranger. He's any non aggressive. He's like this with the elephant. He's not like, you know, I'm gonna fight you.

He's whole posture is like this. So let's look at an obstacle. Another obstacle we're going to do one more of these obstacles because It is the obstacle that the university is talking to you. I want you to do exercise 11 to a second obstacle and write down what your obstacle is in life. What are you learning? In this patent?

What are you learning? What is your pattern? What is the universe's message to you? What is your action plan, plan enroll, we'll do the roleplay after so just First of all, write down the first three columns and then we'll talk about it and do a roleplay