So now I'm going to do a really interesting exercise to awaken you. So I'm looking for somebody whose life's not really working out and we're going to he's going to miss it what you do is your left not he's got a problem he's got problems. So we hear problems or problems but he's got a lot of problems. I will not a lot and then yeah, okay, so we can do this exercise up here and it's been a bit of fun with it uh, you ik is going to be this universal exchange. So did you say you had a lot of what's your name? Nikki a lot of problems Nikki.

Sure you want to share it? Come on up. Come on up, Nikki. Okay, now I need you to start picking all the words you feel. There's a lot of words and put them in the jar. them in the jar.

Sticky Stop throwing all the words, anything yet everything, everything just throw them all in which ones you feel and then we'll dress her up. She says she feels like this one the hand over will give you that red dress. Oh good. I could just chuck them in. That's it. Okay.

So the white ones are the positive and the black ones. The negative feelings so we're gonna pop in. There's different words in there such as feeling you guys abandoned or feeling energized or feeling worthy, feeling respected, just respected as got by sides right this is good. throbbing does the truth. Say yeah. Well, I'm being honest, cute girl.

Honest, when you're honest, if you don't address what's not there, you can't change it because it's still under the carpet. So when we get real and this is just going to be a bit of fun. So, I think Nikki can handle it. It's, I've seen you before. Have you ever been to workshop before? You know, okay.

All right. Have you? Okay, well, that's okay. But then she stopped working here. Yes. Yeah.

Okay. Okay. So, so right there. I just let you know. There's people that are here that have done my workshops and come back and survived. Okay, cuz they're awesome.

Yeah, I get it because I get it. I do have a lot of love in my life too. Yeah. Good. All right. All right.

Good. Yeah. All right. Let's do it. Shall we do this? Okay.

All right, I think let's just go. Okay, so, here she is. So let's do a chat. Let's have a chat. I will be the universe. I'm going to represent the universe.

And we'll meet each other for the first time. Okay. So hi, Nikki. How are you? Okay, all right. So tell me what you want in life.

Tell me. What are the things that you want? What are the things you have? You've been asking for? I've been asking for freedom. Really freedom freedom.

What does that mean to you? Freedom and what? Freedom give me some detail. Freedom in self? Yes. What does that mean?

Um and TV I would see I'm gonna have to express it. This is very, very confronting freedoms. I want to show it like self acceptance self love, appreciation, freedom feeling. You know that you're perfect just the way you are that there's nothing wrong and you you're loving yourself crazy. Complete self acceptance. Yes.

Freedom from healthy shoes. Okay, um, I've had 30 guys since I was 10. Right? So yeah. Very, very debilitating a time where and it gets you at the most inopportune times. Yeah.

So freedom from that Yes, but yeah, freedom from the basic issues of freedom from from which a basic issue, right? Freedom from the emotional turmoil. Okay, it comes with that. Yeah. Freedom from just not feeling good enough. Yeah.

So have you been asking the universe for this freedom? Is that what you mean? Have you talked to the universe? Or me so to speak? If I'm the universe? Not so.

Well. I know. I mean, you're asking a lot and we know how they know each other. Just your whole life you want transformed and we have they know each other. So what's going on here? This is you know, I give you take.

Yeah, no, no, no, no, no, it's okay. I'm here for you. I'm gonna give you everything that you asked for. I am to believe that You do know he hasn't got what you wanted up to this point have been hard up until this point. They've been hard. Alright, so this I'm doing thank you for doing this.

I'm doing this exercise to get clarity to get you thinking. Well, you know, Nikki took the time to get to know me. And you know, get to know how I function. You get to know my language. You know, we could have had a better relationship I could have helped you a lot better. Do you realize this?

You're, you're speaking the wrong language. You're speaking the wrong language. Do you love me? You're not feeling it. You're not not not feeling it? You say it.

You say you love me but I'm not feeling the love which is my Point. It's a feeling so I'm going to tell you, I'm giving you exactly what you are asking. So let me just put this here. I don't speak in words. I speak in feelings. Nikki, just get my glasses on the truth.

Feeling silenced. So I'm giving it to you, you feel silenced. This is everything that's in you. I'm giving you everything that's inside you because it's a feeling and that's how you talk to me. You talk to me in vibrations. So if you're feeling this, I'm going to give it to I speak my language is vibrational it's not words.

You feel your past hurts. Okay, that to you? Oh worries. you dislike yourself? No worries. I'll find you lots of people, other people that can help you with that.

People you feel stuck you feel stuck. I will I know people that can block your way they can come on the road and run you often confused cuz I can give you more of confused life is confusing. Feeling unresolved yeah I can give you I can certainly cater to that hardship or that's easy. Plenty of people on plenty people give you a hardship I know people I'll get them I'll get them send them right of feeling tired. I know people that will want to take your energy that would love a bit more energy, no worries, feeling betrayed, feeling suppressed, feeling poor, poor abundance, feeling insecure, hate life feeling complete. I can give you all of that because that is how I speak to you.

Then we've got three here. Unconditional Love accepted and respected. Well, they're getting a bit drowned out by all those Black Ones, so that's inside you and that face depicts it all. So, that is how you are speaking to the Universe by the vibration. So whatever is contained inside you is what you are asking for. And so that is why you're getting what you are vibrating.

I'm just trying to make the point of how the universe works. It's not a word and so and that might look simplistic and that might look but you know what, I don't want you by saying I don't want those feelings. No. So all of these, what have you done to get rid of those? What have you done to get rid of these black ones? I've been trying to do the whole positive Talking there's a word such as words, words and their words.

Yeah, it's not talking words. Yeah, they're just words. I talking vibration. What have you been doing about the vibration? Is my question. Well, there we go.

So therefore Same old, same old, same old, same old, therefore. I don't know how old you are, but you probably the same. You should have old and hot and sexy. You're welcome. I'd say you've been probably the same as you've been the last 10 years. nothing's really changed my correct.

Yeah, because this hasn't changed. In fact, this just got bigger. This just grew more patents of the same things because then because I've been sending you people to give you all that. I apologize. But that's how I operate. I'm very fair.

Yeah, may not. You might not love me so much now. You will Yes. So that is why You've got to go in and get it out. And then we need all these white lines we need. Feeling understood.

We need to start replacing them. But we have to go in, it's not going to come as seeing a movie, drinking alcohol or going out and fixing somebody else and trying to do a job that makes you feel worthy feeling can we have to fill you up inside? So it's all on the inside and then you're walking around and vibration. Just as Chris the Ranger. That was an outward thing. It was all an energy inward that he had that power.

So what are you thinking right now Nikki? Yeah, yeah, exactly. Yeah. So so I'm just trying to give the broad picture of how the universe So we're gonna do that over this next two days, we're gonna empty you out. Yeah, but it's, it's, there's a lot of hurt there. This, this can be emotional.

And it just, it's really down to you. You're ready to go through dark night of soul or go to the pain so that you can reach in and take it out because a lot of people dance around it, they just push it aside, and their bodies will automatically also get anxious before we went just before you came here. Well, that's good. They can get anxious. See, my nose is running now. This is what I do.

And that's, that's what we've got to do. So we're communicating better. We're learning the language of the universe. So is it a different concept to you? Or is that what do you think about what I've just said? make sense.

Make sense? This actually makes sense. It's logic. This is logical. So I'm not going to give you any new concepts, it's going to make sense. Or I might give you some, I might go deep and show you, you haven't looked at it this way, because you've been trained to ignore things, and I might wake you up.

But that's good. So we're going to spend this to these two days of taking all that out and and asking the universe and claiming the blocks, and then you're a conduit, and then you can ask for what you want. When if we got rid of all of this. Right? All the black you become an amazing conduit for healing you would be able to hear words and it would just change your body. There are people I've met like that, where I can say what purely words and there's so they've got themself in such a good place, that it is a word and it becomes it you might say just breathe in and breathe out your back pain and just take a deep breath and it will be Breathe out and I won't have it because I think he would be amazing.

Because the clean out the dark they will your blocks have been everything and everyone. Have you have you Really? And it's not happened? Well, maybe it just might maybe if we get rid of the black, you become the conduit for you to be free of this. What do you reckon? Bring it on.

All right. Thank you. Thank you