Good afternoon, ladies back on the first day of the rest of your life. First day of January 2019. Amazing energy's amazing excitement. I'm loving the energy of the group. You are utilizing universal laws really well universal laws are laws of energy, laws of creation laws of manifestation. And you are already blessed if you know something about these laws.

And, again, I reiterate frenzy, galas really get to learn and shift energy because we're always we need to go in we're always looking in and I'm going to go further on looking in when I when I talk about some of these patterns that some of you have had, and someone's already asked to be added So that's great. I'm going to see if I can add you cross our fingers. I'm getting more flow in how I do videos and how you know, they work I my Internet's not that great, but hey, let's power it up with our energy. I for some reason must be the area because no one else is that great around the same area. Now, all right now just, there are quite a few of you that don't have a buddy. There's a post one post in the group that says find a buddy, someone go and go in there and partner up Just say yes to someone else saying yes, if you don't have a buddy, and be proactive.

This whole 30 days will show you who you are, and show you if you sit back and don't take advantage. If you are proactive. If you have clarity on what you're asked to do. It will it will show through everything that's a weakness that you need to correct to become more abundant and Good on you for being brave enough to be out there. Although we're in a group, we're in a nice women's group, but you know, it's about getting real and I need to show you how to get real, Happy New Year to you to Ranger and everybody else. So I'm just going to have a quick look who else someone said how can you use to learn?

Lauren? Katrina, Sylvia, Renee, Sylvia, Sandra, Vicki, Renee, beautiful. Ciao. Now asked me a question. If you've got any questions throughout these 30 days, you can go in and post it under asking your question. Those questions will be answered this well throughout the 30 days and I will get to them sooner than later.

The ones that are up there now. So if you have any questions about anything, you can go in there and post it. I need to keep the group nice and clean, neat, tidy, organized. Because when there's chaos, you can't think you can't feel you can't create And we'll be talking more about that down the track through you know, one of the things that you need to do to manifest. So I'm trying to keep the group clear instructions, and I want you to see if you can be clear in the group. Because I can see some people get confused and not reading properly what's required.

All you need is to get a buddy if you don't have a buddy, go get a friend down, go get get get, get an online friend or something will come into our Facebook group and say, Hey, I need a finance buddy in our friends to killing Facebook group. You do what you've got to do, but it's about your proactiveness and not sitting back and saying, who's gonna pick me up the picker? Hello. Whoever said hello, happy new year. I can't see that name. The moment that's what you remember.

So you're going to be up the pizza up country up driving your life and don't let others People drive your life. Otherwise they will. They'll say that everyone's kind of like going in a destination and some people aren't really going anywhere. And those don't go anywhere. People say get on my bus and you come with me. So people will take you on their journey as opposed to you having your journey.

Capiche good. capiche so I'm loving the energy. And you could be, could I be living my mother's path by her? You see here? by her energy when I was younger, she would always say you wait and see when you get older. Yeah, we'll see.

That's when that's an affirmation. So we're any information that you've been told and especially told more than once. You You wait to get older. It's almost like saying you have to wait, wait, wait. So you're in a waiting game, Jody, that that affirmation is going to be reversed and read Definitely a belief systems, we're definitely removing those hidden ones. It's like sitting underneath.

And if God you feel like you've been waiting your whole life for something, well, that would be definitely an affirmation that needs to be reversed. And we start with adults, it's all going to show through. So that that was it's good to start looking at but we are gonna be looking at your affirmations I think we're going to start in affirmations tomorrow, or belief systems. I'll look at another one when Nicole said here, because I read her pattern and she said, that was judgment, the age seven and she said her mom was finding her feet as a single mom working full time so it was tough time. I can't remember how she felt or what she said but I can imagine it wasn't easy. So yeah, so so at a time if you've got struggle around you struggle goes in your energy field.

And then where she and then Nicole says money comes But I don't manage it. Well, I am stressed about my future and not having enough. So if you go back to eight, seven, your mother would have been stressed about the future. You know, she's she's just single mom, like, trying to provide for a child plus provide for itself. She's a woman. Top that energy, this is an issue and you say, Nicole, you're stressed and you don't matter.

Well, this is energies inside you. So your mother, I don't know how she managed and maybe she just managed. Maybe she says I'm just managing or barely managing or I'm not managing. And that has got a belief system in Unocal about managing money that you can't manage it because she could have said I can't manage it. This is all too much. This is what we'll be doing over the next few days.

And this is how come we're looking into life patterns. And we're the ones sitting in your energy field. I promise you, I promise, promise promise you once you identify You need to spend time you have to spend years reversing them for years because you've been, you've been spending years living those affirmations they've been all these belief systems they've been created in childhood. And then you've spent the next 2030 4050 years living them. So your neuro pathways are very thick, have a nice solid train track always go into the same direction. And we're having to like lift the train and Porter on another track and lifting the train.

Well, that takes effort and energy. So if you could imagine that's what we're doing that that's literally that's probably it. And if you spend a lot of time moving the train at some point, the train moves. And if you haven't spent time so this is why we reflect on what is it that we're being taught. And then Sandra says at that age, I don't remember. Okay, she's gonna start her healing work on that one.

Let's look here. So he says never quite enough. To cover bills and living expenses, no financial security for future guilt around money and spending money fear of not being able to earn enough. So I picked out a patent for her vulnerability age 13. And that would have I would have, she hasn't responded but when you're in that situation now you go back to that age that I've identified, and was there vulnerability was, was there stress what was going on? What was everyone feeling?

What were they saying? And a few people have said yes, I was told, you know, last night a bowl of cherries, mine doesn't grow on trees. So I have to say money's really scarce and have jumped ahead to what's coming down the track guess what this wealthy people think? They think money is easy. Easy. comes to me.

How like what a belief system. I mean, how many of you in this group of Gods easy to make, if you said it was easy to make you wouldn't be group up, you're making all your money. And this better. We all have this. This is a big one for women, men who have a, you know, a mental say like, if I'll give you a parallel though, if I said to a woman, you need to express your feelings and how you're thinking, and I'll go easy. I can express that no problem.

If I said to a guy, and I'm generalizing, express your inner feelings how you know, your emotions, describe that tell us everything that would go sango Oh, no. Oh, no, I'm gonna jump off a cliff. No, no, no, no, I have met them. And so this is so tough for them. And they can't tell some of them can't do it because it's this belief system. What they were taught to say don't be sissy.

Men don't cry. So don't feel your feelings. So all of this is just your programming. So We do not very well on an emotional camp where you got to go talk about yourself connect with everybody emotionally go deep and feelings that would go that would lose out right? That way but you would we would win that game So, so things balance out in somewhere out there. We've just got to get you with a different mindset about your money and we'll train the guys later about feelings.

I'm generalizing as you know, having a bit of a heavy bit of fun with it. Okay, so Illini said. We were told not to waste my mother had low self worth always kept giving. We were told not to waste even though we had everything what we want to we knew money was tied. I knew I had my first relationship when I was 15. Okay, so so if you're told money's tight, that means money is scarce.

And and even though you've got abundance of money, it's got no no, you know, you still Got it. That's not enough, still scarce and that will be played out in adulthood. Her pattern was victim when I sacrifice and so you still weren't allowed to have what you want even though the money's there you start still come by things. So you feel wealthy even though you might have it you You still don't buy things, but it will present a position or it'll it'll keep that status quo that there's not enough for you to feel so wealthy it always will be this kind of scenario where you go, No, go save some money because it's money's tight. It'll keep tight. I mean, I don't know what your financial situation I know you're making.

When I met you aleni she didn't she didn't. She did Reiki and didn't take any money but now she's making bucket loads, doing friends and killing good on you. mazing inspiration, Liliana and I'll say this. She works on herself when I Loading, you just feel her energy now that's a person who invest she gets up at five in the morning, meditates and does yoga. Amazing and you meet her and you go wow. But I didn't know that until I go what is behind this amazing woman and that's what's behind it.

She invest in her self and that's why she's you see her post incredible things of her journey. And, and she and she and money's coming to her easily. She invests invest, invest beautiful, I love your stories, Max. spot on with the overwhelm. So feeling overwhelmed. So if you're overwhelmed in your childhood, you keep creating an overwhelming situation.

And so I'm trying to talk and read at the same time and read over there. You'll get so overwhelmed. We'll be struggling to pay finances as well. So who remember what happened at 1230 sketchy my mom wasn't able to find a job. She was happy. She had she was happy in that she had to love my dad.

Could this be the energy that was embedded in mine? Well sketchy my mom wasn't able to find a job or wasn't and was happy to, and work job she was happy in and check your lawn are dead. Okay, so that's okay, we'll look at that scenario. So your mom can't find a job she likes. So that's what you're told you can't have what you want. And then you had to rely on somebody else.

So that will be a scenario that you keep feeling that you've got to rely on someone else for the money and that you can't really do what you want to do. You can't make money with what the way you want to make it. That's just a program because that is the reality of your childhood. Remember, the child is a takes in everything indiscriminately. It just nofilter it goes like whatever is happening is the truth. Life is tough.

Life is tough. So child, that is the belief. So that's what we're looking at. Let me see if I can I have another chat. I'll see if we can pull someone on now. Fingers crossed magic energy to bring you on.

Let's get Magdalene on. Let's see why that comes on and I'll have a look. I know it loses quality why someone's getting added so that's why I'm a little quiet. So why she's getting added Magdalene is getting added. I think also you have to have your camera landscape as well. Tina said during the age that was identified she was taken from her father without a mother's knowledge.

So how scary is that? For 30 days she did not know where my whereabouts was my constantly my father said that I'm broke around us kids. So her mom went through anxiety. Yeah. So Tina, that's a big stress. So connection fail.

So try one more. That's looking like my uploads really bad. I may have to move, go might have to go to shopping center next time because the internet isn't being tapped. I'm pulling in you, Rene. I'm adding you now let's just see if we can add Rene. It just doesn't seem to be enough.

Charging enough last to be exhausted the energy around but keeps in you can see the light keeps going on and off. It's like it's not every time I do a video that you see these light as the lights going, I don't know, energy flow to energy of putting the energy to bring her nyame and Okay, so Robin said mom had to go to work because dad was too stupid and not able to earn enough to support six kids hence I have always supported me and financially And rescue them financially. Robin, good, good, good f&e. And also, I noticed you're always taking care of everybody else. You're always going, Hey, you come over here, you need to put your energy into you because you you lose some of your energy and helping everybody else so much. So didn't get an answer from Rene.

So okay, so I'll try I'll change locations next time I'll do a live video and bring you on just because it's not I get a different internet. You do need to then see you do exactly the same pattern, don't you? Exactly. And this is what's so beautiful about you up to these patterns that you will learn that you learned and we're programmed just a program. Like we have a computer and we're going to pull out these programs about money. So Vicki says I have a lot of anxiety around money and the worry of not having enough And running out or being able to support my children.

Yeah, okay, well, you need to go back to that age and look at what was going on and the stress around the money. And it's deliberately once you see how the game of life is played, you can pull yourself off the game. And when you get rid of the fear, and you're going to be doing this this whole month, when we get on to fears, we'll get you concentrating on not having one fear, not one fear, and then you create a feeling tomorrow, it becomes peelers. As liberating, you don't even know how good you can feel. You need to understand that wasted emotion is negative emotion wasted. In fact, it's detrimental.

It's like you're drinking poison, but elevating yourself above that is a whole other thing. That's why you need every help every bit of help you can get in healing your path Releasing the traumas from your past is a big part of moving through things pretty quickly. All right, well, I will I will see if I can do a different location to get better internet so I can add you on next time. It just seems to be chugging. So we will finish up. And don't forget place all your questions in ask a question.

Tonight I will post tomorrow's video and PDF or it'll be the information tonight I'll post it in the group so that when you get up in the morning, you can start it anytime you like and I will also put it in the members area so that if you log into forensic healing, calm, you can also access it there. And we will be adding extra it's a video. So Sue says my age was 14 worthless. My witness at 14 was already The time my mom and dad were arguing I joined it and dad said I was like my mother, he threw his plated dinner against the wall, the first sign of violence from my father. He was because he's such a gentle man. Wow, we see that.

So that would have impacted you if you've got a quiet father. And then out of the blue, he throws a plate of food against the wall and then says you're just like your mother that's shocked you into something. And so when they're arguing, yeah, so interesting. Yeah. So you inside yourself. You have a lot of conflict about not being a bit like your mother or not appearing like your mother.

And yet you want to be like her or yet there's all this conflict we go inside you sue, because you will be like demoted in some ways. But you may have said don't ever be like your mom or don't ever argue or what this is there's a there's a lot of shock in your end impacting Nobody from that your mom has low self worth yeah interesting though see that can really mess you up so you're gonna have to look at that and see them what it programmed us to out what would they argue about was about money normally it's about money don't buy this or can't afford that and it's normally most arguments in families are about money yeah when you see the bigger picture you see that it's actually a there's there's an agenda running you get really clear about it because I don't watch TV.

I used to I will flick it on just when I might sit down just to watch just something like but or I put it on and then I'll screw you know, use my computer to fix something up from my computer. However, the more I flick over the channels, the more horror is on there's just horror, horror horror, and there is nothing uplifting really, really nothing uplifting. And it's disgusting. In fact, it's really disgusting. It's all murder stories and always crime stories and just a lot of programming of horrible things. And, and I'm not the only one that says that.

Imagine if they and the news is just disgusting. Imagine if they just spread words of Look how beautiful the planet is. Look at these amazing people doing these amazing things to heal the planet. Imagine, imagine if they broadcast all of that everyone would be thinking in their mind. That's a great idea. I might join them hey, that's a great idea.

I might do something to it was spread humanity right because wherever you broadcast is it's it's an energy field. But of course they're not doing that they do the absolute opposite. There's nothing there's nothing about you law of attraction. There isn't why would we want to educate everybody on being healthier, buy their minds, it's really not there when you get to see that someone else has really got an agenda. And you've got to over supersede, you've got to see the game and pull yourself off this game. Find out the rules, how it's played, and then remove it or remove yourself from the game and you have all the power.

Now we all know when you have no fear when all your fears are released, and when you are recognizing that you are the creator of your life, and take that power back. So we're going to be watching what you say and how you interact. And do stand up show yourself which is great. Celebrate every time a good thing every big, tiny or whatever, anything that's good you celebrate and a lot of you are already doing that. So everybody together is fueling everybody for manifestation. This is super powerful.

All right. So thank you for tuning in today on the first of January, I will drop in tomorrow. As a live stream I'll try a different location. But you will have already got pre created video and a PDF for you to start working on. I'm pretty sure tomorrow's belief systems, okay, love each speak to have an abundant, magnificent magical day and we'll speak soon