Okay, that's better. Um, um, lots shifting. Lots of very deep, very deep. Yeah, just going through a wave of emotions up and down at the moment. Yeah. And and be okay with that too.

I am okay with it. I'm writing it. I'm acknowledging that it's there and that it needs to be shifted. So yeah. Beautiful. So just the Jodi and really deserve to be free and have abundance law back to you know, you keep tracking yourself.

Oh, can I ask you then what is the main thing You've shifted, what is the main thing that's sort of brought to your awareness and something that you've seen has been a major reason why it's kept you stuck? actually funny, you should say that it's when we did the decision model. I realized there's a patent on how I actually make decisions. That's really not helping. yet. Yeah, it's a really recurring patent, and it always turns out negative.

And I thought, Okay, well, this time, we need to shift that and move it and change the way we make decisions. Yeah, did you make decisions? Well, normally, I would just not think anything through in a negative way, or just go, Oh, well, I just I need to go that way. Because that's the way you know, it's, it's safe to go that way. You know, so every time it was out of fear, oh, and it never turned out because it was out of fear. So, yes, and being a forensic killer.

You know, this is the thing about forensic healing. This is the beautiful thing about people that come back and repeat and keep looking at treating clients treating themselves. Worship is gonna give us a look at like, on day seven, year one, year two, year three, it's a, it's a continual awakening of seeing, because if you really analyze your decision making would be that you would see that there's energy behind all of that, you know, you'd be going well, okay, so I've done forensic healing. So what's the energy behind help? Which is set up a level two look at Yeah, yeah, that's what I'm doing now is like looking at what's the end Behind that fear. Where's that coming from?

And I know where that's coming from. Yeah. Not only that, though, I mean, the energy behind how you make a decision. Yeah. So, you know, it's like saying that's like a decision or make a decision on not what I cut, not what I would do videos, I'll say, okay, so if I make this decision, this is, this is what the energy adds up to. And I've got to do what comfortable and not comfortable I've got to do that vision.

Just because it's the mathematical equation is the size. I've got to move myself out of it comfortable and not comfortable. And I've, I keep looking at I go with the, you know, I don't particularly for people that I have around me. I like as much as I like them as much as whatever if I continue to have them around me And they treat me spray or maybe that whatever for whatever reason. They're not even half of them around, sometimes around away. And away I go that gets in my energy field.

And that will not that's not my success. That's what lead me because it's cost me so I'm all in Yeah. Said. So yes, that's how I'm always looking at it. But that's a great epiphany then. Yeah, absolutely.

Absolutely. Because decision making is why you are where you are. Yeah. And that's why I went right deep into that module because I thought, I know it's my decisions, and why am I making these decisions? And yeah, sir. Yes.

And I'm very fortunate that I have been mentored by a guy that was outside of the box is very entrepreneurial, and very male in the way of thinking which is what we lack. You know, he was He would show my missus by others watch him and teach me how to think better, like an entrepreneur and like a wealthy person, because he, he or she had a nice balanced upbringing and his dad was, you know, ran his own business and he would run his own businesses and then you know, he was the one that created for happy create frenzy killing us one that name that that's my ex. So, so I would look at, I was very blessed. I actually feel the universe unfortunately, used to be a little it's almost like the hell I was put with me. While we weren't a very good match in a way of we were a good match in the way of energy and a good way that we got each other.

We understood each other in some ways, but bad in the way that I wouldn't let him get away with his negative ways and blaming ways who I was was always a blank name. That match wasn't good. Sounds a little bit going a bit funny. Okay. I'm cutting in and out, was it? I was trying to get a microphone before we started now can you hear me?

Yeah, now it's better. Okay. I just pulled my phone out. All right. Great. Well, that's a really good thing to see.

Okay, let's go over to any questions or anything you want to ask? No, it's been awesome to really learn about myself again and again. Oh, god, it's never ending. I'm learning it when we're never done. takes you to the next level. so fantastic.

Okay, good. So we've got limi now. Selena Hello lovely. How are you? Excellent, excellent. You are excellent.

I kind of slip your I slip in knowing you in some of my videos I I'm not you know, I don't want to. I mean I'm happy to I this is still Alenia. I talk about my videos when I talk about what's behind the amazing woman and How come she's so successful. So tell me again, so just so I know quite clearly, what do you do every morning? Every day I wake up at 430 and I do you as early. I wake up at 430 and then I meditate till about 525 and then I get ready and go for yoga class at six o'clock.

And six to seven I do my yoga. And then I come home and then I start my day How long have you been doing that for Oh About eight, nine years, but more so in the last four, four years, a lot more dedicated the last four years. Well, she was even doing when she was on the iframe training and then come out at 70 live training in Sydney. And like, that's extraordinary. That's really a commitment on on your energy. And have you noticed that changes your life when you really invest in your energy?

Definitely, definitely. And I am amazed as as to how people find out about me even this morning, I got a message from someone in India, I don't even know and he said, I checked your reviews and I really want to book a session for myself and my friend and I'm like, why did you get to know about me and he said, he says I saw all the reviews and that made me want to book a session. meet you. And I was so happy. Where are your reviews? on my Facebook page and also on my website, but more so on my Facebook page?

Oh, that's that's really amazing. I want to say something very sad. So when I was doing the abundance, the 30 day one I was checking to see Tracy's my body. And so I was talking to her and I said, I want to do healing on myself to see what's blocking me. You know, moving forward, and I did a healing on Monday. You wouldn't believe it.

You know how my dog has been sick, and he picked up and he was walking, and on Monday I did a healing and on Tuesday he didn't want to walk or nothing at all. And Wednesday early morning around 1230 he passed away I don't know whether because he was clinging on to me it I'm he's 17 years and the weight said to me put him down and I was like, I don't know. I don't know about that. And I was clinging on to him and he was clinging on to me as well. And I did a healing on Monday. And I don't know what happened.

But he I know he was on his way out, but he was struggling to walk. But the last week he walked, he showed me that he can do it. But after that Monday, he just, he just didn't want to walk because he had an enlarged heart and fluid was getting collected in his tummy and in his body. So I miss him so much because it's only been not even a week. I think I spent a lot of time looking after him and neglecting myself as well. Sometimes Because he was really weak so and I spent about four or five hours some days looking after him, just taking care of him.

What what sort of message do you get out of all of that? I think it was me clinging on to him and not wanting to let go. And that was the message for me. Because it was me who was not letting go as well. More than him. Yeah, I got I got the impression that you know, I mean, I know I know we love them peak is on the biggest animal lover around to it's sort of it's almost like we have to rise up and go, you know that fear time they need to go.

Because I did I got that impression when I mentioned it. Maybe it's Yes. If you did, Yes, you did. You perform very cool. Miracles, they got him up walking, but then we just do back at we're still back at he had to go and the thing was Yeah, it's a very spiritual, it's a very spiritual thing to be able to let go of, you know, the loved ones and, and be able to you know you're you're obviously there was something that he represented to you that was profound and I think you need to look at I mean what we love them so much but being spiritual being it's been just moving past. And look, I'm not saying you're not going to miss him or anything like that, but it's almost like looking at it from looking at him saying, you know, peace, peace for him and peace for him.

His time is now and that's the humane thing. I mean, I'm not saying you didn't try and take care of him and I'm just sort of just trying to get you raising spiritually yes And also the thing is when they get to 17 we get prepared that you know there is not sudden he's he's tasty time is coming and you get prepared to know that you will be saying goodbye what was that you're gonna look at it What did he represent for you leaning? What was it you're hanging on to? The love. It's the love of God and unconditional love He gave me I think at times I have a very loving husband and very loving son. But at times I tend to just do things to make them happy not put my needs first.

So you Okay, so what if you're like a real care which you on a real giver? It's almost like He manifested you to do that job again and then you know, to spend all that time and you had that worry of going over to India why he was unwell and he had all of that that's so much extra stress. Yes. And and then it you know, you go through all that now he's he's, he's put down. I didn't have to put him down. He died.

He died. Yes. He died in, in our bedroom my bed he sleeps in my bedroom so he dies. So did he die in pain? Not Actually no, because I did a Reiki session with him just before I went to bed at 1130 and 1220. He I woke up for his breathing, heavy breathing, and I got up and I sat down and I I don't know, I didn't know that it was his last few moments.

I started putting my hand on him to send some energy to him. And within that few minutes, he took his last spreads and we went very Yeah, he went very peacefully. So, you went peacefully? Yeah. And me and my husband both were holding him. Oh, at that time.

Oh, well, okay. So then as you're giving now the unconditional love to yourself, and then unconditional love will be the shift. Yes. That's sort of interesting. It's sort of it's, it's the, it's the universal law when you're looking for just ways to keep giving and not not receiving yourself and not giving yourself. It's not a balance in abundance, although you might have a but you've got an abundance of helping people and take them out there.

A lot of them probably aren't paid by the dog wasn't paid, but you've probably be doing. Your energy's going out more than it's coming in. Yes. So, I think that's some clarity on that and bless you and sue for being so kind to your dog and bless you for everything you do. Thank you Marisa, thank you for supporting and helping me my god bless So much from you. Amazing, amazing woman, you are blessed.

Thank you. Thank you. Oh, dude, do you have any questions or anything that you need? No, I'm going through the same work. You know, the work and I'm clearing stuff. And this is your decision making is a big thing for me as well because I make my decisions based on my husband's and my son's happiness.

I always make decisions on their convenience, their happiness. basing it so, you know, the more I make decisions, I actually make decisions. I actually, although I'll take into account other people's views, but I noticed how I make decisions that are actually contrary to what the experts tell me I was told the caretaker who was in this has been taken care of this building. He says you don't move back to where you are because this section where I am now he's had a lot of issues and there's Bit of crazy people and noise and all this kind of stuff and where I was at that park it was always just facing the park and away from everything and I go that it goes on and we burn and I go and I just always in pay attention because my gut was saying no I've got to come back in a sequin quiet to where I am here and it's the most I'll just I was I'll just give you him coming out I don't know if you could see that.

Can you see anything? Oh I don't know but and it's quiet we're not what we're on a Sunday afternoon as quiet as a pull down there and I but I just there's just so many things that I get told and I just need the real estate angels told me to do this and then I go Nope, nope, no. And it's funny that the more I realized how I can make my own decisions and that I weighed them out of my gut something the least I stressed about what someone else is saying after wellness through first your freedom you go you get used to it. Knowing that your gut and your instincts are now always right I love it to send you free because then you don't get so stressed you just know in your heart so something to practice okay so that it will be part of the reason for an abundance block is because you are helping others and I was actually talking to someone else I said to a mother I said you help make everyone else's dreams come true you're the dream maker for everybody else.

Where's your dream? Yeah. And she goes that really hit her she goes yeah, I don't even know what my dream is because I've given out so much Okay, so that's gonna ruffle a few Fred feathers if you change sometimes it can if they're so used to you being a certain way. Do you think you do you think you can look at your decisions down and then pay attention? I think they wouldn't mind. It's just me thinking I need to do that to make them happy.

So I'm starting to change. They can see that too. I'll tell you one thing. It's not if you look at the universal laws, you have to if you want what you want, if you want freedom and your abundance and you actually don't help others become their true self, if you're always helping them, like, you know, you don't let them get empowered. They should be learning to be empowered. Yep, definitely.

We're enablers of keeping of stopping people from growing while we keep on you know, what they can do. Okay, good. Thank you. Okay. So, Eva. Hello, lovely.

And hello. Yeah. Yep. Excellent. How are we? Good, good.

So are you up to how's your abundance going? Pam will loving it Marisa I have had the negative life patent potential come up at age 11. And there was a lot of obvious things that I've known for some time, I guess with the low self worth and this sort of thing and experience at school we've been humiliated in class and, and the nuns and, and stuff like this. But one thing I have discovered was a situation when I was in a singing group, and we got to sing at the town hall. And my my dad didn't come to the town hall to see and and watch and now I'm feeling emotional. So and that's how I've come to realize actually that that's the key pivotal thing for me.

Cuz what that represented was, I wasn't worthy enough it wasn't my achievement if you like wasn't celebrated. And so moving forward with all of that. I haven't reached my potential because why achieve anything? I just lived small in that respect. And so you're a citizen. Now I've made it here.

What's the use? Like no one sees it. Yeah, exactly. And I, I have felt like that over over the years. So I some years ago, I graded black belt in karate after eight years of training and there was no family and friends there. There were just the karate, karate people we feel like so my weekly instructor was like, hey, go Eva, you know, as I was going up the front to receive my certificate or whatever, but my parents weren't there.

My father wasn't there. So what was the missing link? And it was like, Yeah, well, piece of paper, whatever. I just had a feeling with it, you know, so it's kind of been the pivotal thing for me. And because I've learned so much Over the last four or five years with my journey with Brenda Keeling, that's kind of been a key key thing because there's just like that something that invisible something and it's a big something when it when we're talking about potential and, and you know, and so yeah, that's kind of been a big one. So the exercises that we've done since then have been quite good to change my habits to exercise things so I can move forward, you know, after this 30 days to achieve my goals and so forth because I do have a lot of ideas and goals and plans and things I want to do, but I've just had that block there.

So I feel good about my future to have that special. Yeah, well, we'll Yes, you've now got, no one will be stuck there can you can do the 30 day again and we haven't finished it yet, which gets me one more action orientated and how to go forward. So Yeah, that's good. That's really yeah, that's a really important thing to see where that block was and now you're gonna have to give it to yourself and celebrate. You know, you're amazing. Yes.

And yeah, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So So what I do in my work, I guess is not relating to other people now it's just just me so I have to celebrate it in myself. And of course, we're not celebrated in others that kind of comes back so it'll you know, now that I've kind of knocked that one on the head. I think moving forward will be good.

Yes, that's well, we'll we're going to celebrate your epiphany and celebrate that moment that you now realize, and that and we're going to tell that little girl amazing job like you're going to say to yourself chiva You're amazing. Look, what you've achieved is fine on look and imagine when you shift your energy even more, imagine what you're going to do with more freedom in your energy field. Good. On your iva, yeah. Thanks, Marie. Sir.

And I guess, being quite reflective on my whole forensic healing journey, which started back in 2013. But I think 2014 was when I got the essentials online. And, and you've heard this story before, it's when I went bankrupt and then I learned through the soul module that I was bankrupt on a soul level first and all this other bankruptcy stuff manifested. But in that time, when I moved back to Brisbane in the 2015, and I got to go to Fraser Keeling live that year, I've flown into state quite a number of times, I've seen my family I've reconnected with so many people and family, etc. And I'm going to the UK in June, and my certainly my life has turned around. So thank you for itself and healing.

And yeah, by, you know, but don't have millions But I certainly do feel the reaches you know you yeah that's amazing thank you so much and you and you have more peace in your heart The more peace will bring you more abundances how that reflects yep I did notice they gave you you added some gifts that they gave you some money so you know and oh yes they guess they said that's kind of like amazing yeah my my dad is generous but I kind of you know maybe partly I will Academy knew that perhaps when it got closer to my new KTP might give me a few dollars but when I was there at Christmas he said hey this is for you and it was an envelope with $1,000 in it and that certainly nothing to be sneezed dex was cheering Oh my you wouldn't have expected that.

No, it's a lot. Haha, well not with Christmas And anyway, who is the next dress great Do you have any questions or anything? I'm not any questions specifically, I don't think at this time I'm just going through the days and yeah, and just working through it really and Yeah. Just trying to my day and my routine to incorporate new things, you know? Yeah. Yeah.

Beautiful. You are so well, good on you, Eva, for you. Thank you. Welcome. Thank you. Welcome.

Lovely. Bless you. Let's go to Lisa. Lisa. You want Lisa? Okay.

I'm sorry. I think dealing with a four year old How are you? Good. How are you traveling? Lovely. Yeah, good.

I'm absolutely loving the challenges. Can you hear me okay? Yes, yes. There's some I've been on Skype this way so um, yes, sir, I think I can't wait. I can't think with challenges a thing, but when I start to get anxious or my stomach starts getting butterflies in it and I know that I needed to go in and do a healing on myself. The last time I've done was with regards to women watch Bob Proctor.

When he says, Do I want to live my ultimate life in financial abundance? And I thought, Yes, I do. So I went into the healing on that and it came out with a wise woman as the archetype and my neglect patterns were hopeless and life purpose. So I did some serious work on that that was with regards to the soul. I haven't touched on the soul size of my friends or killing studies, yet So that was a big one, too. Yes.

Yeah, no, but when you look at Bob Proctor, you'll see he is the end result of someone that spent his life studying, looking, researching, elevating, changing. He see he said, in product, you can just see that because I see that but also I know have you heard of mind Valley? Briefly? Yes, well, mind Valley is an organization and they're like up there with the number one, organizations that do a lot of self development, spiritual stuff, and vision who had started that whole company, you know, started sort of a probably nice home and then move to a little gritty office somewhere, but now he's just gone huge. And he interviews you know, the top people around the world and he does online courses. Well, he said he was doing some work with Bob Proctor computer work.

He hadn't quite moved himself and into what he's doing now. But he's talked about how he started to meditate. And that helped him with his sales when everything was tough because he was Couch Surfing for a while. So he talks about this tough journey he did. But he said that Bob Proctor kick disaster in the way that he thought he was doing really well. And Bob's like, well, what are you doing and sort of started to pull him up on his vision wasn't big enough.

And it was. So when you also I heard that story about Bob Proctor and thinking back then he changed he changed visions life now vision is a huge vision. If you know what he does, in running mind Valley and it's sort of a bit like Google in a way but not as big but in the way of, you know, their fire environment and all that kind of thing. So yes, I love that he wants you realize that your belief system will create the outcome. That's what it's done for Bob. The belief systems create his outcomes and measure If you had this much like imagine this outcome, okay, I want to go I want to go create a huge Healing Center right in the middle of Villa Peru.

And I want to have people come there internationally, and I want to generate, you know, good good income from that. So, and that feels right. Yep. That's what I really want. That feels good. So imagine if I say that believe that.

Feel that? If I have the mindset, the belief that then I can now that I've made that decision, I'm really the person will be truth. Well, amazing. Morning. I see a microphone on. Okay, thanks.

So I'm just sort of saying that's now his belief system. That's a bit like you I watch people with a belief system saying on universals oil supplies, it always does. And it does because that's been their belief since childhood. So What and I would love to really and that's the belief system that I'm, I mean, it's come true for me but I haven't I haven't taken note of just how powerful that can be and watching Bob, the way he operates is is really beyond extraordinary. So, Lisa, so tell me, what have you learned most? What have you shifted most in?

Well, I also did another one on around decision making the other day. So I've had a couple of clients have been trying to see me and I booked them in and with general life with children. I'm just trying to fit life in basically having a stepdaughter as well. So she's here part time during the holiday. Yeah, you got school holidays. The holidays.

Yes. So I've had to say my clients are gonna work these days these days. These days. You need to work around this And I've had one who's actually rescheduled three times. So I had to I decided that I needed to do a healing around decision making. Because I, you know, sometimes getting lost, you know, restarting my healing business.

So I get people in, and they just cancel on me. So I'm like, why did I do that? I know that I used to do it a lot, many, many years ago, due to health reasons, but have worked on the health reasons. So now it's I suppose working on the energy reasons behind Can I ask you a question? Do you make decisions that are good for you? Have you been?

Is that your history? Yes, I do. Um, and then I usually go to change due to family reasons, which frustrates the hell out of me. Okay, so that's interesting. So probably these people, these clients That canceled Something came up for them is that what they've why they canceled another an outside influence? Yeah well it could be Yeah, absolutely.

So okay so then alright so let's take a look at that one Do you know why they had did you work it out why that happens? Yeah I do that was it was the archetype is the ruler. Maybe life pattern was potential and guilt the emotion was feel and feeling safe and went into guards, emotions and attachments went into the cell future. So protection cell imprisonment, so commenting on the cell phone sending false and the martyr complex. So I find that for me, and then I usually need to change them to suit everybody else. Okay, there we go.

That's what you do. So don't really You don't really you make that but then you just don't follow through how Yeah, I've been trying to and I'm getting a lot of resistance you know what I saw someone say I don't don't use try I don't even use that word is not to be used or that sorry, what word you're not to use the word try to try says that you're really not going to succeed. Okay? So to do that, it's like here's my plan. This is how it's going and that's it everyone's ticked off kind of thing. You're not as deliberate you try not trying is only for that's not to say you never made a successful person that uses that word.

Try that let's try and get it done. They just come getting it done. Bob Proctor wouldn't even wouldn't be in his dictionary wouldn't even know the word is because Okay, is I'll attempt to but why won't get it done. That's really What that says, okay, beautiful Thank you. And and that might be about your self worth in your need to have to help others and your need to have to feel more worthy because you can help others and put yourself second, and that would also come back to childhood. Yes.

All right. Thank you. Well, that's Yeah, so that's a beautiful way when you have clients and you keep getting the same thing. It's actually reflecting you so the universe wants to tell you something beautiful. I did a healing on that the other day. So um, yeah, it felt really once I'd done it.

Yeah, I'd say and not only do you do healing, but you have to also put into action and have a plan of action of making sure that it's not a traumatic as this is how it's going. This is the schedule. This is the plan. That's right. And that's when they hit when it should hit the fan. You're busting stuff.

Yeah, you're busting up stuff. But you see if you don't do it at some point, you know, even though he A fan you go right when you're dealing with hitting the fan, I'm not doing hitting the fan stuff anymore because I am dealing with that's what I would always do that always deal with hitting the fan, but then they decide to give it up and now the universe is actually working for them. All right, good stuff. You know, I'm loving it, sharing everything. I love getting out in the morning and just, you know, checking on the homework, getting into it, getting it done. And then, you know, doing the healings on myself when I needed to.

Yes, so great. That's so great. Am I yeah, gone. I didn't realize how many layers there was with regards to this for me with financial abundance. Yeah, really? Yeah.

It'll, it'll manifest in your abundance level. So there'll be a load of levels. If you've got a lot of resistance and getting abundance and if you don't, then it'll be way less. That's just really how it will work. Absolutely Thank you, Melissa. Hey, Lisa.

Okay, you take care. All right, good. So now let's go to renew. So can you see me or if I just got my face up, and now your video is off, we can see you. Okay, video. Oh, there we go.

Thank you. Are you my tech girl? Like I just have to say reinjure like she's she's like the angel that I just need help with. There we go on the back on. happy to help. Thank you so much.

So how are you feeling? I'm loving it. So for the last few days I've actually been very, very tired, but I'm blaming that on heat. Nothing to do with any healing that we did with Lenny last on 16th I think it was Wednesday. Yes. And sorry.

15. That wasn't Tuesday. But last week, I was very much on track. I was because I thought work at 630 in the morning. I was at work and I would just listen to your video as I go to work and do nothing but that thing I actually did, but I was basically taking actions. What you were talking about.

In the challenges without actually reading it. So I think it was on 16th was the decision making, I had not read or heard your video at all. And I decided to join epic seven day life after a lot of contemplation before that. So that was very clear. And then I happen to speak to Sylvia afterwards and Sylvia goes to me, did you hear what Maria said, Did you listen to Brooke vs video? And I'm like, No, I haven't been in and out of the meeting rooms all day today.

And I haven't and she was like, and you made a decision? And I'm like, Yes, I just said, it just feels right. It just felt like so I did it. And I reached out to the forensic healing admin team, and they were happy to help me with a payment plan. So that worked out really well. Very, very thankful for that.

Yeah, after that, it was very much it was very smooth sailing. So before you could actually say something in your video, I was already taking action. So I was very excited. Very excited. Just hang on I'll just tell you why I'm excited for you. You're highly sensitive to energy that means that you energy enters you.

This is thoughts This is everyone's energy, all entities so you are easily because you're young and the younger easily more easily transformed because we've got less patents to undo. So this is exciting for you, you will make amazing transformations because this is what's most important that no one really realizes. So you already ahead of the game this is when you go I already made that decision before even heard about decision making. That's sort of indicative of how amazing Your life will be just using the energy and getting it right for yourself. So good on you gone sorry. And there's been a lot of I've had if it's a repeating pattern, for some reason, 739.8 zeros kept coming up before I made that decision.

Guess how much the payment plan for the healing was broken down into $739 point you're kidding. Okay. That's amazing. But fat breakdown and some beers like you have to ask. And I even told Lisa before I visited her on Tuesday, I said, well, towards the end of the healing remember you said you had that essential oil put over me. And I said, hang on, I smelled exactly the same smell before I was coming towards you around the train station where there's basically no way you can really smell it.

Really. This is why you're going to eat this stuff up. You see, this is just a match. It's just perfect and ah so excited. I am to I'm really looking forward like as I'm saying, I'm actually shaking. It's It was very it was it was an awesome week last week for me in that manner.

Um, towards the end of the week, but I started having a lot of gaps. Not really dead, but I had like this feeling in my heart like it was clenching sort of thing. But and I didn't know if it was my gut feeling or if that was just registers. I could not tell what it was. And I it just drains me out and I went to sleep off on Friday and Saturday yesterday. And there was something that I acted last week was we got told at work that from my from what they might not have the job.

And when they gave us a news, I think previously I would have acted or panicky, a lot of fair probably score at that maybe. But I didn't do anything. I just kept laughing at the face this time. Oh, good, daddy. So you releasing the fears that if you're not changing your future, because those because what shows up right now is a fear that you've had in your body so you changing the whole ways operating means that your tomorrow your next week or next month will be without fear. So therefore, it won't be hard.

It'll be easier and universal. Have your back We're deliberately programmed with fears so that we don't use the universe, we don't access it. And to live fearlessly or just not have any fear, in spite of is, is actually now where I'm at now. It's quite amazing. The universe, though, pushes you the only way to get rid of your fear is to get pushed into fear that you then react differently. So you know what now I'm going to rise above it.

So beautiful. You watch your beat. Yeah. There's, everyone's going to have amazing things. But you're you you just jumped in and now you're all in and it'll all go well. I do.

I do want to learn how to differentiate between the gut feeling the instinct, and actually something else. If it's a resistance, I do want to learn that. Sometimes, you know, if it's if there's some bad news coming up, sometimes you can just know that. So yes, and that's what this whole journey will be about. You'll get to learn that and it is this lesson. You start to feel and you go, what I really mean what am I being guided to do?

That is a skill and that is that process so you'll definitely become clearer with that. Thank you. Okay. All right, beautiful. So we have this over there. I can't sit tight.

I know how she we've got Lu chia, chia childhood chia. Ciao bella. Ciao, Marisa. Hi everyone. How are you? It's good to be up in a book about me.

Taking the time. I very rarely speak at these days to since my parents passed away on I don't get the chance. I wasn't very good at it before so why push it now? She's because I'm gonna pile up Paula. paranoid. No, Paula Talia.

No, I don't know. I forgotten that too. So all good. So how are you lovely How you doing? Reading. And it's really good.

I've had a little bit of a sore hip on the right side. And so I spoke to you through a text on one of the pages last week, and we did a patenting of 12 years old, that came up, and I did a healing on that one and released it. And then straight after that, I'm still going through a bit of the releasing of, I ended up with a flow. So I thought, well, this was a really nice way to cleanse the body, because it's gone into, okay, I'm in resistance. I know I have to push myself with ease and grace, but my body is reflecting in the saboteur. So I've had that sort of come up, and I'm just today is much better than when I have a sense of it.

Yeah. Okay. I'll just tell you more about what what can be happening as well. Do you know what happened at 12 years of age? I couldn't pin anything specifically, but what I did Right around from the beginning of what you had said, at the age of 15. And then you said the age of 12.

All that period was a bit crazy around my father, my father carried the energy of manic. And many years later, I went through a very severe depression, which doctors had put me in hospital stating that I had a manic disposition in my mind. I understood it after many years of realizing that that was just a title that they had to give me because they didn't understand. And it was just my sensitivity, blown up to the proportion that I could sense everything so my psychic energies were really quick to see the Dark Side of Life and see the light side of life. And and I realized that I needed to heal this all I had to do was put my faith in my complete creative beingness that all I had to do was understand that always In trauma, and heal the trauma and everything will come back to balance, which is what I've been doing so roughly around that 12 years old would have been when I got my periods when I was starting to go into that sort of hormonal situation, seeing where my dad was seeing how he treated my mom.

And then seeing the complete split between his mind and being able to bring him from a manic state back into a passive state. So I was doing it under fear, because I didn't like what he used to do to my mom. Obviously, that trauma was sort of set inside me. And just when you said this, the age 12 last week, I watched this TV show when I feel sometimes movies can really trigger us, and it was called manic. And I know I know and I watched it and the first time was there was a young man he knows and though the father was grooming him and saying, but you never going to be believed because you have been in a hospital and something triggered that night. And that's when the hip went and it was all sort of like, oh, okay, so people won't believe me.

And that's sort of what I can only understand from that 12 year old people don't believe this chaos. And this and because I can rise above it, but it still has stalled itself in the body, and hence why I got this flu as well that sort of purging those toxins. So it's been a magical moment. Absolutely, man. How are you magic? Thank you, as we won't ask me down.

Thank you. Are you so adorable Can I just say also when when you do that, that hip area is probably a weak, weak area in your body, or when did you know for some reason or another whether it's could have you know, also move forward. Whether it's an accident where you've had or just an area that seems to whether your mum's got hip stuff, but what happens is because toxins that we ingest, and that we get through vaccinations and all, you know, of course, all that crap that that gets thrown in the environment, they will go to the weakest areas. So when you release thick, releasing the hip pain, it's unreleased of toxins and the toxins run your immune system down because they're full of heavy metals and stuff. And especially if you start getting emotional, and especially if you feel like even emotionally unbalanced as well with your flu symptoms.

Yeah, I've been quite balanced and everything else is quite interesting because going through the abundance courses is brought up these layers that I've really wanted to do the soul module, the last one that you put together, and I have to laugh because I think it's comical. I've been doing this for 20 days. And currently enjoying the layers that have been coming through. immensely grateful. And I think your cutoff point of the sale is tomorrow, between Yes, not mistaken. Well, even.

No, no, no, it's 23rd. So you still there a few days, even today, the 20th day into it, my brain goes, but I can't afford it. And I've just, I'm laughing inside because I don't even believe what I'm saying. So it's just because I've wanted to do it and, you know, and you've got a great sound yet time early. And I'm thinking to myself, how ridiculous for 400 odd dollars, which is, you know, basically not to say something, you can also do the monthly repayments, which is still 20% of that, so you have to pay the total amount upfront. Well, they I didn't realize that one.

So that's like, you divide Americans a little bit more, but you divide that in is what is it three, I think it's three payments and so that's around Around 160 or 70 or something a month, which is Yeah, it's there's no excuse for it. So I've really have enjoyed hearing myself thinking that way and I'm thinking well that's there's something in the soul module that's obviously that I haven't been able to tap in by myself that will actually free me and I've been getting to this point of well I can tap into the universe and find out what that is because I've been always guided and supported immensely grateful for all the gifts that have come to me so freely answer joyfully, I done the forensic healing with yourself which reassured all the layers that already had known since a child so you know, I've been you know, I don't want to sound up there but in my my whole heart, I know that I'm on level guys.

And yet, I know that one close There must be something in there that I don't know that I haven't been able to access by myself that lights actually benchmark so is your life How are you free like you want it so if you still got hit fine if you feel good all that then then then life is showing you otherwise. And I myself will say that module I had no clue that we could there's so much that can be done to our soul and the absolute miracle to me, my life in my life itself. So transformed but I wasn't even aware of this stuff that can be done. The sub module is not is a completely other level of the final level to how we are put on the matrix and even Christopher your, you know, got religion in your in your background. There's crucifixion implants that are on the left side of the body that get programmed is and they keep us never they can keep you never really being successful because if you're there to be a martyr, then success is your freedom sort of thing.

So this So many ways that I can't even begin to tell them to you that in fact, if you if you might have that martyr crucifixion kind of thing in you, because it's almost like against your belief system or who you are, because I can see you as a very religious person in a past level, and almost be like, Oh, no, I will then who will I be if I become successful and I have money, will I really be looked as still a good person, then that is why there's some sort of sabotage running up to the sun module is nothing short of extraordinary and it's not really me. It's because you know, I found information and I've just sort of worked out how to put it in a process to take off each other but it's not like that. I'm the brains that go ahead.

Wrong channel. To me. I was given the person that already done the study and the most amazing it's almost like she's done a triple thesis on the whole planet. All the other beautiful thing is I saw the matrix when I did the I watched When I asked and I could look out to the sky, I saw the actual lines that they put on us or on the planet was amazing. So I know I'll be doing a half promise I will be purchasing as we finish this one. Are you painted your earth?

No, I did it in Perth, but I live in Tasmania. Oh, lights. Oh, I kept thinking okay. Yeah, I thought I used to live in Perth. So I had family there. And so it's a convenient blessing to be able to share time with my family as well as in the lives and tezi girls.

Yep. Okay. Yeah, I booked this all this will be able to free you and thinking I can't afford it. That's really good to go. Thank you. It's because everything's a police system we've got that you've just got to get we've got to get that out.

And if you've worked on yourself and I know you are, you're very spiritual, you're very, but there's another level that you need to go so you can, you know, transform, we resist, we often resist changing ourselves because it's our comfort zone in a very unconscious very deep level. Yeah, yeah. We are willing. Thank you, Marisa. ciao, bella. You're welcome, Craig.

Okay, I gotta say, I love that picture of the tag on the background. Oh, thank you, sir. Thank you, Don, I'm an artist. I'm spirit was blessed. I'm blessed to be able to be able to do the work that I do. And I didn't know how to draw but I listened to spirit and spirit told me I was louder.

So Wow. Just self trained. I do all sorts of bits and pieces of spirit guides and angels and animals and portraits and whatever comes to heart After gorgeous, I love it. Thank you, Danny, thank you for your attention. So now we've got, we've got I think we've got to center and who's the other one there else who have we got? Who isn't the tape?

We've got just your center right. And who's the other person we haven't spoken to? I can't I don't know who that is. She's got to look over his screens frozen. And to center you there. I'm here.

Okay, there we go. Hey to center. Hi, how are you going? It's lovely. So how are things? How are things going for you?

Yeah, good. Yeah. I'm still on a high from yesterday from our meetup. So. Oh, right. Yeah.

Yeah, right. It was really nice. So yeah. That's amazing. Thank you for doing that. That's so beautiful.

So hey, hey, go with you. Abundance challenge. Yeah, good. Yeah, I'm loving the videos at the moment. You know, like, like someone else mentioned the Bob Proctor. I've loved like I love Bob Proctor and you know his way of thinking too.

And, ya know, it's really good and and the other one so decision making once the good and the one that really hit home to me today was the think of this on just trying to think what it was, you know, the one on trusting your instincts. Yeah, yeah. And I thought because my ex husband, he was a master manipulator. So I thought really, every woman needs to know that they need to know, you know, like, because like the same set, you know, goes energy never lies. So just, you know, to trust your instincts and it'll keep them safe. It's really a gift that women have been given but you know, it's just been surprised.

Still there. have been trusted. So I trust it 100% Now, I've actually lots come up for me when I've been doing the exercises and I thought, if I look at what I was like back then years ago, like you can't even there's no comparison because now I make decisions based on just my my gut feeling all the time. Otherwise I won't, I won't make it. So, that is so amazing. That's so fantastic.

Just center because many years ago, I watched this thing by this guy called Ian long gold, and he talked about how so I must have watched it about 12 to 15 years ago. He's not alive now. But he talked about how the planet transforms and how in the last days, which is what we're into now, because he talked about how we go through this period of he sort of started with the stone age or and then we moved up and we ended up into sort of colonies and then we ended up back in the 80s was more like that. Integrity was I had all these kind of it goes up to a pyramid, it goes right up to a point, then we're moving more into integrity. Now. He said, Ron, at the pivotal top of that, he said, the only way to navigate through all of these changes is your eating.

And because there's so much information out there, if you want to find something, it's awesome. But then you go, Well, I'm so confused. What do I believe? What do I follow? And no one's got some information that's really accurate and feels wrong, then you don't know that not all this stuff might be right. And the gut instincts is that thing that will get you to the right place with the right information and the right road.

It is important and it is to develop, isn't it? Yeah, that's right. It is it's really everything. And that's why when, and I think I put a comment on there this morning, after I've watched the video and just that yeah, I think Everyone really needs to read that and really, you know, let it be part of who they are. Because, you know, that's how so many women end up in abusive relationships and being abused because they just don't, you know, follow that. They're trained not to follow it and the others is they were taught to do what what people is the right thing and what people say.

And then ignore that. The and I look back and I think, okay, because I says, I think that I'm really good at it following my gut instincts. I mentioned in that if you don't know if you're on but how I get told by experts, lawyers, all sorts of people, people that are running this show, in the end, whatever this is the expert in in that area, and I would advise on my gut instincts always been right. But I look at my history, and I know blessed to have this has not been an easy journey. But it's still a great journey. But I look at how the universe led me to join the Mormon Church and the Mormon church was always about teaching you to connect and ask God to tell you what the answers are and that He will guide you.

So that process actually, and I always wanted to know I go tell me I wanted to connect with you, God, I had this urge to so it made me have to feel a lot It made me have to sit still. And I would be trying to rack my head. What do I do? What How do I make decisions? I don't know really what to do. And I think and I look at that, and that 18 years in that church was a training part of the training they got me to where I am now, which is, you know, now of course I believe me, but the universe does speak to you.

And if we look at our past, we'll see how we've been trained in in ways to bring us to the point we are now we've been trained to have the right things or the right opposition to transform us. Give up time, definitely Okay, Jerry questions? Um, no, not really. I just, I came up with a new mantra a few days ago, I would just go in the past I wouldn't I wouldn't say it but my new mantra a few days back the fear and do it anyway. So. Oh, now Oh, Brad.

I don't think first we're when I made the pass. I wouldn't say like, No, no, probably something like this, but I think not. I'm gonna say you're laughing. Yeah, not. Yeah. We'll totally like it is yes, looking at what?

Looking at the fears. So but I've been taken out and it's such a process and if you recognize, you recognize where it comes from in your past. I mean, I was blessed to have done that I watched a few months ago. And I and I, it's not like I don't say I watch kids or be on end or don't think that's it because everything is a journey and everything will Help you like someone can get a healing and it can transform their life and someone can get a healing can do absolutely nothing. But I watched you know what to do. I said to myself, they see what's your intention, I said, I want to get rid of the suffering.

And the suffering is suffering. If you think about it, you suffer because you've had so many fears and your fear, your fear of being pain, and really, I mean, it's, so I went through that process, and I released it. And then I had some moments of the universe was taking me through an old cycle of fear of being big cycle of fear. And then I, every day I worked on releasing that from my body. And so now with all that work in a short period of time, I feel like I have zero fear because I'm thinking, ah, I know fear is only going to damage my future. And then you just personally find energy target.

And now I actually have because I actually said, Well, I don't care. I'm actually at a point where I go, because I know it's damaging. So go Okay, so you just got a worst case scenario, Well, okay, well, who cares? I really don't care, whatever that worst case scenario is, and then go. And then your whole life changes your future changes because you're not carrying the fear. But that is work.

I don't know you if I have to ask somebody, what are your fears? Everyone I've met as she has some sort of fear. And I she stole I have a few that I do. I couldn't do my mission. But I've also let back God let everything go when you let it get to that point. You're creating, you know, a fearless future so it'll only be a safe future.

Opposite of fear is safety. Yeah. And with everyone, most women also say I don't feel safe. Well, that's great. I love that that's a really important aspect. So thanks just into Yeah, thank you, Martha.

Okay, so I think we've got around. We've got everybody on anybody last minute questions or anything they want to comment before we move before I close this down, I might do a closing of the case, in fact, yeah, you've got your good. So I'll just remind you, everything is energy. And when we shift the energy, then we shift a lot and our opposition is showing us what we need to shift in the opposition as crazy and has fee is the biggest gift of your life. So can I ask a big question? Yes.

What has been your biggest financial block? Do you know? Mine was Be Yes Okay, so this would be me and I worked it out it's like I've always made my dad always made me make my own money. So therefore boys been highly resourceful, and worker because he he just would never he gave his 20 cents at age 12 and then he took it away gave it for a month or two months then he said no make your own money so so I would go to work so I was very him. I was very resourceful. The thing that but the thing that I realized what happens to me and I looked at the pattern was I'm resourceful I'm successful, and then I lose it or I give it away or I trust and and then that trust someone else with it, to do what they think is good as has caused the biggest blocks and I've watched this cycle and I watched how I take risks and then the risks are dodgy and, and then I look at it and I think Well let me go back to my childhood of being you think you're safe you're in bed you think you're safe in a home and then everything gets taken from you your whole soul gets shattered in the abuse when you know.

So I noticed how when it's all good and safe, then I go to a risk take a risk and then I go sort of put myself back again. And that's been my my pattern that I've done. And I no longer and I woke up to it and the fear so I have a fear inside my body. Whereas back when I was a child of all the abuse and other writing that I've released totally from my body and from my when I watched her also sit from my I want to release it from my myself and my ancestors message during that matches saying I want to lately suffering for myself in life. ancestors, that's a lot of suffering. I don't know why it came out of my out of my mouth.

So I guess they happy now will they happy? And they will probably be helping me now because I released this suffering. So yeah, that would be mine. And but I understood it. I totally understood it. So now it says, since releasing the fear and the trauma of that little girl that's supposed to be safe in a bed in a home, that then it all gets taken from suddenly.

And that's kind of the pattern. Yeah, thank you, Melissa. Welcome. Gorgeous. Okay, so let's close the case. take a nice deep breath in and just align yourself and look at the future with the hope the the freedom, the trust in the universe.

And I request the purification and cleansing process of white and gold pure organic light, dissolve the negative energies In attachments from you from the buildings surrounding area, I request the closure and disabling of harmful portals, gateways channels stargates naa firewalls and access to routes to other dimensions and realities controlling or interfering or siphoning your energy. Your soul lifeforce, I can firmly thetic astral, mental causal light bodies are cleansed and strengthened or separated killing forces are activated and connected to the organic pure white light source. I ask the guardians and angels to call blessings upon you for all the things you required to obtain sole freedom and sovereignty. I ask that they guide and protect you and lead you on a path of empowerment to assist with the evolution of your soul and humanity. I ask that healing may continue throughout this time, and that you may always know that you are divine infinite worth and have the power and choice for your transit.

Formation. I confirm these requests have taken place and this healing is complete. Deep breath in. Bless you for being amazing. Bless you for participating and bless you for saying yes to life. And thank you for being part of the 30 day challenge and I'll speak to you soon.

Thanks for the hearts. Thanks, guys. Hi