After my experiences in India, I didn't quite go into those all the way I kind of gave an overview, but I had some really individual profound experiences that might be helpful to people to hear about them on our own. Yeah. Who else have experiences like that? Hmm, I don't know about any any one else had them. I know, everyone's having their own experiences. But I had three particular meditations that were that all wrapped into that one thing and I just one was very poignant, and I thought I'd share it and that, that was the first day they took us into a meditation it was to what they called experiencing the divine.

Okay, so and now it's kind of the whole reason I wanted to go to India in the first place. I wanted to have this spiritual experience where I could connect to this thing that I had never connected to before. You know, it's like higher power or whatever, you know. And so, so they take us into this meditation to experience your Divine. So we get in this meditative state and everyone's relaxed and everything. And as I'm in this state, all of a sudden, I start to feel this, this swirling energy, you know, like it was a, I could feel it moving inside and outside of my body is like, I guess it's nothing, I think it's called kind of like a vortex energy, I can actually feel it.

And as, as I'm experiencing this, I was very familiar with that feeling. Because I'd use I've experienced that feeling a lot when I was doing my clinical hypnotherapy sessions at the hospital. And so, I'm going into this experience. And I remember myself saying, in the middle of meditation, I said, you know, come on, I thought this was, this was divine experience, you know, and I'm feeling this old stuff, you know, it's like, what's that? And then I went, Oh, you know, then the light went on. I said, Oh, my God, it's like so this, this, these swirling feelings that I had are of divine nature for my version or my experience.

And so then the lights on I was like, Oh my God, I've been experiencing this for years, and I didn't know what it was. And so and so then the tears started flowing, you know, but kind of going back there now. And so it's like, it's like this intimate, loving presence was always there. And I just never recognized it for what it was. And I and I, and I stopped after the meditation. I remember, you know, how many people are like that.

It's like, we're this divine or God or whatever you want to call it is so close, that we don't even recognize it. And it's in our it's right there. You know, it's in us. And so, as soon as I had that realization, I had this vision pop up. And it was the founders from oneness University. It was just in my mind's eye It was a vision is a man and a woman.

I think they're Hindu. They lead the whole universe. Another one was a Tony Robbins who was at that retreat, you know, he was there in in that room and so and he's a if you don't know who he is, he's kind of this like, big shot, self help guru, you know, a world class power. Yeah, motivational speaker. And so I see I saw those three and they just did this whirlwind and, and they just went boom and exploded into my test chest and I gasped, you know, it's like, it hit me so hard, I could actually feel it. And so, so that was kind of the first meditation that was part of that.

So