Another experience there was there's a third, the third one to kind of cap off the, this wild week I was having. So during this one, the the group was going through some kind of final meditation. And, you know, I was burnt out, I was like, I was like exhausted, I was worn out. And so I skipped out on it. And I went down to the beach and walked along the beach. And as I'm stepping out, so he had to, there's a little brush, he had to go through a little trail to get down to the beach.

And as I walked down there, I heard someone call my name, you know, and so I turned around and nobody was there. And so I said, Oh, god, I'm losing my mind, you know? And so I walked a little further and I hear someone call my name again. Except this time it was loud and clear. There was no missing it. And so I turned around again.

Nobody's there. Yeah. So I continue walking down the beach, kind of going into this trance state. And in my mind's eye, one of the leaders from oneness University shows up right next to me. And it was not physical, so it's like having an apparition or something. And, and he's one of the teachers that wasn't at the it wasn't in Fiji where it was, but it was in India and, and so we walked along and carried on this conversation that went on, like for 30 minutes, and he was telling me stuff about what's going to happen in the future and all this kind of stuff.

And it was, it was really surreal. But I was kind of, I was tired, I was exhausted. And I was in a an altered state of consciousness. And so I just kind of let it go. I didn't really find it. And he was it was delightful to be with you.

No, it was great. You know, so I'm going out of my mind. At least it's delightful, right? It really happened to you. Yeah, later. So I actually wrote them all down and they did kind of prove out in the months to come so and then as we're walking down the beach I see vision of Tony Robbins coming in the opposite direction.

I know it's kind of driving me nuts. You know, it's like I, cuz I didn't. I didn't really want I didn't go there for Tony Robbins. I didn't really, guys okay, you know, he's fine, but why does he have to keep showing up? Yeah, it's like What's up with this and so and so he comes down he's walking in the other direction and Tony Robbins is huge. He's like six six and he's all muscle you know, he's all energy, you know so and so I'm kind of going oh, you know it's like, like you know and he's come on he's like he's meaning business and I'm going you know in saw my mindless guys next to me would go like what is going on here, you know, so it's like gets up next to me.

And he stands in front of me. And he just Bella says you don't get it deer and ice go, you know, do what you know and so and so he winds up and and and he has his flat palm open and is going to hit me as hard as they can, you know. And here comes the big boy. And so, as he does it, his hand goes through my, through my body. And then he kind of goes in socket feel it inside my body was so weird. And and he said, That's it, you're getting it, you're getting it.

And he kept pushing on it kind of in now So yeah, that's it. That's it. And I'm going what's Why? And this is also bizarre, you know, because all going on in my mind, but it was like, you know, it's like real. And then and then he goes on for one last time. And then he his whole arm and his body kind of does this pure wet and he goes right into my body any disappears and and then I I'm kind of just standing there in shock, you know?

And then I look over to the the Indian guru guy, and he's gone. So it's like, okay, it's like, you know, what was that and so, so that was kind of my third meditation and then so I had a really hard time piecing all this stuck together. So, you know, for about three days after the retreat was over, I stayed in Fiji in the little hotel sort of thing. And I was I was wasted and I tried as trying to like just pull myself back together trying to what happened over the course of this week and I, I couldn't make sense out of any other and tell for about six months later, when it all kind of made sense. I went back home and tried to assimilate things and just kind of lived a normal life for the next six months and then I went to another retreat in Fiji or not in Fiji, but in India, six months later and then and then after that, those awakenings then then my life fell apart again and then that but that after that all happened, I got divorced again, but then energy start coming through my hands and that's when I started using hands on healing at the hospital when I was working in the cancer unit, and realize that whatever happened I got totally reworked and I was kind of up another notch.

But but took me a while to put it all together probably at least a year or so. So it's intense. There's a guy walking on the beach tell you about, you'd be doing some. I don't believe that that was part of the deal. It was more like a member It was like, he talked about three different stages of things of development. And he didn't mention the hands but and they were all going to happen over like a six week to six months period.

And he didn't necessarily mention that I was going to get divorced again. But that was you know, one of the steps you're going to go through you know, you got to let go of some things or whatever. So yeah, so that was that intense is intense. It was it really intense. And so I'm glad I got to experience that kind of stuff. So you know that it exists out there.

Just, you know, it's like wild