We've sorted out we sorted out Rene She's got some ideas because when you when you allow that when you allow negativity to it goes in your energy field it's not yeah you can't ignore ignore it you got to be in your power he's he's showing you that you've given away your power and I think we've talked about this and and Renee, you apologized. I mean that I would not apologized. I'm not I would not apologize because he's been rude to you. Where's his apology? You finally add to him? Is good Who cares?

You know, main like you, but this is the thing you and yes, you overreacted because you hadn't put God in your pelvis a whole year. So yeah, there you go. Do you know can I just let you know that the patent that you've put up for me was, is reaching my full potential. And I've actually discovered yesterday What is stopping me from reaching my full potential was the age that you get I was 11 or 12, which is around the fear of not being liked. So if anyone says anything negative me to me, I stopped my progress. That's a really.

So that was just so spot on that. Thank you. Yes, you know what it can change your life a little and age and a patent as long as you you think about it, and you look at it, because that's the thing that has stopped you from progressing. And and you've got to move past not being so your role playing should be on not caring about being liked. Hmm. You know, like, oh, that'd be awesome.

Yeah. Not caring about others, and then you'll attract people that don't care about you. And they'll always manipulate you. Because they're not going to someone like if we if we care if we don't care what other people think they're not going to choose us. they'll choose you because they can manipulate us all the people that like to manipulate and control people will choose you, not us or not me, because that's good. You know, I've got other things going on.

Yeah. So that that will be great. Yeah. So you'll be doing role plays. Perfect. Thank you.

Welcome. Okay, then and Jacinta How you going with the abundance challenge? Yeah, good. It's awesome. like Oh, God, I can't believe like it's only a few days in it just feels like digging so deep and pondering on so many themes. And the age are no, the pattern was trapped.

Which when I first saw you, like I said, that's when I had trapped. I don't feel like trapped like I did then. But it's funny how the same patterns come up. And then I was thinking about it. And I was really just a few days ago, and then I thought, because I couldn't think of anything. At age.

It was an 11 year old, same as you Sylvia. I remember cuz they're chatting about it. You've got this. Yeah. like attracts like, and, and then I thought, that's actually when I moved I moved schools and so that Yes. So I thought that's a really unsettling time.

And that's sort of happening again in my life. Like it's sort of Oh, yes, the same pattern. Yeah, you know, and I probably felt trapped because I found it really hard because I've made all my friends at my primary school. I had like, really good close friends. And I had to leave on my friends. I went where I didn't know anyone.

So you know? Wow, it is the same kind of thing. Yeah. So. So you've got to remove this unsettling feeling out of you so that you stop the unsettling feeling that comes up. Yeah.

And it was really isolating time because like I said, You know, I had my best friends there. And then because it was only grade five grade six hours at the other primary school that was it. So, you know, it was Yeah, it was hard. Actually. I found it hard. And to top it off, I think I was saying to someone, or Vicki might have been loaded turning on text or something about our patterns and That was actually the time to there was a government you know, area.

And I remember what I'd moved to that school and then we had to hide in the gym. Like That was scary. He wasn't he might not have been an hour straight. I actually lived in the same street as a school. That's like feeling trapped. safe.

So many aha moments came to me with that. Watch it. It was really scary. I felt really scared. So we were all hiding, you know, in the main gym. It probably wasn't any way around.

But he had been in the area. He'd shot some money now straight or close by I remember. Okay, yeah, that's amazing. Huh? I'm just going to invite Vicki. She's, um, Oh, okay.

She's given her address. I'll see if I can invite her add to group to the group. You have. Yeah. Okay, great. Okay.

Okay, great. That's okay. Yeah, that is a truck field. So we've got a remove that's something that you'll be working on those imprints because that's the new blueprint. Yeah, yeah, sorry. I mean, I feel like you know when I thought about it again I hadn't I don't think about it that much but it sort of brought up all those fields so it's been yeah a lot of emotional sort of feeling quite emotional a bit.

Um, so yeah, yeah. Wow. Oh, I thought a shilling for others to join. I couldn't get a shilling I think also, steady, this link. Copy to Clipboard. Okay, so now I can go in the group and go well, here's your beautiful.

Now take this off. And I'll just sorry, this is this is like I'm just like keep updating. There's so much good. In Skype it really Yeah. He's using it sounds he use it much I do for work. So I do go into a lot of conferences and see if I end up using a Skype a lot.

Oh, well this, NASA just found the shelling so now they can just click on that join conversation so then they just click there and then we can join There we go. Beautiful. Okay. The Vicki Yeah, Vicki she, she he with us. She's working on a Connect. Yeah, I don't I don't get her.

Okay. All right. And Sylvia, have you had any epiphanies? Yes. What you read for me age levels. sacrificing I would wasn't surprised habit I don't remember my childhood at all.

I did healing gone it came up you know physical trauma and good so that's not a surprise. I always felt good for for everyone or for everything without reason. The big major realization happened to me before yesterday before I really caught that the childhood I didn't have issue to read right my childhood I really enjoy that I really like to be someone who was loved and appreciated and valued and all these things that I haven't experienced in my childhood. However, I read over that five times six time because I wanted it to be so perfect, so everyone can understand me and so I just little myself and I try to stay behind, and I was thinking just put up my writing. And then I realized that what the hell am I doing? Like I'm sabotaging myself.

I'm pulling myself back from the opportunity. So that's good. So you did a shift, you did something different. And then I said, You know what, however it comes to be posted and this is who I am, this is what I did. And then when I realized that I was sitting out in the ocean, and then at the age of the water, and it's really really I felt this pain in my chest, like not physical pain, and it really hurt me. So, I it was something deep what I just realized.

Okay, all right. And yeah. And about this finance, sabotage and worshiping, I find it I already hear the Lord like literally tones of in it, which thank you for forensic healing and for all of us. But still there are sub details sub sabotage. And I realized that I'm actually clutching myself with this thought and that thought, this worship and that worship just doesn't click, you know, they are clashing. They are not the same.

They are hitting each other. So I'm confusing. I'm giving that confusing signals. So I'm trapped. And today I did a healing on it. And I got a booby trap implant.

Okay, so yeah, putting up with disentangling out a blueprint of energy so that you get that one off. Okay. All right. So, injector, how are you going? abundance It was going really well in the beginning, but yesterday was definitely one of the most most difficult one. So I've actually posted a video on the exercise you've given it in, because I can't seem to get connected with my abundance, buddy.

I think she's having a lot of issues with technology there is your abundance buddy, Lyrica. Hi. Okay, sorry. Okay. Yeah, okay. He was not very good with Facebook and everything.

So we'll wait for her to come over after. Yeah, yes. So all right. So you just you go to work or use work around whatever you can get someone else or what or just, you know, there's other people I would be, I would probably look at all the people that are really active and now we just love to do it again. You know, so just go grab someone else say, you know, say either I'm happy to be there. You can find someone else to just go Hey, come on my, my buddies, whatever.

And that's kind of how life works. You just keep going if they don't, if they're not, you know, able to do it or whatever, you either see if you can, you know, I don't know you just make a call you make a call on whatever it is. Okay, so you were saying so the difficulty is because you're not connected with the abundance party or you I say the difficulty is not with dependence buddy so when I was actually doing the video there, he I felt a lot of difficulty actually talking. Okay. So the worst was seemed to like there was stuck in my head, but it just would not come out. I said to do your story about your childhood.

Yes. It was I think he said 11 years old, and I've done a lot of healing around it with Lenny actually. So she's the one who introduced me to go into healing Thank you. And she did pick up age 11. However, I don't have much regard Since from 11 to 13, at all. And there was one pathway when we were doing healing.

We had this attachment from my father's side, grandma. Yeah. And a lot of karmic issues at that, and a contract. And I actually sometimes hung around here feel nice back. Oh, man, what's happened? You?

What did you say? What about that comic? Hey, when we when I was doing the healing with London, he said that I had a karmic contract with the grandma in my past life, that I would suffer through the same thing over and over again. Oh, and we've done a healing around it that somehow I feel like there's still more work needed in that area. Oh, but after you gave me that age, I started actually making a timeline of what class I was in or where and I can tell Like, I remember bits and pieces now, and I know that I hated subject maps after that. I used to run away from that like no tomorrow in that age, and I still don't like math numbers scare me.

I think I was do bedwetting at the time. The only thing I really remember from that age group is yes, I was abused. I'm actually excited. Oh, but there's no recollection from that. Hmm. Wow.

Okay, as I'm talking to you guys, um, what are you waiting for? Yeah. Oh, yeah. So it's starting studying stuff. And this is this process was just we just get layer over layer. And it's just a continual process.

Okay, and so, so How you feeling today about speaking now? We see you when you're a beautiful, yes. And you probably didn't have a voice when you were abused. That's probably part of that. Yeah. I think there's a lot of guilt around there because at times I think I might have initiated because I was bought into belief that it was okay to do that.

Right. It was okay to be in that position is what I was made to delete that backstage. Wow. Wow, so good to get rid of that belief. Definitely, definitely. Get rid of that belief and your story for saying, you know, you're protected and you know, so we're just going to add someone to add on Jeanette as well.

Yeah. Okay. Um, well, all right, you are making progress. And yeah, genetics genetics trying to join. Are we able to bring Jeanette back on? Add three Jeanette J.

In dishes, okay, see we bring on and then we'll get to speak to them. We'll see if we can get this going back. All right. And so to be today, into, sorry, is it easier for you today we feel like Actually, it's like yesterday's exercise itself. I ended up procrastinating. And I ended up doing it this morning.

That I just wasn't willing to do it in a way I don't know what it was that I kept going not I can't do this. And I kept running away from it. I did it this morning. And I've been sweating since then. But right now it's feels like those lumps around my press about it, but it's okay. So To the time you're abused, did you you didn't have a voice, right?

I didn't know. And so I think I remember talking the only person who came to know about this was my grandma. And he basically put a lot of fear on me saying that Okay, so if you end up saying that to your parents or other people sorry. And yes, I you will be the one who would be punished. Wow. Wow, that's huge.

I'm so sorry about a little girl did not deserve to be told that it's not her fault, isn't it? She never deserved that and she should have had a voice and people should have punished the man that did that and you should have been protected. I'm so sorry that she's gone and said that to you. That is just not right. And that little girl didn't deserve that. That is wrong.

She needed a voice So, wow, that's huge on you that is like that. This is why you struggle to speak and this is why you like being skinny, sweaty and stuff. Wow. And I think while I was doing that, like I always found that every time I try not to, like I hold myself back and we'll say what I actually need to say to the other party, I end up getting sick. Yeah, well, yeah, so you got it. You know what you're gonna start having to?

Are you doing forensic healing? Are you doing my online course? I am not doing online course. But this is my first time but I've only been with Melanie in a lot of trouble this vow of invalid you Valley not to speak. That's why you get sick. That's why you go to speak, but there's a vow that you had to bind out with your grandma back then.

So that's just something that you need to be looking at. Yeah, you're gonna have to release that. So let's just real estate This Okay, so can we do it now then? Let's do it now and then we'll get on to Vicki. So your patience. Okay.

You like to get rid of it right now? Yes, actually, yes. defamation I, Renee. Hey Lisa. The name, just say your name I rent, I renew, renew so choose to least thousand contracts or thousand contracts and debts and to not speak my truth, my truth to not say what happened to me not be what happened to me. It's my grandmother.

Sorry Say that again with my grandmother, my grandmother. Choose to be released and free forever. Free you're cutting off mersa and free forever From this point forward from this point forward, thank you for Do you feel energy? Oh, little feeling that I'm feeling anything at the moment. feel nervous? Yes.

Okay, yeah, I think I think we had a block on that. You got to we got to look at why. Cuz then you're going then if this gets taken off, then what's going to happen to me? there's a there's a few There's a fear you have on, on being able to speak up that you're thinking, Man, if I say, Take, get rid of this vow that I've agreed to, or there's a fear, so you're gonna start working on that because it didn't go. I'm getting it. Your grandma's put a fear on you that you have to not say anything.

She said she won't be safe if she say certainly think, yeah, I want you to keep playing. I am safe in my truth. I am safe in my truth. You know, you've got to reverse what she's done to people. It's affecting your whole life. Say that I'm safe in my truth.

Yep. And you're going to program you're in Britain. You'll keep saying that sign up. So you just take note of that until you and do a roleplay of speaking up. Yeah, and you'll find plenty of buddies here. You might be able to choose, you know, Sylvia's volunteer plenty buddies if you can't if you can't get in touch up, but it's all good.

Thank you. You're welcome. Hey, Vicki. Oh, yay. Good. And did you how did you get on with me?

Or I'm just trying to see how you thought on it. I do and I think also replay Did you? Yes, she I think it was you. I'm not sure. Um, yeah, sorry. I don't know.

Okay. Yeah, I think I did. And some people are saying when they searched because they must have put in the word forensic dash healing my addresses forensic healing is one word. So when you search for forensic killing one word, it should only bring one address up. I think that's what the issue some people have done. Like before, so your addresses already in my Martha.

Yeah, yeah, we this is this is an hour Now I've seen that we can actually offer a link to join, which is what I threw up. This is all what's still new, but at least it's working. At least you guys. Ah, yeah. So I'll just kind of go back someone say Can they please add them and I've just posted up a link up the link with the link. link up just in case it's trying to run a post, join.

Okay. All right. So the How are you going? I'm going to add her as well see if I can add her. So how are you going with the abundance thing? Yeah, yeah, it's been.

It's been going quite well. I started off really well. And the last couple of days I've been a bit sick. So I've kind of having I did the last two exercises today. And the roleplay ones stuck the fear in me because I am not. Yeah, I get a bit nervous around the whole roleplay idea.

And they think yeah, it's been great. I've been learning a lot about myself, I've, I guess I've known that I do have been buying things, I think to get some kind of happiness or something. I'm feeling like it's making up for something that's lost in my life. And so I have been spending and we don't have we don't have a huge income. So there's a lot of guilt around, you know, buying these little things, and the things that are beneficial, you know, they're things like essential oils and, you know, healing session for my daughter or you know, just all little things like that. So, so most of them are kind of legit, you know, yeah.

See find Yeah, I do buy a lot of stuff and I feel guilty and yeah about it. So that was two years ago to work out whether it's you investing in your energy field, but and because feeling guilty isn't gonna help at all, you know? So it's either it's a bit like are you investing in your energy field? That's right thing I mean yes in the energy field and therefore when you're investing in yourself that is going to help you, I think, okay, what's coming up decision making, and that's going to help everybody I think it is a loser so I just if I come on again Yeah, so that's about it's about a the right decision. You know, Yeah. Good work out is that Yeah, is that because guilt isn't going to help you?

Mm hmm. Yeah, either gotta like go Okay, well this is great and do it but we've got to remove the guilt. Did you have guilt in childhood? What not not me Not that I can remember probably but I can't it wasn't a huge thing I don't think for me, but I do have a lot of guilt now. So probably I did yeah. I don't know she's added Jeanette said it or not.

Um, okay. I've just added some loot Natalie up. Oh, that's genetic. Okay, um, to comment down there. And then you've got too many yourself who got what sticks with that make yourself whole and then working out about this guilt because it's not gonna work getting rid of guilt and deciding that if you're gonna buy something, then it's got to be okay. It's got to be a good thing and not having guilt.

Because it must be obviously there's guilt back in childhood of when people bought you something you'd feel guilty maybe your parents, you know, didn't have much money. And so if you've got something it was more like, Oh, I feel guilty now that they've had to spend money on me or something like that. Yeah. Did they do that? Did they did they struggle with Finance? I know I know, when they were together they we used to get really spoil at like Christmas.

We have heaps of presents and, and then when they divorced when I was 12, it went my mum very, quite frugal lady, you know she's saved and so it went from being like masses of presidents to finish your answer is your answer. I'm going to ask this to the group. Did anyone get a clue out of what she just said? About like she left she's got this addiction to wanting to spend and what she just said, Get a clue. She was making gaps that are beginning in the information I missed. Yeah, I can hear it again.

Okay, so yeah, so you're gonna get back to themes and you can have each ride. You want to go back over the good times. Right? Is that correct? I'm in financial respect, probably. Yeah, but not in, you know, the environment mostly.

Yeah, I know. Not so good at Christmas time. Was that a fun time for you? Um, I think it probably wasn't because now now these days I don't I'm not a big Christmas person and I don't enjoy it. I get emotional law Gods spoiled a lot. So did you love your dad and lose your dad?

Like Did you lose it? Did you not see much? Yeah, yeah. Yeah. So so there's a lot of so that so you that's why it's so confusing for you, because I've kind of been dead back because when you get divorced is if you loved him and you don't see him as much. It's like this loss, right?

Definitely. Yeah. So then it's, yeah, yeah. And this is a big, big thing and I don't want you know, if you've got things like then we're together, I don't lose anybody. Because I was a man. Yeah.

Hi, I'm Nikki. Link, the link must have worked. Oh, you did. Okay. All right. Well, there's some little things for Vicki to have a look at who we got next.

Who's here? floor. Okay, Nikki, how are you going? The abundance challenge? I'm good at work through some sometimes sneak away. I'm really naughty.

You know, I'm serving people. I'm good. Yeah, I think I wrote some things. You Marisa when you ask for questions. Write down. I forgot what I wrote down for you.

But you had a question you asked me to Go into something the other day. And I think what keeps on coming back is that my belief system is that money is a struggle but then the NRP also was potential so like this I feel like I'm being bluffing potential right now and with that comes in money, I guess right. You talked about how you did okay, how you did that course on you know how to be booked out without burnout. Yeah. Well, the thing that Yeah, you don't you actually you I don't think you believe us and I don't think you actually get to do it because because you're not you're not on a directory, by the way while you're not on a directory and that's the number one place where you get if you want to do forensic healing, that's where you would be listed especially now because that get that page gets hit a lot.

People know that Excuse me probably now because you know my prices I get a lot of other people not that committed a psychic give up easily. With this folder Yes, yeah, because you're right. I don't believe in myself. That just proved my point and that's probably somewhere in childhood you have to look where you didn't believe in Legion in childhood who didn't allow you to be your full potential. No one person comes to mind that we talk about your parents did they encourage you down But I think there was a belief that you know, if you want to do something, work hard and never managed to get to uni, and his brother did. So he said, What?

My dad never managed to get to university, and your brother did. And that was his big thing that his brother was like so much better than him because my dad never meant to sell sales like that. If you don't go to uni, did you go to uni? I did. You did? Yes, I was the exception to the rule.

Right? Well, that's when he busted that one. Place importance on as you've just been a point to in a mindset so to speak. I'm not saying that there's any better just gone and, and, and mindset, better belief about yourself. So tell me about the money. You're struggling money.

My parents made me believe that that was a money struggle, though that what I was always told, in hindsight, it wasn't what I was made to believe that money is the struggle. Yes. Okay, so that well there it is there. And so you're you've got this block on it. So it is a struggle, so it's not gonna work. So when you do a course, not really gonna work, is it?

Yes, no. No, don't get a bit. get booked out without burnout. That's the best. That's not a struggle and to get rid of money's not a struggle, or a lot of energy. So it's actually conflicting.

That whole course is conflicting with your your programming in childhood. Yeah. So I don't know. How did you feel in the course? Yeah, like I was just pushing against the wall the whole time. Did it Yeah, like just myself.

I'm doing everything you know that I'm supposed to do, but it's just not a good fit, just not making the exact opposite. Be what you've really come and look at flow in eights and have to really move with that. And that's going to be this process to this day. So I think that's good. we've sorted something out there it is. That's what it is.

Okay. Yeah. All right. So just so you can hold that thought for your thing. Jeanette, have we got on? Yes.

This is the first time I've done this. And just interest being young. I see your eyes I didn't have to add you, which was a bonus because I'm already friends. Yeah, so this is so okay so fast. But I realized we can actually, link. I can do that.

So Jeanette, how you go with the abundance challenge? Not too bad. I wish I say, Oh, my God, my brain has exploded and it's all happening. But I was actually listening to you talking to the last line of how you can someone turn turn your mic off when you're not speaking and that'll be better. So, just go mute. just mute yourself while you're not speaking.

All right. Sorry. I realized from childhood mammals Had this thing of staying safe have a nine to five job, stay safe, just have your steady income. And I think that's created such a glass ceiling on me of not being able to achieve what I want to achieve. So yeah, that's where I'm stuck. So what did your mom do for job?

Um, she just works sort of in the bank and call center very safe, safe job. And so you're so what do you want to do? And what you want to be an alternative practitioner Is that what you it's what you want to do. I want to create an online business so I can have the freedom essentially, it's been big this Christmas, it's like everyone's been on holidays. Apart from me, it has to go to my day job. So it's been a big slap in the face of I want this next year.

I want to have that freedom to go away. You know, with anybody else. So my plan for this year is to create some cut yes to healing online and just set up an online money flow. Just lots of different flows of income from different things to support us. And how do you feel when you go to set that up? What's the emotion that you feel?

Like, half move forward? Can't take action? Can't do anything yet. Just a good Good idea. not gonna do anything about it? Yeah.

Okay. So now I'm gonna ask you because you kind of already answered it with Tell me then the block, tell me what you have to overcome. I think it's fear of rejection, putting myself out in it out there either as a practitioner or selling things I've created or whatever, people don't want it. It's like a personal or don't want me it's like a personal rejection. And I don't like that. I don't deal with that very well.

No, well that's going to be better. That's a that's, that's an obstacle you're gonna say that two obstacles. There'll be other obstacles that your mom's program do that the only job that you're going to have is going to be a safe job that where you go nine to five, that's your first one. And then the second one is putting yourself out there. So is your block. Yeah, massive.

Yeah. Yeah. So right, lovely. Half this half the the thing is, knowing what it is, you know, the half the challenge is going What is it? Once you got it, then you go, oh, here I am doing my and then then you can go I'm going to be more conscious. And there's lot more coming up in the 30 days.

The beautiful thing about the 30 days is, you know, this is the first time doing it. It's all along that you can go I'm gonna go do another 30 day challenge and the people wants to succeed. They move through barriers. I've been doing this moving through barriers and glass ceilings, everything. In fact, the universe Even if I didn't choose to do it, it has pushed me. For instance, when you do courses and things I booked out without burnout, all those kind of they a lot of them was saying I don't say that to Nikki but they'll say put your prices up.

Did they tell you to put your prices up Nikki? Yeah, yeah. Did you put your prices up? Did you? How much did you put your prices up with? Okay.

How much did you put them up by? You have to take yourself off mute now. It's gone. Okay. That's okay. So so she did so putting your prices up when I was told that but I was very uncomfortable about putting my prices up at the back.

And when I was I met my ex who was very entrepreneur, so he was my mentor. Shall we put your prices up by? Yes. $20 and it took me a week to do that. But yes, by $20 so I went from $60 I need all right. And that was a big thing for me very big.

It's really uncomfortable isn't it and then you have to do uncomfortable I get your sister Hi sister I get just that you know when so I'm just talking about how we're moving through our comfort zone and how and it's good if you can do it on and it's good that you did it. You see you wouldn't have done it if they didn't tell you to do it for a start. And this whole journey is I'm telling you to get uncomfortable through the 30 days because if you're uncomfortable you're changing the energy and that's often why you know shit can hit the fan which is another module that I talked about because your energy is vibrating at a certain vibration of what it is now because you have beliefs and when you will go to change that the energy is going no no no no Don't you know like for instance change your prices that means I'm worth more I people need to value me I need to your whole body and energy will resist To end, and other people don't want you changing either you've been sitting around their energy fields, and if you with people that like to move and changes a little bit easier, but that's why things can go a little bit crazy.

For some people when they change this energy that's been a blueprint for a long time. That's why we're going to get used to change. When I I had no choice when I changed my prices. My ex ran the website and you know, and someone else took the bookings. And he went from he put me up to 125. I was like about 50 or something.

When I met him, I can't remember. Then it went up to 80. And then I went up to 125, which I'm going, Oh my god, and then he put me up to 350 and 400 when I traveled overseas, I did not want that. I'm like no way and I had I couldn't control it because I didn't know how to change the website and I don't do the bookings. So when people would book they booked in and I so I wouldn't have done it. And now You know, on one and a half grand and I have no issue anymore because what what I've moved through this police system and then I will, I will look at the energetic laws and I'll go I've got to do this whether I feel comfortable or not with many decisions.

The reason why I put that price up as it has a lot of energetic decisions around it. Well, one, anyone that's a friend Kayla will get more bookings too. If I'm 1500 friends, tequilas will go, gosh, I'm cheaper at 100 dP because I'll upgrade you, you'll start to value yourself more because I'm valuing myself more. I don't actually want to do many one on ones not that I don't do them. But I don't do a lot for the mere fact that I have a bigger broader vision of my future. So all of these, there's a whole lot of things that go behind that.

And yes, and I did feel a little bit uncomfortable, but I'm totally cool with it now. But it was mine. So I just get used to and I don't And that's, and when I chained and when I've done, it's easier for you to it. And when I've done such a big leap, you'll just do these smaller leaps and you go, Oh, that's cool. We'll look at her, you know, like it'll be it's more comfortable whenever everyone else is doing it because then you're with the norm as opposed to with the group as opposed to the norm. That's the not the not norm.

It's an outside the group. Okay, so Okay, so going back to Jeanette. Yeah, you You do have to get reenact to get really uncomfortable bill. So are you so I'm hearing through the 30 days because we're only obviously up to what day six or something six being the tools are going to be in there to chip away at these cement blocks that are just doing my head in? Well, I'm gonna question the tools that are in the first six days have you not got amazing tools already? Correct, but I don't know if I'm having an amazing reaction to them that why am I still?

I don't mean that with no disrespect, but why? Yeah, obviously I'm doing something wrong. Or I'll tell I'll tell you why. I'll tell you why. Because you won't you often don't see the answer. If you're programmed to play safe You see, I'm getting you to do unsafe, I'm getting you to do change.

I'm getting your mom has told you know, don't change and just play safe. So you're not seeing it. You might see the value minute and you'll go No, stay safe. Yeah. And mechanical, what's that? I'm looking, oh, you said I'm mechanical going through the action.

So you're gonna have to be mechanical, actually do the changes and do all these things that are that will make you so uncomfortable, which means go on Skype. put yourself out there. Start doing everything that you don't do that safe. Yeah, so how many things that you do that aren't safe? How many times do you do everything that you you're scared of putting yourself out there? You know like not you're not doing any of those things because you say you have the block yet the block has already been identified.

But you are you cuz your body mind and body and blueprint says play safe so don't sit don't look at anything that's that's making you you know anything anything but safe. Yeah, you can have an unforced reaction Yeah, to you and tell you to go do this, but your mind and your body go, nope, stay safe. No, stay safe. Guilty. And that's enough. And you asked me that question.

And I'm thinking, Oh, ready, you go. Where's the answer? The answer is already there but you're refusing to see it because you have to keep safe. Your system is like play safe, play safe. So once you get beyond what your mom has told you that you've got to have a steady job and you reprogram yourself which is gonna take Can I just ask how old you are 47 gonna take 47 years oh no I'm sorry. I mean take my point was not pretty similar now you can I'm saying we had one he said but it's not just like oh I spent an hour on this you've got to be conscious and aware that every moment you're going you're will be moving into decision making coming up your you make decisions that choose safe.

So all the internet stuff is not safe, you know, according to your belief system. So that's why you you you'll be going through this whole 30 days until you get that's what you're programmed to do. Nothing's going to work. Yeah. It's the same someone that's that doesn't see That they programmed that life that making money is a struggle, unless they see that nothing's going to work. But yet we've given them the information.

You know, there's a friend's a healer that said, you know, I'm working my butt off. And I, and you know, not I keep working my butt off and they're friends to kill it. But that's what they're programmed. That's what they believe. And you've got to, you've got to get outside of yourself, and that's what we're doing and look down and go, I'm working my butt off. Oh, I can't believe that, that that's, it's hard.

And I'm not saying this. This journey is easy. I'm not saying you get it done in 30 days, it's a continual evolution. I'm not. But I'm giving you all the answers you get, you'll get the answers on how to change the thing is those that are committed and those those that show up and do those role plays and keep getting back on the horse you fall off, you get back on you fall off but you get back on it's basically it's consistency and determination and the be happy with willingness to say I'm not going to settle for this anymore. And then do the 30 days again, then and then you'll get Oh, I see it more and more and more, you know, like, you'll see it clearer and clearer and clearer when you know yourself and understand yourself and forensic healing shows you these patterns.

You got to undo that blueprint, the blueprint, some powerful seeing most powerful thing that runs your life, the blueprint in childhood. Yeah. Thank you. Can I ask about her something? I did. I hear a lot.

A lot of, you know, lots of South up there as well. She's adopting the whole 30 days because she asked that question. No, I mean, I was clarifying. Oh, what did I do? I asked to so we get get you said a week ago. And I'm thinking you You missed my first time showing all your blueprint patterns and You're missing that.

Are you missing significance of that? Now I got it now. I've got it now. And then you would say, someone, someone that would say, Well, this is the first six days, what's going to happen then the next what? Six minus 1324 days? It's going to be amazing right?

Already. She's produced this in six days. It's kind of lightning, you bypassed by bypass the that it is there, but that's only the programming. I'm just showing you the programming. So do so I'm going to ask you this question, Jeanette, what are the two programs that are running for you? The two programs would like yeah, like we've said, fear of rejection, big time.

If I put myself out there as something goes wrong. You can get out on social media. I don't like that. And I have an introverted personality which doesn't help either. And again, the If the safety aspects of just don't want to be hurt, don't want to be attacked or whatever. Yeah, we'll just keep that.

Yeah. Yeah, perfect. You're halfway there. Good big kick for you, Jeanette. So you've just you will come so you've just done that now that you've got it in your head and then you're getting up every day and going okay, this is my programs are different and and all that fear of social media and all of that stuff is again another program and what we feel we pull towards us. I'll tell you why I've survived all this and why I get up.

And because it's not to say I can isn't that easy. You guys are part of the same route, you know, if you're an alternative thing or you want to do something that society doesn't value because you're not a doctor, you're not what you know, it's like we're not as valued in society. Am I as a healer role? 10 a therapist is that make sense guys? You I see that as a consciousness I mean, it's not that Oh, it's not what i think but as a consciousness. So I was, I was blessed with this, my mother would say, Who cares what people think.

So that was the bonus for me. I mean, really kind of that way inclined. And so therefore, I am not I really am I don't care and I've had a look at me in the word three people that would go against me and I've had people that would bad mouthing me and send emails out to whole groups of people, like, you know, I've gone through this process of opening. Social media wasn't that big and we know it wasn't. So what I started to do was change how I go, Well, I've created that so I've got to change. I've got to start tightening up and that's why I'm really particular about the energy it because the energy makes everything the energy is behind frenzy.

Can the energy's behind anything I do is the energy behind who I am. tract, and I'll just do I'll get uncomfortable and go. I think she I don't know she's still here, comfortable and go, I've got to ask you, first of all, ask that person to step up or do something about I'm not going to pull out of the carpet and I would address something and change and that's why, you know, I say we've got a good Apple policy. You can see how the group operates. We're not we have a system of how to, you know, on the free group, we have a system. I just create, I just start going okay, what do I have to do to address that if I'm getting negativity, and I and I work I've been working at that.

So that I'm not attacked. Because you know, the group that we have in frenzy killing group, what's the likelihood of someone getting attacked in that group? Jeanette? Yeah, very unlikely because you are not there's no plan on hell that would be deleted. But, you know, that's just that's just sorry, there's just yet so I've created it that way. So yeah, I got a piece.

I think it's important that was We're so fragile in our energy, I think. So there's no chance so I actually create so you can still be safe lovely. This is a good this is a good this is a good belief system for you. You can be safe in being you pass that showing us who you are. That's a new belief system. You can be safe showing your amazingness you can be safe Thank you.

I would I would Yeah. Good one. Cuz you know what, you know, because they're if you look at this around their beat, you know, just do negativity. I delete people's comments. I don't respond to them. But if we thing is a really great thing is if I look at myself, I go I had the least negativity of most people out there.

I just don't have it. I'd somehow join attracted in either on YouTube or Facebook. And I go What a great creation because I'm like, I'm weird. You know, I move I i Speak my I go you know what there's aliens out there or something you know, I come in, I'll just talk about talk about what I want to talk about. And people could really have a go at me. But I've created a way because I don't care, I've changed the energy that I just draw people to me, I create a belief and I draw people to me that are all on that same wavelength and appreciate the fact that I'm real, but I'll also use the laws of energy and so we don't do negativity, it's not gonna work.

So you can be you show your amazingness and be safe. So that's a beautiful new belief system for you. Thank you, and people love to see you. So that's another mindset. You've got a fear of going Oh, people see me? No, they want to see you.

They want your amazing the world cries out for the planet. Players crying out people's souls is shattered. So the planets crying out for help from you, all of you. Thank you. Okay, so that's great. Who we Got, hopefully got next to Jeanette.

I can help you see you, Natalie. Is it? Natalie? Do you want to put your screen down so we can see your face? Okay, so, Hello. How are you going with everything with Mike?

How are you going with the abundance challenge? mentally? I find it challenging. The self sabotage it's coming up for me was to self sabotage. I procrastinate. I'll do it tomorrow.

Yes. Does anyone have that anyone Put your hand up anyone's got that one in. Okay. Okay. Yes. But okay, this is beautiful because this is common.

Why? self sabotage? Natalie, what have you learned of why you've got your self sabotage? Yeah. I think it's fear of what? failure putting myself out that what was the age that came up for you and what was the pattern?

It was age eight, and the pattern was hurt. Okay. And what would happened at age eight? I don't know. I've been racking my brains. All right.

But okay, now let's all right, start racking your brain. Let's pull it apart. What's the relationship did your parents have with each other at age eight I don't think they ever had a really great relationship. My stepdad was very controlling, manipulative. My mum was a doormat. Okay, well, Well, hello.

So therefore your mom's a doormat and she does what he wants. Yeah. Yep. So she's kept suppressed and is not allowed to do what she wants, you know, out of find a joy. Well, you just do the same thing. You you look at your program.

I mean, look at all that and you go, I'm racking my brain. Well, that's that's your blueprint. I'm not allowed. Oh, I've got a I've got to do what everyone else wants. I'm not evaluating. What I have to do is no, you watch your mom because your mom's your role model and you're not alone.

It really hurt he would really hurt you. Your your stepdads hurt you. Yeah, yeah, yes. Why do you got your brain on that? Look? I don't know.

I think I was looking for an event. But it doesn't have to be an event it just has to be looking at your monitor as it talks about your mom. And this is where Yeah, but sometimes we avoid seeing what really is because we don't see ourselves sometimes we need someone else to pointed out anyone else could blind Friday could see it but when we see it yep. Cuz we're going but that's our normal. Yes, it was normal. Yeah.

So if you go stand out and Shine bright like a diamond, that's against the norm of what you've seen. You've been conditioned. No, you can't do that. You're not allowed to do that. Your mom didn't do it. You're allowed to do it.

Okay. So that makes definitely and yeah, and it was very much be small. Yes, yes. So that's why you procrastinate is you deceive anything you to make it bigger? Right? And your your energies?

Oh, you know what it was will Robinson don't do that maintain status quo of the energy? Yep, beliefs so you're going to be busting through those beliefs and go I am not playing small anymore you know you may have done that month but that's I'm going to turn all this pain that I've experienced and I'm going to grow and you get stuck getting uncomfortable. Mm hmm Yep. Yep it's interesting because my mom always said to me Oh, don't be like me. Oh, well you know what? Why?

She said that Digi Yeah. Are you like your mom? Can I ask you Are you like your mom? Yeah. If you're looking at neural programming, she actually saying be like me. Don't be like you may be like, it's like saying, Don't look at the elephant.

You go look at the elephants. Instead of you say, look at the tree, say the elephants. They don't look at a tree. Then you go find the tree. But if she says Don't be like me, she programmed you to be like her as well. That's another thing.

She programmed you when it's you don't hear don't just like be like me be like me be like me. Yeah. Yes. On the program. Yeah. Yeah.

Okay. Thank you. You welcome gonna shine bright lights. But that's why tonight because it's because you're programmed to stay small and be like your mom. Yep. Yep.

All right. Yeah. So, so this, this is great. When we do this. We'll do this. Once again and I'll put up a link.

Now that renders kind of helped me a bit. she's she's helped me a bit she's been helping bring people on. But now it looks like we can share a link in future Skype videos, which, which will make it easier as check the link in the group I think or get a group have done created before so we have this group now. All right. Well, I think anyone got any questions because I think we've run through. anyone got any questions?

I've got a recollection of something. Yes, though. Like at that age. I did actually see someone had getting chopped up. Well, you saw someone's peg getting chopped off with the fork, but it was not completely beheaded, but it was more to the side. And I remember sitting on the balcony and not making even a single noise at that.

Oh my Oh, where was this? Nepal? And what were they doing? Was it just like a random attack? I think that when there were a lot of gangs in that sense I remember this correctly and it was just so the guy who basically raped me was the tutor of this children's and I was just sitting in the balcony when someone literally went into that room cracked the peasant out and once it before Well, I've never had this recollection just came through. Oh, wow, I'm so sorry.

That's good says coming up to be released. So So Is that why you're a bit teary? You had you tissue and stuff? Is that what was happening? Yeah. Well take a nice deep breath in and allow that that's breathe in healing energy and then breathe out.

Whatever happened to breathe out. Shock and the trauma and allow your fragments to come back and reunite so you can feel whole complete yes you you would be in shock your body's in shock was and theater remember that is a release of a trauma in your body right now. And that's what we do we block things that we that's why we don't remember we block them because so traumatic and I'm so sorry. But okay, well, you okay? I'm good. It's very good because I think no matter what I've always learned to smile, and now it's just like very overwhelming everything fuck around my throat.

Really? Yeah, you you Yeah, like you saw that that's totally brought up the abuse and Then watching horror, something horrific. As a child, I remember, I think you've commented my path of hopelessness. I'm still trying to figure out where what that I think is just off the block everything in that manner. Yeah, we see hopelessness would be that there was no hope in your childhood, it look like it was no hope. And that's what you will view the world.

I don't know. How do you can ask how you view the future? How do you look at your future? What do you say? I try not to look at my future at all. Yes, so that's a There you go.

You just answered it, but you don't look at it because it's so scary. It hasn't quite any positivity in it. So that would be very much back in childhood and had no positivity of future didn't have any positivity. And that's why you struggled in writing that childhood story. So you're gonna stick with it though. Well, there's a lot of a lot of undoing there renew, but that's okay.

You can just relax and just Be okay and be nice to yourself and let that your inner child heal. Yeah. Lovely. Thank you. Alright, so I'm just gonna close down. And I mean, yeah, it's rinji you're welcome to contact me anytime as well.

Okay through Facebook or messenger. You need to chat. We're all here for you. Yeah, yeah agree fan club. Thanks for waiting. Hello lovely and how you know like when we were doing an abundance challenge we're going places that are deep to get permanent change but as you can see, we have to release this Alright, so I'll just close down or take a deep breath in I close down all harmful poles, gateways, channels and access routes to other dimensions and realities.

I asked it healing may continue throughout this time and that you may always know that you are a divine entity. Couldn't worse and you hold the parent choice for your transformation. I confirm these requests have taken place and the feeling is complete. All right, beautiful, lovely abundance bands. We'll see you again and you're doing amazingly and just be proud of you. Just always be proud of you.

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